U-Katya, ebusheni bakho uphupha ukudlala uBulgakovsky Margarita. Yintoni enokufana nale mfanekiso?
Kwaye kwenzeka ukuba nangaphambi kokuba ndifunde iveli, ndadibana nomfokazi esitratweni owathi kum: "Nguwe uMargarita!" Kwakubonakala kunyaniseka ukuba ndimkholelwe, ngoko nangoko ndafunda incwadi kwaye ndagqiba ekubeni thina, Umntu oyintloko ufana kakhulu. Xa ndifunda intshaya okokuqala, ndaziphosa zonke izifundo zeBhayibhile, zembali. Ndachukunyiswa kakhulu ngumgca wothando lolwalamano phakathi kweNkosi noMargarita, ukuba ndabona kuphela imifanekiso yabo. Xa ndandifundela kwi-Theatre Institute eYaroslavl, ndafunda ukuba uMark Zakharov ukhangele umdlali wezandla oza kuba nomfanekiso weBulgakov kaMargarita. Nangona ukususela kunyaka wesithathu weyunivesithi yephondo ngonyaka wesithathu we-GITIS kwakungenakwenzeka ukutshintshwa, kodwa ndenze. Ndahamba ngokukhethileyo kwaye ndaqalisa ukuphinda ndithethelele iphupha lam. Emva koko wadlala uMargarita iminyaka elishumi ngokulandelelana, kodwa sele sele esecaleni lesiteyimu seMoscow Drama. K. Stanislavsky.
Ngaba awuyikwesaba imvelaphi engummangaliso yendima yeBulgakov kaMargarita?
Akunjalo. Xa uthanda umfanekiso, awucingi ngezinto ezizibini. Ukongezelela, andiyikholelwa kwimimangaliso emibi neyingozi ehambelana negama elithi Bulgakov kunye nabalinganiswa bakhe. Ngendlela, uMargarita akanalo igunya lokudlala wonke umdlali, nokuba unet talente kakhulu: sidinga umyalezo omkhulu wamandla. Ewe, kwaye utshatile iminyaka elishumi elinesibhozo - kwakhona, uyazi, umyalezo othile uyadingeka. Ingaba yayiyinyathelo elingaziwayo okanye inqwenela yokuzikhandla? Ndisengumntwana, kodwa ndandifuna kakhulu ubomi obuzimeleyo. Ndandifuna ukubaleka kumama oqinileyo kunye nam ukuba ndibe yinkosikazi yendlu. Ndiyicinga isiqhelo somntu osisilumko sokuthi indoda yintloko, kwaye umfazi intamo. Kodwa lobu buchule buchule - ukukwazi ukuguqula intloko yendoda kwindlela oyifunayo. Andizange ndide kakhulu. Kodwa mna ngumdlali we-actress, kwaye ndiphatha nayiphi na amava obomi njengomntu womntu. Nokuba ukudumala kumadoda kuncedo, nokuba uyalila emlanjeni - bekusekuqaleni, xa ungeke ukwazi ukujamelana neemvakalelo zakho. Intombi yakho emtshatweni wokuqala iya kutshanje ilishumi elinesibhozo. Uza kumphatha njani umnqweno wokungena emtshatweni xa echaza? Ndicinga ukuba akuyimfuneko ukukhawuleza nomtshato. Ukuba kukho uthando, luya kumela uvavanyo lwexesha. Ndingumtshato wokuzikhethela ngokuzithandela. Kutheni ugijimela kwi-ofisi ye-registry, ulungiselela imikhosi enhle, udibanise iindwendwe, uhlabelele iingoma ezidakayo kwaye uchithe kwiimali ezininzi? Kuhlekisa! Umtshato uyimfuneko, ayimfuneko kwikhulu lama-21. Intsapho iyimanyano yokuzithandela yeentliziyo ezimbini. Ngaphandle kwesitampu kwipasipoti, abantu banokuphila ngokuvisisana kakhulu kunokwenza konke okusemthethweni. Ukuba undibuza into ebunzima kakhulu ebomini bam, uya kuliva ngokuphendula: "Umtshato wam wokuqala: ngeengubo ezimhlophe kunye nesigqubuthelo kunye nenani leendwendwe ezingaqhelekanga."
Kwenzeka ntoni ukuba indoda yakho yokuqala yayiyindoda kwihlabathi lezobugebengu?
Kwintendelezo - ukutshatyalaliswa kwe-90. Isixeko saseTogliatti, apho sasihlala khona, sasifana ne-American Chicago. Zonke amasela, ngamaketanga. Kwaye abaninzi bebathengise ukuthengiswa kweemoto ezibiwe kunye neengxenye zokungcebeleka - kwaye zazisinda. Umyeni wam wayesazi kakuhle ukuqokelela imoto. Nangona inxalenye yezobugebengu yayingekho, ngokungafani nabahlobo bakhe. Nangona kunjalo, kum, makhe umntu abe negunya lolwaphulo-mthetho kunokuba abekho.
