Ekuqaleni, umama nabazali bakhe nodadewabo omdala uMargarita babehlala eGuryevsk. Ubawo wasebenze bonke ubomi bakhe kwimboni ye-steelmaker, umama wasebenza apho. Emva koko bafudukela kwiCherepovets-idolophu, i-gassy city. Ekubeni ikhaya lakhe ePodgorny (igama lomama wentombazana) alikho, bahlala besuka kwelinye igumbi baya kwelinye. Ngenye imini umama wabuya esikolweni, kwaye akukho mntu wavula umnyango kuye. Ummelwane onemfesane waphuma waza wachazela intombazana ehlwempuzekileyo ukuba abazali bakhe bahamba ekuseni, bebiza isithili nesitalato. Kwaye ngokuhlwa, umama wamfumana indawo entsha yokuhlala. Ndiyakwazi ukuchaza oku "ngongamela" kuphela kukuba umakhulu nogogo banxibe ngomsebenzi wabo kangangokuthi bawulibala ukukhupha intombi yabo malunga nokuhamba. Ngesinye isikhathi, xa umama nodade belele, kwaye abazali bam bebengekho ekhaya, ummelwane onxilisayo waqala ukungena ngaphakathi egumbini. Amantombazana ayesweleka ukufa kwaye ngokubonga uRita, owakwazi ukuvala umnyango kwi-bolt, wasinda kummelwane ohlala naye. Umama wandixelela ukuba ngandlela-thile iklasi yabo ithathelwe kwiCherepovets Iron and Steel Works, apho uyise wayesebenza khona. Emva koko, waphumelela ixesha elide ephupheni. Iifutha ezitshisayo zazifudumele kwaye kwakukho ukuduma okukhulu. Ngexesha eliqhelekileyo, abenzi be-steelworkers ngqo kwiimpahla zokukhusela babemi phantsi kwe-ice shower efakwe kwisitolo, kwaye i-steam yawa kubantu. Umama wanquma ukuba esi sihogo sibukeka ngathi. Emva koko wafunga ukuba uya kuguqula ubomi bakhe kwaye akaze afune. Utatomkhulu wayesela kakhulu kwaye wafa kusasa. Ugogo, washiya yedwa, wazinikela kwiintombi zakhe. Wayefuna ukuba unina abe ngumfundisi womculo, kunye nomdala omkhulu uRita - umculi. Ngoko ke, u-Anya wabelwa kwisikolo somculo, kunye noRitu kwisikolo sobugcisa. Kungekudala ugogo kunye namantombazana bafudukela kwigumbi elincinane kwindlu yokuhlala. Imiqathango yayimangalisa, umama wambi wayelala ekhitshini eliqhelekileyo, kuba kwakungekho igumbi elincinane kwigumbi. Emva koko ugogo wagqiba ekubeni abhale incwadi eya kuthiwa nguVictor Podgorny, ilungu leKomiti ePhambili yeCPSU. Khawucinge - bawabela ngokukhawuleza kwigumbi elongezelelekileyo! Uvuyo alukho umda, kodwa kungekudala uRita waya kwesinye isixeko ukuba angene esikolweni sobugcisa. Kwaye emva komama wachaza ukuba uya kuhamba iimviwo kwi-School ye-Yaroslavl Theatre. Ugogo akazange alinde ukuvumela indodakazi yakhe encinci yaya yedwa yaya nayo. Umama wayehamba kuzo zonke iityelelo, kodwa ngandlela-thile wayeqinisekile ukuba wayengenayo, kwaye sele sele ebuyela ekhaya, engalindelanga umphumo. Kwaye ugogo wayejonge kwiintlu kwaye wabona igama elithi Podgornaya. Oku kwakuqala ukudala -hostele, isifundo, inkampu yabasebenzi.
Uthando, iimvakalelo ...
Ubaba wam, u-Alexander Samokhin, waya kwikoleni lomama. Wafika eYaroslavl esuka eVladikavkaz kwaye wayesekhulile kunomama iminyaka eyisibhozo. Wayesele ephumelele kwi-seamstress, wasebenza njengomhlobiso. Khawucinge nje, phantse bonke abafunda nabo babethandana naye. Utata wathi bafundiswe ubuhle obuhle, umama, kwimvelaphi yabo wayejonge intlunkulu esasandulayo-efanelene nesikolo esikhonkxiweyo esinqamlekileyo, esincinci, esicacileyo. Ukongezelela, ugogo wamgawula amantombazana am phantsi kombindi, ukuze kube lula ukunyamekela "i-hairdo". Utata ugijimela kwingqalelo yabesifazane. Kodwa kungekudala yonke into yatshintsha. Ehlobo, abafundi bathunyelwa kumazambane. Kufuneka icaciswe ukuba kwikhosi yabo kwakukho abahlobo abathandekayo-unobunqunu, utata wam, kunye nendoda enobumba. Ngoko okokuqala kwakucacisa umama wakhe, apho waxelela ngokukhawuleza umhlobo wakhe osondeleyo. Ephendula, uTata wayehleka nje: "Kodwa wena, yishiye, yimeko yecala. Uyingumntwana! "Kodwa ke yena waqala ukukhangela kakhulu kumama. Wayecinga ukuba: "I-Podgornaya ayikho nto - kunye nomfanekiso, kwaye amehlo!"
