UPeter Krasilov udlala kumabhayisikobho abesilisa abanobukhulu - abaphathi abanobukroti, abahloniphekileyo, amaqhawe enothando. Nangona ngokubanzi akadingi ukudlala. Ngombono omnye kuPetros Krasilov, iindwendwe ezithandekayo ziza kwintloko - ihloniphekile, inamandla, inyanisekileyo. Kodwa, mhlawumbi, ngaphandle komfazi wakhe, wayengeke afike kwiindawo eziphakamileyo. Petr Krasilov kunye no-Irina Shebeko - eyona nto ibalulekileyo ekuphumeleleni! Sifunda okokuthi umlingisi oyintloko wale nqaku uxelela ntoni ngokwawo.
Ukususela ekubeni ndiyaziwayo, wonke umntu uzama ukundinika isimboli sesondo. Ndisoloko ndiva kwidilesi yam enhle kwaye ndiyintombi. Kodwa akundivuyisa nonke. Kuba ndicinga ukuba ukubonakala komntu akubalulekanga. Kwaye ukuba ukuba umntu ammangalise, umntu usebenzisa ubuso bakhe obuhle kunokuba abe neengqondo, yena ngokwakhe akayi kuba mnandi kum. Ukongezelela, ndisoloko ndineentloni xa ndibona igama lam. Umzekelo, xa uluhlu oluthi "Not Born Beautiful" lwakhululwa, ndakuqala kwindawo yokulinganisa abadlali baseRashiya. Kwaye unomdlali omkhulu njengoAlisa Freindlich, kuphela ngowama-37. Kuhlekisa nje!
Phakathi kwenani elikhulu leefilimu apho ndidubulayo, kungekhona emininzi imisebenzi efanelekileyo. Omnye wabo - indima ephambili kwifilimu "Baphuma phi abantwana." Ngokomxholo wam umama nguLarisa Udovichenko, kwaye umama wayethanda le ndlela! Ngokuqhelekileyo, kwakuvuya kakhulu ukusebenza kule filimu - iqela elimangalisayo lavuka! Kulo lonke isethi, kwakungekho mntu omnye onokuba nzima ukufumana ulwimi olufanayo. Kodwa oku kuluhlu olukhulu. Ndiyazi ama-artists amnandi kakhulu, endize ndize ndihlangane nabo. Kodwa ukhetho lwendima okanye ifilimu aluyi kuthintela kum. Ngenxa yokuba, kungakhathaliseki ukuba uyathanda umlingane okanye awukho, kufuneka usebenze. Ngaba ufuna ukudlala uthando? Ngoko kufuneka udlale uthando. Oku kubungcali. Xa ebomini uyamthiya umntu, kwaye kwinqanaba wenza umbonisi akholelwe ukuba uyamthanda.
Ngokombhalo wefilimu othi "Baphuma phi abantwana" ebomini lam iqhawe livela ezininzi zezingane. Inyani, kungekhona yabo, kodwa isiseko. Emva kokufayiliza, ndaqala ukuphatha abantwana ngokubhekisele ngakumbi kunaphambili. Kubonakala kum ukuba ezi zidalwa ezichaphazelayo ezingenakucasulwa nangaliphi na indlela. Kodwa abafazi, ngokomzekelo, bangazikhubekisa kakhulu. Kwaye benza oku ngakumbi ngakumbi kunabantu! Abasetyhini beengqondo ezinengqiqo, baziva ngokukhawuleza ngamaphuzu athathaka kwaye bawabethe. Bangasenza thina, madoda, sibuhlungu kakhulu, nangona singavumi ukuyivuma. Yaye indlela enyantyantyantombazana inokufumana ngayo ukulwa naye! Amadoda akakwazi ukwenza oku. Ngandlela-thile sinesibindi. Xa ndibudala, nditshintshile isimo sam sengqondo ngabafazi. Ngokomzekelo, ndaqonda ukuba ingaphandle ayinanto enxulumene nehlabathi labo elingaphakathi. Zonke ezi iithende eziphakamileyo, izipikili ezingamanga, iifowuni ezigqityiweyo ngokubanzi zizinto. Ukudibana nabasetyhini akufanele babe ngeengubo! Kubalulekile ukukhawuleza ukujonga ngaphakathi. Abasetyhini banamangalisa ngamandla abo. Emva kokuba ndichitha usuku lonke ukudubula kwiintendelezo zam, kwaye ngokuhlwa, ndandiphelile kangangokuba andinakukwazi ukuthetha. Kwaye amantombazana asezithende eziphezulu azikhwaza, ahlabe kunye nokudlala ngothando nangaliphi ixesha lomhla. Sci-Fi. Ababuthathaka, kodwa isondo esinamandla!