Kutheni kungabikho ubomi kunye naye?
Ndandifuna ukungena kwiziko lezemidlalo kunye nokuphuhlisa ngokuqhubekayo njengomntu, kwaye uAlex wayemelana naso. Wayemdala kunami iminyaka eyisixhenxe kwaye wayekholelwa ukuba bonke abadlali beentombi zinobuchule obulula kwaye abazi ukuba bangasebenza njani, kodwa wayefuna ukuba neentsapho ezinamandla.
Ngoku unxibelelana naye?
Asinxibelelwano. ULesha watshata okwesibini, wahlala eTogliatti kwaye akukho nto inceda intombi yakhe uLera. Intombi yam yayisetyenziselwa ukumhlangabeza, kodwa ngoku iyenzeka ngaphantsi. Kwiminyaka emibini ngoku, akazange amncome ngokuzalwa kwakhe. Ngethuba lokuqala wayekhala, kodwa ngoku usebenziseka ... Umtshato wokuqala ngowokuqala uthando? Hayi, ayikho. Uthando lwam lokuqala lwenzeka kwiklasi yesixhenxe. Sobabili sifunda esikolweni sobugcisa: Ndikhoyo kwisebe lomculo, kwaye lo mfana usemsebenzini wezobugcisa. Sasinothando lukaPlato. Ndihlala ndimkhumbula njengento yam ebalulekileyo. Olu dlelwane aluzange lusondele ekubeni lube lusondele, nangona kukho iinzame kuye. Kodwa ukukhuliswa kwam kwandithintela! Umama ukususela kumntwana uye wandinika umgaqo: umntu wokuqala kufuneka ukuba abe ngumlingani osemthethweni.
Ewe, ngoku iingcinga zakho malunga nolwalamano kunye namadoda zitshintshile?
Ngaphambi, intsapho yam yayiyimphambili - ngoko ndakhuliswe ngabazali bam. Ngoku ndijonge ubomi ngokungafaniyo kwaye ndixabisa kakhulu inkululeko yam yangoku. Ngaphambili, ndandisoloko ndihlala "nomyeni wam": Ndahlala kuphela kwiminqweno yakhe, ndiphulaphule umculo othanda, ufunde iincwadi waza wabukela iifilimi ezicebisa. Oko kukuthi, bekusoloko ekhoboka. Andifuni ukunyanzelwa ukuba ndingaphila. Kodwa ke ndiyathemba ukudibana nendoda enqanaba lakhe, kufuphi nomoya.
Njengoko ndiyiqonda, ngaba unxamnye nezibophelelo ezisemthethweni zomtshato, ukuba uyaluxabisa inkululeko ebuhlotsheni?
Ndiqinisekile ukuba ulwalamano luphela ngethuba xa isitampu isitampu kwipasipoti. Emva koko, abantu bashukunyiswa ngumgaqo wokuziphatha: "wam ngowam," kwaye "ukufihlakeleka" okunjalo akuvelanga uthando, kodwa uyabulala. Ukuze ibhinqa liyiqonde indoda, kufuneka liyike ukulahlekelwa nguye. Oku kusebenza kumadoda. Kufuneka aqonde: ukuba uyacaphukisa, umcaphuke umfazi, uya kuvula umnyango aze angabuyi. Kwakusoloko kwenzeka ntoni ebomini bam, kodwa ndayinqumla ummango ngandlela-thile, andizange ndiwele kwakhona.
Yonke imitshato emine yayisesikweni?
Ezintathu kuphela. Kodwa nditshatile u-Eduard Limonov, nangona asizange siphile ndawonye ixesha elide. Enye intliwano-ndlebe wathetha ukuba ukuba umntu uyakuthanda, zithatha isinyathelo ezandleni zabo. Ngoko ke xa wadibana nompolitiki onobhenkcozi kunye nombhali uEduard Limonov? Emva koko, embukisweni wobungcali, ndachukumisa amehlo kaLimonov amangalise amehlo kum. "Sawubona, ndingumKatyya Volkova. Ndikuchukumise kakhulu? "Ndamphosa kuye, ndadlula. Emva koko i-TV "IKGB kwi-tuxedo" yaboniswa kwiTV, apho ndadlala indima ephambili yabesifazane. Wayephi na? "Wabuza. - "Awuboni i-KGB kwi-tuxedo?" Ngokukhawuleza xa evile igama elithi "KGB", uLimonov wabuya wabuya wambonisa umdla kum. Ngoko ibali lethu laqala.
Xa utshatile kuLimonov, akazange ahlaziye umda wobudala obukhulu?