Abazali bam baqalisa ukuthanda
Kungekudala baqala ukudibana, baqeshisa indlu baze baphuma kwihostele. Le nto umama wayifihla kumakhulu wakhe ixesha elide, uMargarita kuphela wayesazi izenzo zakhe ezisuka entliziyweni: wathandana nonina waza wabuya wabhalela udadewabo incwadi. Xa umama wayeshumi elinesi-18, yena kunye nobaba batyikityina. Umtshato wawunesizotha kakhulu: utshintshwe kwiisandisi ze-registry, ekhaya kwithebhile. Umtshakazi wayegqoke isambatho santathu kwaye engenalo isigqubuthelo. Abazali ukususela ngentsasa kuze kube sebusuku bafunde, kwakungekho nhlobo ixesha lokuzonwabisa. Kwaye umama wayexakeke kuyo yonke imisebenzi yabafundi. Ndiyabulela uThixo, ugogo wam wabona intombi yakhe kwinqanaba. Kodwa ngaphambi kokuba i-premiere ye-movie ingahlali khona ukuyibona. Umama wayeneminyaka engamashumi amabini anesihlanu ubudala xa ugogo wamfa ngenxa yesifo. Kungekudala ndangena ezandleni zakhe ileta: "Ndiyothuka, ndiyaziqhenya ngawe, Anechka. Khawucinge ukuba ndihlale ndihlala kwicala leshumi, kwindawo yeshumi ndijonge kuwe. " Umama wayeneminyaka engamashumi amabini xa ndazalwa. Abazali sele behlala eRostov kwaye basebenze kwiTheater for Young Spectators phantsi komlawuli weVyacheslav Gvozdkov. Wathatha uyise eenkampini, wamthabatha uMama kwisiqhelo. Kodwa ngenxa yoko, washaya phantse yonke i-repertoire kule mboniso. UGvozdkov wayechasene nabadlali bakhe ababeletha, baze basongela umama onokumthintela indima. Kodwa akazange alithobele umyalelo, apho ndiyabulela kakhulu. Yaye yaqala-i-diapers, i-yazhonki ... Inene, umama wayelahlekile emoyeni. Akunjalo nje kuphela ukuba kwiimeko zehostele azifudumala, nobusuku bokulala, kunye nokunyanzeliswa ekhaya "ukuboshwa". Ukongezelela, umama wayephakathi kwendawo ebizwa ngokuba yi-behind-the-scenes intrigues. Kwi "Cyrano de Bergerac" wayethetha uRoxane, i-premiere yayiza kubanjwa kungekudala. Kwaye ngokukhawuleza, ngomzuzwana wokugqibela, indima yanikwa omnye umdlali ngaphandle kwesizathu esicacileyo. Amaxesha awazange alula, kodwa kuba ubaba wayesebenze ixesha lokubamba umzobo we-gypsum masks - bebeyifakile ukuxhoma eludongeni, saphila kakhulu kunabanye. Ungatsho ukuba waba ngumlingisi wokuqala kwindawo yokusebenza. Kwimali eyayifumana, ubaba wathenga iimpahla zendawo kwinqanaba likayise. Khawucinge nje ukuba, kusuka entloko ukuya kwintlwana egqoke "eqinile", uyaziqhayisa kubahlobo bakhe: "NoSasha wam uyazi indlela yokwenza imali!" Ndandonwabile kwindlu yehostele, apho abantwana abaninzi behlala khona. Wonke umntu waya kutyelela, iingcango azizange zivalelwe. Kwaye abazali bakhumbula kancinane le ngxenye yobomi ngokufudumala. Nangona kunjalo, umama wayezama ukufumana into eyongezelelekileyo, wayefuna ukufezekisa kakhulu, kuba kungekhona into ayifungelayo ukuba akaze afune. Emva kokuba umama etshele uyise: "Simele siye ePoland! Bathi unokuhlala apho ngokufanelekileyo. " UPapa wamangaliswa: "Yintoni esiya kuyenza apho?" Waphendula ngaphandle kokungabaza, "Ewe, ubuncinane uqhube i-tram!" - Mbulela uThixo, oku akuzange kwenzeke: Ngaloo mzuzu kwinqanaba lomncedisi ongumlawuli uAlexander Prosyanov, owafika eRostov ukuba afune umdlali ngendima kaMercedes kwifilimu ethi "Intolongo yenkqantosi ukuba." Wabona umfanekiso kwisebe likamdlali we-actor kwaye wafika kwindlu yehostele ukuyijonga ngeyona nto yokuqala. Khawucinge nje: intombazana iza kumhlangabeza kwengubo yokugqoka isitya, ngaphandle kwegram yokwenza. Njengoko kwakubonakala kuye, imvumba eluhlaza. Umama wagijimela ekamelweni lakhe kwibhola, wahola umqhudelwano waza waba nenxaxheba yokuqala yeenkwenkwezi. Kwileta eya kumakhulu, umama wabhala: "Mhlawumbi le yipad yokuqalisa apho i-take-off yami iya kuqala. Eqondiswa nguGeorgy Yungvald-Khilkevich wabuza apho mna, intombazana encinci, enzulu kangaka emehlweni. Kodwa uyazi ukuba ndiza kuthatha njani intlungu yomnye umntu, ukuba ndixhalabele ngayo yonke into. " Emva kweminyaka, umama washintsha, waba nzima. Ndakhela udonga phakathi kwam kunye nabanye abantu ...
