- kwaye mna? NoMike? Musa ukusishiya! Unokwenza njani oku? "Yeka!" - Umyeni wandichukumisa waza wavula umnyango. Kwaye ndafumanisa ukuba uhlala nomthengisi omncinci owayesebenza esitolo esiseduze. Ukubetha kwakungalindelekanga. Ndawela kwingcinezelo kwaye ndayeka ukuphawula into ejikelezile. UMike wayekhala, edonsa:
Umama, Mama, vuka! Ndiyesaba xa unjalo ...
"Yintoni na?" Ndathetha ngelizwi elingathandekiyo kumazwi akhe.
Ngaba kukho naziphi na izinto zokuphila? Kutheni, ukuba uphoswa, njengento ephazamisayo? Akukho bani oza kunika isandla esincedisayo, akayi kuqonda. Yintoni na? Wahamba kwisangqa esivaliweyo sokuvutha nokukhathazeka, kwaye kuphela xa umama ahlala, wahamba. "Unempembelelo embi kuMaya," watsho. - Ndagqiba ekubeni ndibethe ebomini bam, yile shishini lakho, kodwa unembopheleleko yentombazana. Musa ukulibala malunga nalo. Intombi yakho inokutshabalalisa. " Ndavuka ndavuka ...
Ngokukrakra , uMikkin wayejonge i-pantyhose ngeesithende ze-holey, wakhumbula iheyi ngesonka ayimise phambi kwentombi yakhe endaweni yokutya, kwaye wayethusa ngenxa yobugovu! Ndingathini ukuba ndibe nomdla kakhulu ukulibala ngentombi yam! Ukuhamba komyeni wam kunzima kum, kodwa ngentombi yam, ukutshatyalaliswa kukaba kukutshatyalaliswa ngokwenene. Ndingenakuyibona njani intlungu? Kwaye ubomi buguquka ngokukhawuleza. Ukuba izolo ndingafumananga amandla okuya emsebenzini, ngoku ndizimisele ngokufumana imali. "Intombi yam idinga kakhulu," waphinda wabuya ngokwakhe ngathi uyipelo. - I-Mayechka iya kuba neyona nto ibhetele! Umyeni wangaphambili uya kumangaliswa kukuba ndakwazi ukukhulela intombi yam yedwa, ndimnike imfundo kwaye ndimbeke ezinyaweni zakhe.
Emva komtshato, unyaka udlulile. UMike wayeneminyaka elishumi elinesibhozo, kwaye wayefuna ngokwenene. Ngoku ndiyayiqonda ukuba zombini ukunyamezela kwam nokunyaniseka kwentshukumo yomsebenzi kuye kwayithintela intombi yam yinto ephambili-ingqalelo yam, ukukhathazeka kwam nomdla. Ekuqaleni andizange ndimbone intombi yam, kamva andinalo ixesha elaneleyo lokujongana neengxaki zakhe. Ewe, ndazuza kakhulu. Kodwa akwanele ukuziva ukuba umsebenzi wam unokunika ukuzinza kwam noMaikin kwikamva.
Yintoni eyenzekayo yonke le ntombazana nentombi yam , andingenayo ingcamango. Xa ndifika ekhaya, uMike, njengomthetho, wayesele elele, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha andizange ndikhathazeke ukuba ndikhangele kwigumbi lakhe. Yile ndlela esiphila ngayo. Ndalima kwaye intombi yam yayifundela, kwaye ayiyazi into eyayiza kuba yintlekele ukuba andiyi ... nditshintshe umlenze wam ngelinye ilanga. Akumangalisi ukuba bathi akuyi kuba nwabileyo, kodwa uncedo luye lwanceda. Ngokubambisana ndabona ubomi bentombi yam, kunye nokufumanisa okwenzeka ngaphambi kwam amehlo. Ndandibona ngokukhawuleza ukuba uMike wayenomzimba omncinci, kwaye wayeziva ecinezelekile.
- Ntombi, uzive ungendawo? AmaMaya ahlukumeza amahlombe akhe. Kodwa ininzi yam yonke into ndimangaliswa yimpendulo yakhe:
"Awunandaba na?"
"Maya!" Uthetha njani nam? - Inomsindo. Wandixelela indlela umyeni wakhe ayehlala ngayo:
- Hamba ...
