URimma Markova: Umculi wabantu be-USSR

Ummeli uRimma Markov unokubizwa ngokuba ngumculi wesizwe ngokwenene. Kwakungekho malunga nenani lala mafilimu ayenenkwenkwezi (kwaye inani labo lisondela kwikhulu), kodwa ngokukwazi kwakhe ukunyaniseka nokungahambelani kwezo zombini ubugcisa nobomi.

URimma Markova - Umculi wabantu base-USSR waqala ukubonakala emva kwemashumi mathathu, waqala ukufumana udumo emva kweminyaka engamashumi amane, kodwa uthando lwababukeli kunye nolwaphulo lwawuthatyathwa ngokukhawuleza - kuba izinto ezinjalo kunye nokukholisa okunjalo kwakungenakunakwa. Sadibana nomdlali we-actress ngobusuku bentlokoma yakhe. Ifowuni yachithwa kwiifowuni zabasebenzi beTV bazama ukuvumelanisa ngokukhawuleza ngokufayiliza, kwaye kwakhona wachaza ngesineke ukuba ishedyuli yakhe ipapashwe iintsuku ezininzi ngaphambili kwaye kwakungekho sikhululekile apho.

U-Rima Vasilievna, yiyiphi imvakalelo onayo malunga nokuza kusasa? Akukho mntu uya kundikholelwa. Ndimashumi asibhozo anesihlanu. Kwaye andizange ndilungiselele ijubane, kuba bonke balala njengenja ngeeyure ezintathu. Ndiya kuphuma apha. Kwaye ndiphupha - kuya kuba msinya, kuba ndihlala ndibizwa kwaye ndibuhlungu. Zonke iziteshi, onke amaphephandaba, onke amaphephancwadi ... Ndiyagula ngokwam. Ubani ondiyedwa - kwaye "kwiibali zaBhinqa", nakwi "Life Line", kwaye ndixelela yonke into, ndithi, Ndiyatsho. Ewe, ubuninzi kangakanani! Ndiyazi konke malunga nam: uhlobo luni lomntu, ndihlobo luni lomhlobo, yintoni umculi. Kwaye andiyivuyo ngokwam, kunye nobuchule bam ubuciko. Uyaqonda - akunqabile ukuba kwenzeke, kodwa ndiyazibhokoxa! Okubi kunokuba ndicinga ngokwam, akukho mntu ucinga. Inkumbulo, akukho mnyama mnyama, kodwa iinkumbulo eziqaqambileyo zidla kaninzi. Ziziphi iimvakalelo ezibalaseleyo zobomi bakho? Ewe, yintoni lonwabo? Imfazwe ikhona. Ubomi ngumzabalazo, ndicinga ngaloo ndlela. Omnye uthetha ngokuchanekileyo-umzabalazo wobomi. Kwaye kukho abantu abafa, kukho abo balwa. Ndiyindoda, ndiyilwa. Yonke into. Kodwa emva koko, ngaphezu kokulwa ebomini kukho uthando. Kwaye unayo, nanjalo ... ndichasene xa indoda endala iqala ukuthetha ngayo. I-Saliva isele iphuma kumandulo, abantu bajonge bathi: "UThixo wam, umfanekiso, kwaye uthi enye into ngothando." Ewe, ndandithandana, ndandithandana. Yaye ke bayitshintsha, kungekhona mna, kodwa mna. Kwaye ndathandana nokungazingca. Ndandithanda amadoda amaninzi, kwaye xa ndandithandana, bekuhlala kuyinyaniso. Kwaye kwakungenakwenzeka ukuba ezinye iimeko zenzeke, azizange zenzeke. Kwaye, mna, ndabandezeleka, kuba xa uthe wathandana nomntu-uyayibhala. Kwaye uyayibheka ngeminwe yakho. Ngaba ukholelwa kwixesha elizayo?

Ewe. Umama undixelele ukuba xa bebancinci, ngoko ke, njengabantu bonke kule minyaka, baqikelele. Kwaye watshelwa ukuba: "Abantwana bakho baya kuhamba endleleni ehamba ngeentyantyambo." Kwaye wayengenakuqonda oko kuthetha, oko kuthetha. Kodwa ndihlala ndijikelezwe zizimbali kunye nezimbali. Njengoko bethetha: "Kwangexesha elide andizange ndilale kwiHolo yamaColumns." Ndineentyantyambo kwiindawo zonke, kwaye zihlala zininzi zazo. Ndithe ndithi: "Musa ukuthenga nam enye imithi yokuzalwa kwam. Awudingi naluphi na izimbali, ungayichitheli, kuba ndiza kubahambisa. Futhi ungathengi isikhephe okanye ibhokisi. Andizi apho ndifanele ndihambe khona. " Ndineengxowa zeli shit. Okanye unika, kodwa fumana kwangaphambili into oyifunayo. I-Pantyhose ekhoyo, inqabunga, i-shawl enhle. Sekunje iqela lazo zonke i-junk kwi-dacha yam. Namanje kukho imifanekiso, kuba, ngokuqinisekileyo, ndingabashiyi. Kodwa ke konke (Kubonisa ezininzi ze-trinkets) kunikwa. Yonke le Khokhloma, eyayithathwa njengesipho, xa sasihlaselwa eSuzdal. Ewe, kuyinto enhle, kodwa kukuphi na ukuyibeka kwizinto ezinjalo? Kodwa oku kubonisa uthando oludumile! Ngaba ucinga ukuba andiyiqondi le nto? Kwaye andinakukuphosa isipho, ngakumbi xa ndibona isizukulwana sam esicela. Ndandixelele uSergei Mikhailovich Mironov: "Ndiphe imizuzu emihlanu ukuba ndixelele umongameli. Yaye khangela-ke yonke into iyakujika. Akayi kukuva oku. "