Ukudubula
Ndiqinisekile ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba umama wayemhle kwaye engenakho ukuzenzela, kodwa wayebaluleka kakhulu ekubonakaleni kwakhe. Andizange ndishiye indlu "kungeyonto". Ndiyakhumbula, iiyure ndandibukela indlela umama ayipende ngayo, ammthanda. Ndandineminyaka elishumi elinesithathu, ndahlala ngapha nangapha ndajonga umama onjenge-boa constrictor kwi-fakir. Ekuqaleni wafaka imikhosi yemilingo, ibhokisi, iibhokisi ze powder. Isiko sokuphindukuzalwa sagqiba ixesha elide, kwaye isabelo seengonyama sachitha ixesha kwi-eyelashes. Xa ebeka umnqweno wokugqiba, wagubha wathi: "Thixo wam! Ndingathini na ukuba ndigule kangaka! "Kwaye andizange ndiyiqonde indlela endinokuyikhathaza ngayo ukuba ndipende? Kungekudala umama wayenenkwenkwezi enendima kaMercedes, njengomqondisi uYara Kara wammema emfanekisweni "Abaphangi eMthethweni." Le fayili yaphuma phambi kwe "Ntolongo yeNqabeni ukuba", baninzi babecinga iRita indima yokuqala yomama. Ngendlela, i-heroine yebali yeFazil Iskander ibizwa ngokuba yinto eyahlukileyo, yayinguMama owayephikelela ukuba abizwe ngokuthi nguRita, ngokuhlonipha udadewabo. Ndahlala eSochi, xa "abaphangi eMthethweni" baphuma kwiikrini. Ndavunyelwe ukuya kwi-movie kunye nogogo, nangona ndandineminyaka emihlanu ubudala. Umlindi wandibona waza wathi: "Oo ntombazana, ukhangeleka njani njengoRita! Ingaba unayo nayiphi na intombi yakhe intombi? "Ndade ndinezinwele ezinjengamama. Emva kweseshoni umakhulu wayengenako ukuzinqabisa ixesha elide: xa umama ekupheleni kwefilimu eengubo ebomvu ehamba ngendlela, kwaye uyise wakhe umemeza, ndememeza kwiholo lonke: Mam wafa! Ngamaxesha amaninzi ndajonga iifilimu zikamama, kodwa kungekhona "abaphangi eMthethweni" - yayingumntwana kakhulu. Umama wandixelela ukuba kunzima kangakanani ukugqiba. Xa ukudubula kwaphelile, kwavela ukuba kwakungekho okwaneleyo ukuvalwa kwe-heroine elele eluhlaza. Ngobunzima obufunyenwe kwinqanaba leqonga lomhlaba elinotshani obuluhlaza-bekusekupheleni kuka-Oktobha. Umama walala ixesha elide emhlabeni oqingqiweyo kwaye ngenxa yoko, waqala ukuba ne-pneumonia ... Waqala ukurhoxisa kakhulu, waya kwiintlanganiso kunye nabaphulaphuli. Kwakukho ingxaki endiyenzayo nam. Kwaye banquma ukuba ndiza kuhlala nabazali bakabawo-ugogo nomkhulu (umyeni wakhe wesibini, i-Dagestan) eVladikavkaz. Ugogo ka-Aleksandro, emva kokuba ndathiwa igama (saza sazalwa ngosuku olufanayo), yayinzima kakhulu, kodwa utata-ntombi uNabi Hasanovich wangiphanga kakhulu, ehlala enika iingubo. Ndahamba konke ngegolide - amasongo, amacici, iintambo. Xa abazali bam bandithabatha, uNabi watshela ugogo uSasha: "Ndiyayithanda le ntombazana kangangokuba ndithintela ngaphandle kwayo." Ehlobo, xa ndandwendwendwe kubo, utatomkhulu wayeneholide. Emva kokukhululwa kwe "Abaphangi eMthethweni", umama wafika eVladikavkaz ukuba ndibone. UThixo wam, kwakungeke kwenzeke ukuba ahambe phantsi esitalato kunye naye! Amadoda ayifake ngokoqobo iintamo zawo. Ndahamba ngasecaleni layo, inje encinane encinane, kwaye ndazaliswa ngokuzingca. Enyanisweni, esikolweni ndaye ndifihlile ukuba unina