Umfazi wam, u-Irina Shebeko ngumfazi omangalisayo. Thandana naye ekuqaleni. Eyaziwayo ngethuba, kwisimo esingenasiphelo. Yena, njengomfundi, uhlaziya kwi-theater yethu. Kwaye emva kokubuyiselwa kwakhe kwafuneka awanike abantu abasebenzisa umlilo ukuba benze izihluthulelo kwigumbi lokuhlaziya. Kwaye ndaye ndihleli elaleni lokulala esitaleni ngeli xesha, kwaye yena, edlulayo, wabuza ukuba ndibonile abatshisi bomlilo. Ekubonile, ndacinga ukuba: "Kutheni ummangaliso onjalo uhamba emhlabeni, kwaye andazi na?" Kodwa ngelo xesha ndahlala nomnye umfazi, ngoko ke kwindawo ethile yonyaka kunye nesiqingatha andizange ndifune ukujwayelana ngakumbi. Waye, wabingelela, wenza ngathi andinandaba. Enoba ndazibona, okanye yena ... Ndaza ndavuma uthando lwam. Wandivuselela. Kwaye, ngokumangalisayo, ndandifuna ukumtshata ngokukhawuleza. Kodwa ngaphambi kokuba ndiphile nomfazi ixesha elide kwaye ndingazange ndicinge ngokutshata. Intanda yam yenze umnxeba. Ndadlala umdlalo kwaye, phakathi kwesenzo sokuqala nesibini, wamcela ukuba atshade nam. Wandihlamba kwisenzo sesibini, waza wavuma. Ngokuqhelekileyo, ndinokuthi ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba uthando kuphela lunokuvuselela umntu ngomtshato. Kwaye ukuba umntu uthe uyamthanda umfazi, kodwa akafuni ukutshata, ngoko akusilo uthando, kodwa alukho nto.
Impumelelo enkulu ebomini bam yindodana yam. Ngelishwa, ngoku asibonanga rhoqo njengoko ndingathanda. Ndihlala kuye kuye, ndinezinye iintsapho. Ubomi buyichaza iimeko zayo. Kuyinto yokunciphisa into esiyaziyo kakhulu ngomnye nomnye. Sidibana, simema, sinomsebenzi oqhelekileyo. Ndiyaziqhenya ngonyana wam! Uya kwicandelo lokukrazula, kwaye, ngokungafani nam ebuntwaneni bakhe, uyayithanda. Unyana ugibele unyaka kwaye ufumane impumelelo enkulu - unayo iindondo ezimbini.
Ndiyakholelwa ukuba kukho iingxaki ezininzi kuba abantu bathambekele ekuncintiseni yonke into. Kubalulekile ukunyanga konke kulula. Ngokomzekelo, kude kube ngoku ndandiqaphela kakhulu, ndandidla ngokusondela ezitalatweni, ndacela i-autograph. Kodwa kwakukho uchungechunge oluthi "Ungazalwanga mhle," kwaye ngoku bayazibona ngaphantsi. Kodwa akundicaphukisa. Kuzo zonke izinto zihlala zizinzuzo. Ngoko, ndiya kuhamba rhoqo.
Emva kwakho konke, izinto ezininzi zidlulileyo, namhlanje zikhona, kwaye ngomso zikhona, kwaye asifanele sibaqwalasele ngokukhethekileyo. Nangona kunjalo, kulungeleka xa ubonwa kwiivenkile okanye kwiivenkile. Ungahamba ngaphandle komgca. Yaye ukuba awufumani, unako ukuma. Ngoko yintoni? Abanye abantu bemi kwaye akukho nto. Uphi umehluko?
Ngokwemvelo, ndingumntu ovaliweyo. Andiyithandi ingxoxo engenzi lutho. Ngako oko, akusiyo isiko kuthi kwintsapho ukuqokelela etafuleni ngokuhlwa kwaye sixoxe ngezinto ezenzekayo emini. Ukuba ufuna ukwabelana ngento ethile - ndixelele. Awufuni - ungaxeleli. Ngokuqhelekileyo, ndiphulaphula ngokuvuya kakhulu, kunokuba ndithi. Ndixelelwe ukususela ebuntwaneni ukuba ndiphulaphula kakuhle. Kwaye kunjalo. Ndithe cwaka ngakumbi, ndithanda ukuphulaphula abanye.
Andizange ndiyayiqonda loo madoda, xa ekhetha intombi, kuqala ukuba unake ukunyusa kwakhe kunye nokukwazi ukupheka ngokumnandi. Kwaye, iimpawu ezahlukeneyo zibalulekile: ukunyaniseka, ububele kunye nobunzima. Kwaye ebomini ndilula. Ukuba kuyimfuneko, ndiyakwazi ukuzipheka kwaye ndihlambuluke. Kwaye ukuba mna nomfazi wam sinqwenela ukupheka isidlo sakusihlwa, singaya kwindawo yokutyela. EMoscow, kukho amaziko amaninzi ajikelezayo. Ndiyicinga ukuba akufanelekile ukwenza inkcubeko ekudleni. Into ephambili kukuba sihlale sithandana nothando lwakho ukuthetha nabanye. Nangona ndenenhlanhla: ngaphezu kwesidima sam sonke, umfazi, u-Irina Shebeko, upheka kakhulu.
Into ebaluleke kakhulu kukukholelwa ezintweni ezintle. Ngommangaliso, ukuba ufuna. Ngokuqhelekileyo kwenzeka ukuba uphupha ekuboneni okokuqala into engenakufikeleleka, kwaye abanye bacinga ukuba ungokoqobo, bathi iphupha lakho alinakwenzeka. Musa ukukholelwa. Kholelwa kuphela kuwe nakwephupha lakho! Uyakhumbula uAsol, owakholelwa kwiinqwelo ezibomvu? Yile ndlela yokuphila! Kwaye yonke into iya kuzaliseka!
UPeter Krasilov kunye no-Irina Shebeko banamathuba amaninzi okuhlala kuwo. Ngubani owaziyo okuza kwenzeka kwixesha labo? Kodwa nantoni na eyenzekayo, bafumana iziganeko ezininzi ezimangalisayo, eziza kuzikhumbuza ngesisa kunye nothando.