Bathi kum: "Wenza njalo! Akukho mntu uthi. " Ndiphendula: "Kutheni ungatsho? Awuboni ukuba kwenzekani ngapha apha? "Ndabona apha ukuba umntu osekhulile wayekhetha ukutya esitolo kwaye wayebuza:" Kwanani oku? Kwaye oku? "Kwaye sele sele ithabatha amanzi. Kwaye ndathenga iphakheji yobisi ndamnika yona: "Thatha." - "Ungubani na?" Washiya ivenkile, ndaza ndaya ekhaya ndaza ndakhala: ndingathini na? Kodwa ndenza ngokudideka. Kusadingeka ukuba ufumane into oyenzayo, kwaye xa unesiqhwala, yichaze ngqo empumleni yakho. Yaye uya kuba nomphefumlo omhle. Kodwa xa ndididekile kangaka ... ndicinga ukuba ndamcaphukisa njani. Kodwa akuyena mna! Eli gama! Kwaye kukho abantu abahluphekileyo abahleli apho. Kwaye abasondle kakuhle abayi kuqonda oku kwaye abayi kucinga ngento yokuba umntu ulambile. Ndade ndaya kubona ubaba, ndathi: "Baba, ndiya kwenza ntoni na? Ndithukuthelele kakhulu kulo lonke lo mlambo, ama-noodle, awayexhomekeke kuwo, aphangiwe, ahlazise abantu abadala, ngenxa yokuba bahlala ngaphantsi komhlaba. " Indlela yokuphila emva koko? Kodwa ndiyindoda enqabileyo kunye nomqaphi ukususela ebuntwaneni. Ndandingumlwi. Kwaye ngoku ndiyalwa. Ayaziwa kunye naye, kodwa ndizabalazela. Andizange ndihlale ngithule, ndihlale ndikhuthaza ubulungisa. Kwaye akukho namnye oya kundijika kule ndlela. Nangona xa bandibiza kumabonwakude, endiyithiyileyo, ndiyathetha ngento endiyibonayo.

Ngaba uyayithiya ithelevishini? Kutheni?

Ngenxa yokuba ndicinga ukuba le yintlangano enkulu. Uninzi! Abayi kukwazi ukundibanzela, kodwa wena, intsha ... Silahlekelwe isizukulwana esinye, kwaye siya kulahleka ngakumbi. Kodwa nje omnye umbongi wathi, "iRashiya iya kufumana ixesha elidlulileyo ukuba libe yilo, esiyithandayo kwiincwadi, xa abantu bekhula kulo njengabo babulawa." Andiyi kufumana eli xesha, kwaye mhlawumbi, uya kufumana. Ngoko andinayo imvakalelo enjalo yokuhlaselwa: umkhosi wokukhumbula, makhe ngoku ndiza kuthetha yonke into, andinayo injabulo. Ndiyabona, ndiyazi esi sizukulwana. Lowo odale izinto eziphathekayo. Abantu ababuyiselwe isiqingatha selizwe emva kwemfazwe, babuyisele imveliso, ezolimo, ezingenakukwenza ngoku. Kwakhiwa izixeko kwakhona kwaye zilindele ukuba zibulelwe ngo ... Abalawuli kunye nababukeli bavavanya njengomculi kakhulu. Kwaye enamashumi asibhozo anesihlanu ufunwa ngokusemthethweni. Akunjalo nabo bonke abadlali abancinci banokuziqhayisa. Ngokuqhelekileyo andiyi kuhoxisa nayiphi na into, kuba ndiyasetyenziswa ngoku!