wayengubani-ezama ukungazichukumisi. Abazali bam babehlala eLeningrad, kwihotele yaseSovetskaya okokuqala. Ngaphambi kwabo kwakukho ukhetho: eMoscow okanye kwisixeko kwi-Neva? Utata ukhumbula ukuba yonke into yayigqityiwe ngukuhlwa kobuhlobo, okanye kunobusuku obumhlophe. Bema e-Bridgeanka bridge, kwaye umama wathi: "Yeyiphi idolophu enhle! Masihlale apha. " Kodwa umama wabona uLeningrad kuphela, ngenxa yokuba wahamba ngaphandle kokuphazanyiswa. Ugogo wam wathatha ixesha lokuba ndidubule. Kwiminyaka emithandathu ndatyelela ukutshitshiswa kwefilimu ethi "Gangsters e-Ocean". Kwaphela inyanga kunye nogogo kwaye ndahlala kwikhishini kwinqanawa eyomile. Kulapho ndaba ngumhlobo nomdlali uSergei Krylov. Sasidlala naye esikolweni. Uhleka: "Sifundo, Sasha, wonke umntu uya kubhala kwisikolo" malako ", kwaye ubhala" ubisi "!" Kule filimu "Don Cesar de Bazan" Ndade ndanenkwenkwezi kwinqanaba elincinci: intombazana e-gypsy enee-curls, ehleli ezandleni zikaMichael Boyarsky, mna. Boyarsky yayingumfanekiso wam. Ifilimu yadutshulwa eVilnius ehlobo. Kwakukho ukushisa okumangalisayo, kwaye umama wayedinga ukuxubusha umdaniso kunye neengodo. Ndiyakhumbula ukuba ndandiba nomsindo kangakanani kumqondisi uJan Fried: uhlala yonke imini phantsi kwe-awning kunye nokuphuza amanzi ngeqhwa, kwaye umama udansa elangeni kwi-corset!
Ndiyazikhumbula ngokugqithiseleyo ukudubula "i-Tsar's Hunt" eSevastopol, nangona lonke ixesha ndihlala kunye nomama. Kuphela ukuhlanganisana kwamaninzi kunye nabalingisi, amabali, ama-anecdotes. Ngelo xesha ndandithanda kakhulu uNikolay Eremenko. Ngokuqhelekileyo, bonke abantwana bam udlula nabadala, kwaye abazali bam abazange bawuthintele. Emva kwefilimu "Qeqesha eBrooklyn," umama waba ngumhlobo noRoonon Gazmanov nonina. Olu buhlobo lwahlala kude kube sekupheleni kwemihla yakhe. Njalo xa abazali bam besuka kwishishini, ndandixhalabile, ndakhala. Ndatshutshiswa ngabo de ndiba ngamashumi mabini. Mhlawumbi, ndiya kuqonda kuphela abo bantwana abakhuliswe ngootatomkhulu. Kodwa mhlawumbi kwakungenakwenzeka ... Kwimeko enjalo ebomini bam, ndiya kwenza into efanayo: Ndiya kumshiya umntwana kunye nomntu ozalelwe kwaye ndiphishekele umsebenzi. Abazali bam bandithabatha kwindlu yabo xa befumana indawo yokuhlala - igumbi kwigumbi lokuhlala. Ndandineminyaka emashumi asibhozo ubudala. Umama wayedla ngokufika ekhaya, ngokuyininzi ndachitha ixesha kunye nobawo, sasingenamanzi. Umama onzima kakhulu kunenkwenkwezi, wayesebenze kwingxubusho yebala le "Baltic House". Enyanisweni, wayedlala encinane, kodwa akazange abe nomuzwa njengomdlali weqonga. Unesangqa esitsha soqhagamshelwano-abantu abasuka kwishishini. Ngelo xesha abantu bayeka ukuya kwibala le midlalo. Ngenye imini, abantu abayishumi elinesihlanu kuphela beza kumdlalo "Inqaba yaseSweden". Kwakukho abadlali abakhulu kwisiteji kunezibukeli. Le ntsebenzo ekamelweni elingenanto kwaye wenza umama anqume ukushiya indawo yokuzonwabisa. Waphuma waya kuluntu, wacela ukuxolelwa waza washiya esiteji. Umama noyise bazinikela ukushiya le midlalo, benze ishishini. Kodwa ke wayengakulungele isenzo esinjalo ....