Ndandineminyaka engama-31, wayeneminyaka engama-62, kodwa andizange ndicinge ngelo xesha. Ndihlala ndiphulaphula umnxeba wentliziyo kwaye ndingaboni ukuba ngubani osemdala okanye omncinci. Ndathandana noLimonov, kwaye yayinomdla oqinileyo, ngoko andizange ndigodle iimvakalelo zam. Sibhala izinkondlo kunye. Nguye owamvumela kuqala ukuphulaphula iingoma zam. Kwakukho ukuhlala okuthandwayo kwizindlu ezikhuselekileyo, kuphuma "kwi-March of Disent", ekubeni uLimonov wayengumapolitiki ochasayo. Oku konke kuvuya! Kodwa ndiyakwazi ukuqonda zonke iingcamango zakhe ezintle kunye neengcamango ukuba umfazi unyanzelekile ukuba asebenze ngekhefu ukuze anikezele intsapho.
Ngaba kunjalo inyaniso ukuba umanyano wakho uphawule ngenxa yendlela yobomi?
Xa kukho iingxaki zemihla ngemihla, ingakumbi ezo ezinxulumene nabantwana, kwintsebenziswano phakathi kwendoda nomfazi, ukuqala ukuxabana kuqala. Ngendlela, sahlala kwintsimi yam - kwindlu encinane, apho ndibhalisayo kunye neLimonov, kuba wayehlala eqesha indlu. Wayenomona kwaye wandiphulaphula inkululeko. Kwaye ndifuna uthando oluhle kunye nosapho oluqhelekileyo. Ngenxa yoko, andinakukuma kwaye ndaya eGoa nabantwana bam. Emva koko, asizange sabize omnye nomnye. Kwakuphela. Nangona kunjalo ndizama ukugcina ubudlelwane obuqhelekileyo kunye noLimonov ngenxa yabantwana - sinomntwana uBogan nentombi kaSasha. Yintoni eyenza intsapho idyll kunye nomlawuli kunye nomlimi uSergei Chliyanets? Yonke into yaqala kakuhle ... Ndiyambulela: wandinceda kumzuzwana onzima - emva kokuhlukana nomnye umvelisi kunye nomlawuli - uEduard Volkov, xa ndandisekupheleni kokuphila nokufa. Sadibana nomthendeleko wefilimu eKhanty-Mansiysk ngo-2002, apho ndiza kubakho ifilimu ethi "Mayelana Nothando" eqondiswa nguSergei Solovyov. Ama-Chliyantsi athatyathwa kunye nam kwaye wanikela ukuba abe ngumfazi wakhe ngokomthetho. Satshatile ngonyaka. Ndicinga ukuba ndiza kumlandela, njengodonga lwamatye. Kodwa, maye! Kwavela ukuba sinombono we-polar ebomini. Ama-Chliyants athi ndiyintombi nje, kwaye umfazi ontle kum, akayi kusebenza: wayehlala echaza amabango akhe, afune into ethile. Ndandiba nomsindo kwaye ndayeka ukulawula iimvakalelo zam. Kungekudala watshintsha ingqondo yakhe waza wathi kuye: "Sidinga ukuhlala ngokwahlukileyo." Emva koko, kwelinye lala ma-telecasts, wandixelela ukuba sasishiye okwethutyana. USergei, efunda ngale nto, waya kwintukuthelo waza wafuna umtshato ngokukhawuleza. Ndaphakamisa izinto, ndithi ndingazibanga indawo yakhe yokuhlala, kwaye ndishiya indlu ngonaphakade. Nguwuphi wamadoda amane onokuthiwa nguyena onothando oluqinileyo? Okwesibini, umntu onobuhlanga, indoda kaEduard Volkov. Wayengenakho ukhululekile, kodwa nguye lo owaba nguPygmalion wam ebomini bakhe bokudala kunye nobomi.
Kwaye wadibana njani naye?