Ndaqala ukubheka ngakumbi intombi yam. Into engaqhelekanga yayiyenzeka kuye. AmaMaya adla kakhulu, kodwa ngenxa yesizathu esithile wayenamahloni ngolu hlobo. Ndambeka phambi kwakhe iplate nge-chopping kunye namazambane, kwaye wayenomphefumlo odibanisa imfoloko emzimbeni:
- Kukho ukukhathala. Ndisele ndatyebile.
"Uya kuzikhupha," ndandingakhathazeki. - Yidla.
Wachukumisa iplatshi eceleni, kodwa ngandlela-thile ndaqaphela ukuba uyidla ngokukhawuleza kunye neepatati ngasese. "Kulungile," waqinisekisa. Umntwana ukhula, umzimba udinga iikhalori ezingaphezulu. Kodwa emva komhla uMaikin unqwenela ukumangalisa.
Ndiyifumene intombi yam, owayeyichukumisa icookie emlonyeni wakhe ngesigxina.
- Ewe, unokutya! Musa ukusila, uMike. Yidla kakuhle, kwaye akudingeki udle emva kwesidlo sakusihlwa okanye isidlo sakusihlwa. Intombi yam yandibukela ingqumbo yaye yamcaphukisa: "Akuyikho shishini lakho."
"Kuthetha ukuthini oku?" Ngubani owanixelele ukuba ayikho enye yam ishishini? - Ndandithukuthele, kwaye intombi yam yathi:
"Ndiyathanda ukuba uye wafumana kwakhona kwaye waya emsebenzini."
- Owu wam uThixo! Mike! Ngaba ndikuphazamisa kakhulu? - ndatshitshiswa.
- Wena? Wememeza. - Ewe, awuboni nonke! Kufana nokuba andinjalo. Ngaba ulahlekile kwindawo ethile, kwaye ngoku uzimisele ukubuza imibuzo?
Andikwazanga ukuzibamba:
- Ndilahlekile? Ndisebenza nzima ukuze unakho konke okufunayo! Wayegubungela iindlebe zakhe ngezandla zakhe waza wagijimela ngesizathu esithile kungena kwigumbi lakhe, kodwa kwindlu yangasese. Ndandiva izandi ezixhalabileyo zokuhlanza waza ndaxhalabisa. Ngaba uMike ufihla into kum?
Ndabuyela emsebenzini, kodwa ukuxhalaba kwintombi yam yahlala kwindawo yokuhlamba kwaye ayizange ihambe. Ngexesha elifanayo izinto ezingaqhelekanga zenzeka ekhaya. Ngokuhlwa ndabuyisa ekhaya isitokisi sokutya ngeveki: iikhilogram ye-sausage efanelekileyo, iiphakheji ezininzi ze-pelmeni, ushizi, ukhilimu omuncu, ubisi, imifuno, isiqhamo, iiswidi kunye nomso olandelayo isiqabetho sasingenanto. "AmaMaya, ukutya kwaphi na?"
"Abahlobo beza kum" "yamphendula intombi yam. Andizange ndimkholelwe, kuba ndiyazi ukuba uMikey wayengenabohlobo. Xa ndamxelela ngaye, wavuka:
- Ndacela ukuba ndidlulisele esikolweni apho uLuyusya ufunda khona!
ULusia ungumhlobo omdala wamaMaya, kodwa waya esikolweni esibuthathaka, kwaye ndenomgomo wokutshintshela intombi yam kwisikhungo semfundo ehloniphekileyo.
- Fumana ulwimi oluqhelekileyo kunye nabafana kwisikolo esitsha, -cetyiswa, kodwa uMike wandijonga ngomsindo. Ndagqiba kwelokuba impilo yentombi ayilungile. UMike wayelahlekelwa ngumzimba, kodwa wadla kakhulu kwaye kaninzi. Kwaye ukuhlanza ... Ngokukhawuleza ukuqiqa ngokukrakra kwamangalisa. Ngaba uMike ukhulelwe? Ukutya, uhlanza ...
- Ntombi, nini na ixesha lokugqibela? Wabuza kanye. Wayecinga, wahlukumeza amahlombe akhe:
"Andikhumbuli ..."
Andizange ndilindele ukutsala intombi yam kwintlobo yesifo somzimba . Ndithenge ipakethe yeeyilebhu zangasese, ndabeka intombi yam etafileni yokulala. Kwiiveki ezimbini kamva ndajonga. Yonke into isendaweni. Uqikelelo luqinisekisiwe! Ndatshwenyeka, kodwa ngokuhlwa ndagqiba ekubeni ndixoxe kakhulu nentombazana yam. Wachukumisa umnyango wegumbi lakhe waza wammangalisa. UMike wayehleli embhedeni ngamazinyo akhe kwaye waqhawula izicatshulwa kwintonga yomsila ocolileyo. Ekufuphi ibeka ibhokisi engenanto engenagqabi ye yogurt. Izixhobo ezisibhozo ukuya kwishumi.