Ibakala lobomi
Iminyaka elishumi elinanye - kum inqanaba elithile ebomini. Emva koko ndaba ngumdala. Ehlotyeni, xa ndaya eVladikavkaz, ndandingumntakwabo uNabi wasweleka. Kwaye, ukulahlekelwa kwakhe kwamangaliswa gqitha. Ngeli xesha, utata wam wabiza wathi: "Sasha, sahlukana nomama wakho. Ngoku uya kuhlala noMalume uDima. " Ndazi kakuhle uDima, wayeyilungu lekhaya lethu. Inyaniso yokuba wayethandana nonina yayingabonwa ngeso iso. UDima wayethandana nentloni: "Ngoko intombi yakho iya kukhula, ndiza kumtshata!" - Badibana njani? Zayiswa ngumqambi Igor Azarov. Umama ubhale ingoma kunye naye, kwaye banquma ukumakisha kwesi siganeko kwenye yeefestile zokuqala zokubambisana kwisixeko, esino-Dima. Ukususela ngoko, uDima uye wasoloko esityelele. Utata, simele simnike, nguye umntu onokuzola, ongafundanga, ngoko le meko yayihloniphekile, ngaphandle kokungabikho. Imvakalelo kaDimin yabonakala nakwiimfama kunye nezithulu. Mna, ngenene, andizange ndidibane naloo thando ebomini bam. Wayengenakho ngaphandle komama wam imizuzu emihlanu. Xa ephuma ekhitshini, waziva ngoko nangoko: "Masha, uphi na? Andikwazi ukuhlala ngaphandle kwakho. " Kwiminyaka engamashumi amathathu umama wayetshatile kuDima eSt. Nicholas Cathedral. Wayeyindoda enhle kwiingubo ezimnandi kwaye wayibona ngathi ingelosi. Ndaziqhenya ngokuthwala umqeqeshi wam umtshakazi. Umtshato wenziwa ebusika, emva kokuzalwa komama wam. Ndikhumbula u-Dima ehlekisayo: "Ndiyathemba ukuba ndiza kutshata nomfazi owayeneminyaka engamashumi amabini anesithoba, waza watshata nomntwana oneminyaka engamashumi amathathu. Ungabi nexesha.
Wasabela njani xa abazali bakho bephukile?
Ukunyaniseka? Emva kokuqhawula umtshato, ndathatha icala likaTata. Ekubeni umama wayengumcebisi wekhefu, ndaya kuhlala nobawo. Kuphela ngoku ndiyayiqonda into eyayibangela ukuba umama aphule. Undinyanzela ukuba ndihlale ixesha elide, kodwa ndandinganqwenela. Kwaye utata wam utshatile uSvetlana, endidibana naye ngaphambi komtshato wam, iminyaka elishumi elinesibhozo edlulileyo. Nanku ibali lothando! USvetlana wathuthela uyise kunye nabantwana bakhe ababini, kwaye sasineminyaka emihlanu kwindlu encinane. Umama kunye nombutho omtsha waqalisa ukundincoma: "USasha, uyazi, uTata ngoku kunzima. Akakwazi ukukuxelela yona ngokwakhe. Siyakukwenza uzive ungcono. " Ndayeka. Enyanisweni, sasihlala kwiindawo zokuqashisa, sisuka sisuka kwelinye siye kwelinye. Ngoko onke amabali uAna Samokhina atshate umgidi-mali ayinyaniso. UDima ngenxa yam umama washiya intsapho, washiya indlu yakhe kumfazi wakhe wangaphambili. UMama noDima basebenze nzima. Kwaye kwinqanaba elincinci kunye namacwecwe eplastiki kunye nezihlalo eziphelelwe ukwenza ezimbini zokutyela. Ndicinga ukuba umama wayegxothwa eDima, ukuzimisela kwakhe kwaye uchaze ngokucacileyo iimpawu zobunkokheli. Wayexabisa oku kakhulu kumadoda. Utata ngumntu onobubele, onobuqili, onengqiqo.
Luhlobo luni lolwalamano olunalo kunye nobawo ozala?
Kuthambile ukuthetha, ungakhathazeki. Nangona u-Dima avumile ukuba ndihlakaniphile ngaphaya kwam iminyaka yam, kwaye kaninzi ndiqala ukuxoxa nam ngokuphathelele izihloko ezibalulekileyo, andinakutsho ukuba sasihlanganisene. U-Dima wayehlala edibana kunye nam, wayegculela i-clubfoot yam eselula, kwaye ke, ndacatshukiswa. Ndikrokrela ukuba umama waphikisana naye ngenxa yam. Ngelo xesha, ndandithanda kakhulu ukufunda. Kwaye andizange ndifune nabani na abahlobo, akukho mqhubi, akukho mihla. UDima wayethusa: "Umntwana akaze aye kwinqanaba, imijikelezo, ayinxibelelwano noontanga! Kwaye okubaluleke kakhulu - akafundanga isiNgesi! "Kodwa umama akazange andinyanise kwaye wayenyanisekile kwizinto ezithandwayo. Emva kokuqhawula umtshato noyise, waba lula. Ndiyakuncedisa intambo kuye. Kubonakala ukuba, kubangelwa ngetyala. Kamva umama wavuma wathi: "Ndiyaxolisa kuwe, akuzange kukufundise isiNgesi, kwaye akazange akufundise indlela yokulawula. Yaye yonke into ngenxa yokuba waqhawula uyise, utata omkhulu wafa, uhlala nogogo wakho. Sekunjalo kwafuneka ukhawuleze njengebhokhwe le-Sidorov! "Xa ndandineminyaka elishumi elinesithathu, ndandinomnqweno wokupenda kunye nokuzama izinto zezinyoko. Ngamagama, ndifuna ukuba ngumdala