Waya kwi-studio ye-GITIS kwaye wayibona kumdlalo. Siye saziswa ngokusemthethweni komnye nomnye, kwaye wangimema kwindawo yakhe kwi-Youth Theatre yeeholide. Ekuphakameni komthendeleko wezobugcisa, ndamema u-Edward ngomdaniso ophantsi. Kwakuloo nto leyo yintsikelelo yesithando elalikhulile phakathi kwethu. Udlale kwiBokaakov kwiNkundla yeLutsha. Ngaba kunzima ukusebenza kunye, ukufihla kuyo yonke into ehlala kunye? Asizange siphile phantsi kophahla olufanayo, kodwa ndandifuna ukwazi ngaye. Ukufika kwam enkampanini yemidlalo yabangela amahlebezi amaninzi. Ioli yayithululelwa emlilweni ngumlingane wakhe osemthethweni, umgcini-mkhulu we-akhawuntari, owayehlala ehlala naye. Ngelinye igama, le meko yayiyinkimbinkimbi kwaye i-atypical: umfundi osemncinci weGITIS ngumthandi woMlawuli oyiNtloko weTheatre yeNtsha kunye nomvelisi we-Golden Golden Mask Award. Abazali bakho basabela njani kule ngxaki? Umama, ewe, wayekhathazekile kakhulu ngam kwaye wayefuna ukuba ekugqibeleni ndibe nobomi bomntu kwaye ndafumana umntu othembekileyo. Umama wayesoloko athi: "Akunandaba ukuba ngubani. Into eyona nto kukuba ufanele uvuyiswe! "Kodwa, ngaphandle kokuba uEdad waphula intliziyo yam, wandinika okuninzi ebomini kwaye wancedisa ukuba ahambe ezinyaweni zakhe: ukuba ahlale eMoscow, enze amanyathelo okuqala okudala. Ndiyithande ngokwenene, kwaye le nto ibaluleke kakhulu kumfazi.
Kutheni bahlukana?
Sasihlala kunye iminyaka emine - eli lixesha elide lobomi bam kunye namadoda. Ngexesha elithile, ndaziqinisekisa ukuba ekugqibeleni siya kutshata. Kodwa ukuqhuma okukhulu ebuhlotsheni bethu kwanikelwa ngokuzilibazisa okwezinye iintlobo zabasetyhini, abadlali abancinci, kwaye ndandinomhawu. Enyanisweni, ngokudlula iminyaka ndikhulile kwaye ndizama ukungaba nomona ngabantu. Nangona ngaphandle kobukhwele, lona wesifazane unqatshelwe yonke imvakalelo kunye nokuzonwabisa. Ukuba uyayithanda ngokwenene, awukwazi ukuzibonakalisa umona, kwaye akukho namnye oya kundikholisa! U-Boyakov wasabela njani xa ehlaselwa ngumona? U-Edward wayekholelwa ukuba i-ego yam iyathetha kum, kwaye ingabi nomona. Ndandilwela ngokunyanisekileyo kunye ne-ego, de ndabona ukuba ndizitshabalalisa ngaphakathi. Ngexesha elithile, kwakukho ukhanyiso entloko, kwaye ndazibuza yona umbuzo: "Ndiye? Ndingathini na? "Ndazinikela ekuthandeni ngaphandle komkhondo, kwaye ngolunye usuku u-Edward wam othandekayo wandibiza ngokuthi" ikhoboka lothando, "yaye ndaziva ndibuhlungu kwaye ndibuhlungu. Ngubani ongabonanga ngoluvo oluhle, akwazi ukuba luphi uthando. Indoda, ngokwenene, ijika ibe yikhoboka kwaye ilungele nayiphi na into kuwo wonke umntu - nayiphi na imibingelelo, izenzo ezintle. Kubaluleke kakhulu, ukuba abantu abanothando babumbene nesizathu esifanayo. Yonke iminithi kunye nomntu omthandayo uyamnandi, kwaye unomona ngaye kungengowesifazane, kodwa ixesha elichitha ngaphandle kwakho. Kodwa ndivuyiswa kukuba ndandinothando olunjalo, nangona "lwamava". Namhlanje ndingathandana. Katya, kutheni uhlala kunye kunye noEduard Boyakov? Yayiyintoni eyaneleyo kwamanye amadoda? Kwakuba yindiza: wayeza kuza ngokukhawuleza kwimizuzu engafanelekanga, wayesazi indlela yokwenza uhambo oluqhelekileyo ukuya e-dacha iholide yangempela. Unomdla - unokukhetha ngokungaqhelekanga umculo kwanoma imuphi umcimbi, wayehlala ejikelezwe ngabantu abadala, okwakhiwa umoya oyingqineki. Into ephambili - uEdward ndivumele ukuba ndihambe, nangona andingayifuni. Akazange abuze apho kwaye ndingubani na, ukuba kutheni ndide ndide ixesha elide - andizange ndifune i-akhawunti eneenkcukacha ngokuhamba kwam. Ngaba ucinga ukuba emva kwemitshato emine, amadoda aqondwa kangcono? Kuze kube ngoku andinakukuqonda, yintoni ebantwini - aba bantu? Ndabona kuphela ukuba ukuxabana phakathi kwabesini bobabini kuyimvelo kwaye ayiboleki nakuphi na ukuhlalutya kwengqondo kunye nefilosofi. Asiqondisanani kwaye asiyi kuze sivumelane, ngoko ke umntu uhlala esondela kumfazi kwaye ngokufanayo. Ndifuna ukungena kwiibinzana zabantu kwaye ndiqonde inkambo yeengcamango zabo.