- Majechka ... - ndididekile kangangokuba ndiphantse ndide, ngenxa yokuba umfanekiso wawungewona ophelile.
Intombazana yam yavuthwa, ukutya ngokukrakra.
- Kubalulekile ukunqongqoza! Okanye abazange bakufundise? Ndaqalisa ukukhala. Wahlala kufuphi naye.
"Ndiyabona ukuba kwenzekani kuwe!" Ngaba awufuni ukwabelana nam?
"Ndikhumbule into ethile emva kwexesha ..." intombi yaphendula ngokucokisekileyo, kwaye, iguqa phezu kwayo, yabalekela ngasese yangasese.
"UThixo ..." ndandixolisa njengoko ephuma kwindawo yokuhlambela. Uyakhulelwa? - wacelwa ukuba aqaphele xa uMaya, ephelelwe ngumhlanza ode, elele ngotini ebhedini.
"Ucinga ntoni!" U yahlanya! Wayehlutha.
"Ungathethi," watsho ngokuzithoba. - Awunayo inyanga zonke.
- Mhlawumbi. Kodwa yena, naye, hayi!
"Kodwa kukugulisa ..."
"Ndigula ngenxa yobomi obubi!" Iinyembezi ziphuma kumaso akhe.
"Ungathini oko, Maya?!" - ndothuka. "Unayo yonke into!" Unamathuba anjalo ... Wangiphazamisa ngombuzo:
- Ngaba ufuna ukwazi oko kwandivuyisa ngokwenene? Ukutya! Yiloo nto!
"Ukutya?" - andiyiqondi.
Ndifuna ukutya rhoqo! - U-Maya wathetha ngokukhawuleza, njengokungathi wayekhawuleza ukuba athululele kum yonke into awayezifihla ixesha elide. - Ndifuna ukutya rhoqo kunye naphi na. Ndiyonwabile kuphela xa ndiyidla, kwaye emva koko ke ndiba nexhalaba, amathumbu aphuma, kwaye ndifuna ukutya kwakhona ...
Wayethetha, kwaye engqondweni yam igama elihle elithi "bulimia" sele livele lijikeleza . Kwafuneka ndibone ukufa kwesi sifo somfazi, ummelwane wethu. Ndiyintombazana ngoko. Emva kwethu kwakuhlala intsapho eqhelekileyo: indoda, umfazi, unyana. Eli bhinqa lincinci, kodwa isantya sayo sasimangalisa kuyo yonke indawo. Wayidla yonke into kwaye kaninzi. Kodwa ndaxelelwa ngokuhlaselwa kobuhlungu bokuhlanza okwamkhathaza. Wafa ngenxa yokudinwa. Kwakungekho ukufa ngokwalo okwammangalisa ngalolo xesha-isizathu sakhe ... "Ngaba kunokwenzeka ukuba ufe ngokutya? Yaye yintoni uhlobo lokugula oku - xa uyidla, xa ukhumbuza ngakumbi isifuba? "- Ndatshitshiswa ngoko.
UMike wandixelela, kwaye ndiziva ukuba imilenze yam iyancipha. Ubusuku abuzange balale. Kwaye ngaphambi kokuba ndenze isigqibo sokuba ndenze ntoni, ndandifumana i-Intanethi ngcaciso malunga ne-bulimia. IWebhu yeWebhu yehlabathi ixhala kakhulu kangangokuba ndilahlekelwe uxolo. Enye ingcamango ingqongqo engqondweni: ngokukhawuleza, ngokukhawuleza, ngokukhawuleza ... UThixo akavumelekanga ... Ndaye ndamkhumbula ummelwane wam wafa. Ngoku ndaqala ukuqonda oku kungenangqiqo ngenxa yobuncinane bokudandatheka, okwenzela umoya kaMikey. Kubalulekile ukubonakalisa intombi ukuba kunengqondo ukulwa nokulwa nesifo.
"Ngaba sisifo?" Kodwa bonke abantu badla ...
- Kodwa akusiyo yonke into yokuhlanza emva kokutya, kungekhona bonke abahluphekayo besilwanyana.