ngokukhawuleza. UMama noDima babematasa ukwakha indlu yelizwe kwaye bahlala beshiya isixeko iintsuku eziliqela. Xa ndingabikho kumama ndandithanda ukunyuka kwiplastiki yakhe kwaye ndilinganise yonke iingubo zokugqoka, iigu, ii-boas kunye namaqondo. Ndabona abahlobo bakhe kwi-velvet velvet yakhe yokugqoka. Ndahamba ngeenxa zonke kwindlu kwaye ndaziva ngathi nguGrta Garbo kwindawo ehotele ehotele. Emva kwesinye i "salon" ndahlamba izitya ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndayibetha imikhono yesambatho sam Umama wayenokubuya ngokukhawuleza, ngoko ke ndakhawuleza ndibophe iingubo zam egqoke. Kwaye ngoko umama ukhuphukela ekhabetheni emva kwengubo yakhe yokugqoka. "Sasha, ngaba unxibe?" Ndaphendula ngaphandle kokuphendula: "Hayi, kunjalo!" Umama: "Sasha, ungaxoxe! Iimikhono zimanzi! Eyona nto, ubungayifaka ingubo yam, kodwa kutheni uxoka? "Umama wayenokumxolela umntu ngenxa yecala, kodwa akazange akwazi ukuma. Emva koko akazange akhulume nam ngeentsuku eziliqela. Ndiyakhumbula isifundo ebomini bam bonke. Ukuba ndandifuna ukukhohlisa umama, ndikhumbula isigqoko se-burgundy - kwaye umnqweno wokulala walala ngokukhawuleza. Ngeminyaka eli-15 ndazama ukutshaya. Ngelinye ilanga umama weza kwam egumbini lam, kwaye ndanditshintsha iingubo kunye nezobini zatshisa iigarethi zawela phantsi. Mna, njengaWitsin, ngokukhawuleza ndisa kwi-cigarette enye, ke enye. Umama wadideka: "Ewe, ndaya." Umngcikivo osisidenge uye wenza umsebenzi wayo, ukususela ngoko umnqweno wokutshaya umsi wanyamalala. Esikolweni, ndandinomhlobo omhle, igama lakhe linguVera. Ngesizathu esithile, abazali bakhe bamnqabela ukuba afike kumhla wokuzalwa kwam. Kodwa uVera akazange amlalele aze eze. Ngokwemvelo, ndithatha icala lomhlobo, ndiqiniseke ukuba abazali bakhe bangama-monsters, abafuna ukufundiswa. Kwaye wamshiya ukuba ahlale ubusuku, nangona wayesaba kakhulu ukukhohlisa umama. Ziziphi iinqhinga esingazange sihambe! Igumbi lam lalingasemva komnyango wangaphambili, ngaphezu koko, yayinebhokisi ekulungele ukufihla. Ngoko sachitha iintsuku ezintathu. Ngobusuku, xa umama engena egumbini ukuba angenzele ubusuku obuhle, uVera waphumela ngaphandle kweT-shirt ebhaleni, nangona kwakubusika. Ebusuku, ndadonsa ukutya kwakhe kwiqrijini. Ngenye imini umama wayekrokre into ethile: "Sasha, kwenzekani nawe?" Uhlala udla yedwa kwigumbi lakho. " Ndaphendula ukuba ndifuna kakhulu indawo kwaye ndibuze ukuba ndingakhathazeki. Sasidlala kwinqanaba lokuba, ekuphumeni kunye noVera kwisitalato, bafihla kumapolisa. Xa umama kaVerina eza kum, enqwenela ukufumana intombi, mna, ndimjonga ngamehlo athembekile, ndathi ndingazange ndimbone umhlobo wam iintsuku ezintathu. Emva koko uVera waba nesihe kubazali bakhe waza wabuya ekhaya ... Umama wafunda ngale ndaba kuphela ekudluliseni "iBluff Club". Wayeqinisekile ukuba ndize nayo yonke into, kwaye emva kokufunda inyaniso, andizange ndifike kum ixesha elide.
U-Anna wayeka ukwenza iifilimu waza wathabatha iivenkile?
Umama akazange enze ifilimu yonke iminyaka emithathu, xa kwilizwe nakwi-cinema kwakukho ubunzima obukhulu, kwaye ukunikezwa kwehla kwavela kwi-cornucopia. Xa ikhefu laphuka kulo msebenzi, wazalisa ikhefu kunye nevenkile yokutyela. Umama ngokwakhe wenyuka ngaphakathi, wenza imenyu. Kumele simnike isikweletu, unina wayipheka ngokungafaniyo. Oko kuphela kubiza i-dessert "uAna", wayethandwa kakhulu! Umama onobuhlungu wayethanda indima yowesifazane weshishini, kwaye wajamelana nayo ngokugqibeleleyo. Kwindawo yokutyela yayingummkeli womninimzi, wabamkela uGerard Depardieu, Pierre Richard, noSylvia Kristel, kunye neqela elithi "Aerosmith". UNatasha Koroleva wagubha usuku lwakhe lokuzalwa kwindawo yokutyela. Ndikhumbule ukunyamezela komama, wayenombhalo wesinyithi ngelizwi lakhe: abasebenzi kufuneka bagcinwe ngetoni. Kwiintsuku ekupheleni, yena kunye noDimoy banyamalala kwindawo yokutyela. Kwaye yonke iminyaka eyisixhenxe esasihlala kunye, ngokuqhelekileyo ayizange ihlule, sasisebenza kunye, sasiphumule kunye. Mhlawumbi le yiphutha. Ngenxa yoko, bekhathele omnye nomnye. Ukwahlukana noDima kwakunzima. Kodwa, kubonakala kum, iimvakalelo zabo azizange zikhuphe emva kokuhlukana.
Kutheni baqhekeza?
Bobabini babenomdla obunzima. Unokuthi, ndifumene i-braid kwilitye. Umama wayeyixabisa ngokwenene ukunyamezela kubantu, kwaye akazange avumele ukuba axoshe. Andiyi khumbula ukuba upapa wakhulisa ilizwi lakhe ubuncinane kwithoni yakhe. UDima wayengenakuvinjelwa ngokupheleleyo - xa kwakukho ukulwa, kwakunjalo. Unokutshatyalaliswa, ukukhala. Umama wayenzima kakhulu ukuthwala oku. Kodwa ibali laphela, kodwa iimvakalelo zahlala. UDima ngandlela-thile wavuma kum: indlela ayeyithanda ngayo unina, akukho mntu uya kuthanda. Kodwa ubomi buqhubeka. Ndiyathemba ukuba ebomini bakhe kuya kubakho uthando olukhulu ... Umama washiya uDima kungekho ndawo, wamshiya indlu yelizwe. Ndathunyelwa ku-ugogo, owathi ngelo xesha wayesuka eVladikavkaz waya eSt. Petersburg. Ndicinga ukuba umama wenza njalo kangangokuba andizange ndibone izicwangciso zeentsapho. Emva kokuqhawula umtshato kwiDima, mna nomama sahamba "sidiba amanxeba" eCroatia. Yayihambo oluhle kakhulu ebomini bethu! Njalo kusihlwa saya kwi-disco kwaye sidansa malunga nentsasa. Nathi sazama ukujwayelana namadoda asekuhlaleni. Bamgijimela bamemeza bathi: "Bazalwana? Umama wadla: "Mhlawumbi ndivela kwidadewethu ngokukhawuleza uphinde ndiqeqeshe njengogogo." Iminyaka emininzi sasiyikhumbula le ndlu ... Umama oqhawule umtshato kwiDima ubuhlungu kakhulu. Ubomi bakhe bonke wawakhumbula ibinzana lakhe: "USasha, nangona ukungaqiniseki kukuphambi kwakhe kwaye kunzima ukuthatha inyathelo, yenza njalo. Musa ukuhlala apho kunzima kuwe. " Ngeli xesha, umama wayefuna ukufudukela eMoscow: wasebenza apho kakhulu. Ndandidla ngokumtyelela, kwaye saceba ukuba kungekudala ndiza kuye. Kodwa ebomini bakhe kwakukho u-Eugene Borisovich-owayengumkhosi wamasosha, igosa lezithethe. Umama ngelo xesha wayefuna ngokwenene inkxaso. UZhenya wambona waza wathandana ngaphandle kokukhumbula. Kubonakala ukuba, wagqiba kwelokuba: ukuba ngoku unina akaphumeli, akukho nto iya kuphuma. Waya eMoscow unina waza wamncenga ukuba abuyele eSt. Petersburg. Ukunyaniseka, ndakuchasene nayo. Kodwa kwintsapho yethu ayivunyelwanga ukuphazamisa ebomini babantu abathandekayo. Ngako oko, ukuhleka malunga nenyaniso yokuba umama wandihlukanisa nabasemagumbini-i-nonsense epheleleyo. Wayephulaphule, anike iingcebiso, kodwa akazange akroxe. Kwaye ndazama ukwenza okufanayo. Uthi nje ufuna ukuba ahlale eMoscow. Kodwa, ngokusobala, ngaloo mzuzu wayedinga iqela lomntu oliqilileyo, kwaye wabuya. Simele sinike uYevgeny ukufaneleka kwakhe: wajikeleza umama wakhe ngengqalelo ebalulekileyo, wamzalisa yonke into enqwenelayo. Umama wayeyixabisa oku, kwaye ekugqibeleni ndatshintsha ingqondo yam ngaye. UZhenya wayehamba naye kuyo yonke imisebenzi, waze wahamba nonina ekuhambeni. Ulungelelanise yonke into ephakamileyo, ngokokuba umama wayekhululekile kwaye ekhululekile. Ukuba wayefuna i-grouse kunye neyinanimpu ishumi elinambini ebusuku, ndiqinisekile ukuba uZhenya uyayifumana. Xa umama wathuthela eYvgeny eVsevolozhsk kwindlu yakhe yelizwe, wanquma ukuba apho kwaye uya kuhlala aze aphelise iintsuku zakhe. Ngokukhawuleza, yonke into eyakhiwe yindlu yavuselelwa kwakhona, yatyala iintyatyambo ezimangalisayo, yaza yamisa i-dacha fork. Kodwa bahlukana ... Ekuqaleni, uZhenya waqonda ukuba ngasemva kwakhe kwakuyinkanyezi yesikrini, waza wada wadlala kumlawuli womama, wagqiba imibuzo malunga nokufowunelwa kwakhe, udliwano-ndlebe. Kamva, kwaye wafika kwisigqibo sokuba eceleni kwakhe "u-anti" nje, okumele ukuba wonke amlahle kwaye amthobele, ahlukile kwaye ayingqayizivele. Kodwa kamva umama wabonisa ukuba akaze akwenze umfazi othobelayo waseMpuma ngaphandle kwakhe. Ngeli xesha, mna nomama sahamba kunye kwaye senza ngefilimu. Kwifilimu kaDmitry Svetozarov "Imibala emithathu yothando," ndadlala umama ebusheni bam, kwaye "ku-Black Crow" - umzukulu wakhe. Umama undidumisa, kodwa eqinisweni wayengafuni ukuba ndibe ngumdlali we-actress! Xa sele esitsho ukuba uza kufaka ikhandlela ebandleni, ukuba andiyi kungena kwindawo yokudlala. Wayeliphupha ukuba ndibandakanyeka kwishishini lokutyela.