- Kutheni esi sifo senzeke? Wabuza intombazana yakhe, kwaye ndaye ndabetha.
- Oogqirha abazi iimbangela ze-bulimia. Kodwa baye bafunda ukujamelana nale sifo ngokugqibeleleyo. Ndafunda umsebenzi wesayense womnye umntu ohloniphekileyo wezifo zengqondo ... uMike waphakamisa waza wabiza:
- Ingqondo? Hayi, andiya kumfoli wezifo! Ndicinga engqondweni yam!
Ewe, kwaye kwakunzima ukukholisa intombazana ukuya kudokotela! Kuthathe okungaphezu kwenyanga, kwaye ngeli xesha uMike akazange alitshintshe imikhwa yakhe. Wayengayidli kakhulu ebusweni bam, kodwa ke ndatshitshisa egumbini lakhe intaba ye-wrappers kwi-tshokoleta, iibisiki kunye neesekese. Intombi yam ayizange ithobele. Umama uncede.
- Zama nje ukutshangatshela esandleni somntwana!
Ndithi, andiyi kulahla, "Ndazixelela, kwaye ngokuhlwa, ndaqhubeka ndiyinyanzela intombi yam ukuya kuonogqirha.
Ngokukhawuleza kwacaca ukuba kwidolophu yethu kukho enye ingcali eyodwa eyayiphathelele i-bulimia. Ndaqonda ukuba unyango luya kuba lude kwaye lunzima. UMike unikezele ngokungalindelekanga. Ngesinye isikhathi, ukuhlamba kuye kwacima ukuba xa ephuma kwindlu yangasese, wachaza igama elinye kuphela: "Ndiyavuma ..." andinakuyithetha ukuba yaba lula. Kodwa mna noMika asizange sinciphise izandla zethu, kuba sibone ngokucacileyo ithemba kunye neengxaki.
- Ndiza kuhlushwa kukuhlaselwa kobuhlungu bokuhlanza?
"Ewe, ilanga lam." Yaye iimeko zakho ziya kuba nemihlali, kwaye abahlobo baya kuba kufuphi nawe ...
Andizange ndithethe amagama angenanto. Ndadlulisela uMike kwisikolo apho uLusus afunde khona. Oogqirha bacebisa ukudala intuthuzelo yengqondo yengqondo, kwaye ndiyazi ukuba ukuthetha noLyusya kwakuya kunceda iMaya. Kwaye kwafuneka ndibonakalise kwintombi yam ukuba kum kungekho mntu kwaye akukho nto ibaluleke ngaphezu kwayo.
"Ndikunye, ndithandekile, ndiya kukunceda kuyo yonke into, othandekayo," uMike uphinda ngokuphindaphindiweyo njengesipelo.
Yaye yonke imihla ndazama ukumbonisa uthando lwam . Kancinci, ubuhlobo bethu baqala ukuphucula. Unyaka udlule, kwaye mna nentombi yam sinokuqala kwendlela yokubuyisela. Kodwa ukuba ngaphambili kwimizuzu emininzi uMike wayekhawuleza kwindlu yangasese ukuze aphule ukutya, ngoku ukuhlaselwa kwenzeka ngaphantsi nangaphantsi. Ngenyanga edlulileyo, kuphela kabini kuba kubi. Yaye ngoku idla ngokuhlukileyo - ngokuhambelana neengcebiso zoogqirha. Omnye waba kunye nendlela yakhe yokuphila! Xa, ngolunye usuku, i-nausea engalindelekanga yafika entanyeni yakhe, yajika, kodwa yathi ngokuqinile:
"Eli lixesha lokugqibela, oku kungayi kuphinda kwenzeke kwakhona."
Ndiyakholwa kuyo kwaye ndikholelwa kum. Siyakwazi ukubuyela kwimpilo kaMaikino. Kwaye kungekudala intombi yam ibuyele ekuhambeni kwaye yavuya yandixelela:
Umama, ndiyamthanda!
Ngaloo mzuzu ngandlela-thile ndagqiba ekubeni intombi yam inehambo yokubuyela esikhathini, iphazamiseke yi-bulimia.
- Iindaba ezilungileyo!
- Mama, singammema ngeCawa ngokuhlwa? - ndabuza intombazana, ndaza ndagxuma.
UMike akasasazi ukuhlala etafileni aze adle ebusweni bezinye iintlanga. Ngokuqinisekileyo uya kuba nempilo. Yavuya ...