Into yokuba ndihlala ndilibale into ethile ... Kwi-theater, umama wam pantyhose wadubula ngaphandle kokuphela. Emva kokuba engakwazi ukuma: "Nkosi, Sasha, ungakanani na onako! Ndiza kulala ebhokisini, kodwa uya kuza uze undibuze iindondo! "Umama wayichitha iintsuku ezimbalwa zokugqibela esibhedlele. Wathi: "Andiyiqondi into eyenzekayo kum. Kubonakala ngathi ngomso ndiza kuvuka kwaye ndibe nempilo ... "Umama uqobo uyedwa. Ndixelele, luhlobo luni lomntu oqhelekileyo oluya kufuna ukuba abekwe esibhedlele? Kwaye umama wayengafuni ukugula ekhaya. Emva kokuba wathi: "Undithwele, ndizise oogqirha." Ngoko umama wangena kwi-hospice No. 3- Wayefuna uxolo, kungekhona ukuba undibone, ejikeleza indlu kunye namaqabunga kwaye ahlale ehambisa enye okanye enye. Ndandifuna ukuyikhupha nangayiphi na indlela, kwaye wayedinwe ngqalelo. Kwaye wayefuna ukuhamba ebomini ngokuthula kwaye engacingi ... Umama wayenegumbi elilodwa kunye neTV. Ngethamsanqa, wakwazi ukubukela enye yeemafilimu zakhe zakutshanje, "iNdlu engenayo i-Outlet," kwaye yayivuyela kakhulu lo msebenzi. URita kwaye ndandisoloko ndwendwela umama yonke imihla. Abahlobo bakhe beza, kukho uTata noDima kufuphi. Umama owafa ephupheni enomotheka ebusweni bakhe. Umongikazi wandixelela ibali elimangalisayo. Kwaye malunga neeyure ezimbini, ngelo xesha, wayeva intsimbi ecula kwaye yaya kwigumbini likamama ... Kwiminyaka yakutshanje, umama uye waba nobulumko, ngethuba. Kwimibuzo eminingi ifanelana nefilosofi. Ndithiyile ukuhleka, ukunyundela. Wayenomusa wabantu abancinane. Ngomhla wokugqibela wobomi bakhe wathi: "Ukuba ndiphuma, andiyi kuba ngumdlali we-actress, ndiya kuyenza inceba." La mazwi awazange azwise i-grandiloquent - emva kokuba bonke abantu bemi kwindawo yokufa. Ndiyazi, umama wayenokuba nexesha lokwenza okuninzi, kuba nayiphi na into ayithathileyo, wenza konke kakuhle. Umama wabuye wathi: "Ndibaxolela bonke abantu. U-Ani owaziyo wayengekho. " Mhlawumbi ndizisola ukuba andinaso ixesha lokunika umama isipho esibi. Kwaye ndaphupha ngale nto! Umama wayigcina ikhadi labantwana ngeetlipi ezidwebileyo, endizenzayo ngezandla zam ngo-Oktobha Okwesibhozo, amantombazana am kuqala, iincwadi ezivela kumama, odadewethu. Ezinzulwini zobomi bakhe, wayengumntu onomdla kakhulu. Kuphela emngcwabeni, ndaqonda ukuba ndilahlekelwe ngumama kuphela, kodwa nomhlobo wam osondeleyo. Kwiimeko ezinzima kakhulu ebomini bam, umama wayesoloko ebonakala ngokukhawuleza. Kwaye ngoku, xa ndihamba kwinqanaba, ndicinga: nantsi uhleli ereyeni leshumi kwindawo yeshumi kwaye undikhangele ...