Iveki yonke yayibhujiswe iiyure ezilishumi elinesibhozo, de kube zintathu okanye ngehora lesine ekuseni. Andinayo amandla. Ndifikile izolo ukudubula, kodwa andinakuphuma emotweni. Umqhubi uthi: "UAlexander Vladimirovich, ndikhuphe." Waqala ukundinceda, kwaye ngeli xesha abanye abantu bayandibulala. Ndambuza umlimi: "Ngubani na owayesidubula? Ndixelele ukuba ndingalindelanga ukwenza oku. Awukwazi ukubonisa umdlali weli fom. " I-validol ibeka phantsi kweelwimi, kwaye iyandithatha! Emva koko baya kubhala: "I-Drunk Markova iphuma." Okanye uhlonywe. Ewe, nantoni na ongayibhala. Ndandifunde ngokubanzi konke malunga nam. Kwakubonakala kum ukuba ungomnye wabadlali abambalwa abangenzi amanga. Ngoku ndiboniswe iphephandaba apho umlomo wam undijonga kumgama ohlukeneyo, iminwe yam isontekile, kwaye ngaphantsi isayinwa: "Unina uRimma uthukuthele." Kwaye nesinye isithombe: kufuphi nomlawuli uMerezhko ngumfana onentombazana. Kwaye kukho impendulo: "Umkhulu uMarkova ufuna ukutshata noMerezhko. UMarkov akabi nakalo. " Kwaye ndinomzukulu omnye, akukho mzukulu! Kwaye kuthethwa ukuba le blonde ibuzwa malunga nam, kwaye uyaphendula: "Ugogo wamfundisa ukuba ndicule kwaye ndidansa." Ewe, yiyiphi iphosakelo? Ndingumdlali we-ballerina? Yaye yintoni enokuyenza ngeentatheli? Kwaye bangaphi na uNonka abaye babandezeleka konke oku, musa ukumzisa uThixo. Kuye kwakunengqalelo enje ... Ngokukhawuleza kuye wabiza: "Rimma Vasilevna, ngoku senza inkqubo malunga noNonna Viktorovna Mordjukovoj. Ngaba awukwazi ukusitshela ngalo? Ngaba ngabahlobo. " Ndithi: "Ewe, babehlobo. Minyaka engamashumi amane. Kwaye ndiyayazi yonke into ukusuka nakuyo. Kodwa ufuna ukuba ndikuxelele izinto ezingenakuze ndikuxelele, kuba nguMordyukova, kungekhona iTyutkin. Uyathandwa izigidi. " Ndandifuna ukudibana nephephandaba elinye. U-Nonka wayeseziva ebi, kwindawo ethile waphuma, kwaye wayeziva egula, kwaye waqala ukuzitshiza iyeza kwiglasi. Kwaye omnye umfoto-zithombe, umgcini-bastard, wambiza, wamjonga, waza wawafotela. Kwaye kwanyatheliswa. Ngoko ndafowunela iphephandaba, ndifuna umhleli kwaye ndabuza kuye: "Ngaba unabantwana? Ngaba unesabi ukuba uya kulihlawula? Wazama njani ukususa uModyukov? Kwaye wazama njani ukuyinyathelisa? "Ndicinga ukuba izenzo ezinjalo zibuyiselwa yi-boomerang. Yaye ukuba oko kwenzeka emva kwexesha elide, ngoko imiphumo yabo, ukubonakalisa kungabonakala kungenangqiqo kwaye kungaqondakali ...

Kodwa ngokuqhelekileyo uyakholelwa kwiingcamango?

Andikholelwa kwiingcamango, kodwa kwelinye ndiqinisekile. Sonke singakholelwa kuThixo, kuba sikhulisiwe njengaye, kodwa ndikholelwa ukuba into elawulayo. Nangona kunjalo, ndincedwa yinto ethile. Ngoku ndinomsebenzi kumfanekiso omtsha. Ukufika kwam iminyaka yokudlala enye yeendima eziphambili, kunye nenxaxheba ethandekayo-esi sisipho eso! Emva kwakho konke, akukho mntu uyazi ukuba ndidutshulwa, nangona ndidlala indima yonke, kusele iintsuku ezintathu kuphela. Kwaye wadlala kwi-nerve, ngokungabikho kwexesha. Kodwa, ke, andiyazi ukuba oku kuya kusebenza njani ngenxa yoko. Kwi-cinema, kunzima ukuqikelela umphumo. Kwaye ngamanye amaxesha kukho izimo ezimangalisayo. Kwenzeke njani ukuba xa uthayibhile kwi-movie Night Watch, wayengazi ukuba i heroine yakho ingumlumbi? Bonke abadlali, abadubulayo nendima encinci, bafunde iskripthi. Kwaye okokuqala ngqa ebomini bam andizange ndifunde le script. Ngaphambi kwam, le nxaxheba yanikezelwa kubadlali abalungileyo, kwaye bayayinqabela. Ngoko ke, xa indima enikelwe yona, ngoko bayenza ngobuqhetseba. Bathi: "Asikwazi ukuthumela le script. UKhabensky uhamba e-Cannes, sinemihla emine kuphela, kufuneka sidulele yonke into ngokukhawuleza. " Kwaye bangithumela kuphela umbhalo wam. Ndijonga - kwaye kukho ubuqhetseba. Lapha ukhaluma: kukho uhlobo oluthile lengca, ndifuna ukukhula intombi ... andingazi ukuba intombazana isicangci. Emva koko ndibukela ifilimu-kwaye i-heroine yam ayikho buqhetseba, kodwa uloyiko. Ngaba kwakungesabi xa befumanisa? Abalingisi abaninzi beenkolelo-ntliziyo badla ukudlala indima enjalo. Ndandisoyika yonke ixesha, ngoko ndandihlupheka! Ndacinga ukuba: "Yintoni endiyenzile?" Ngaphambi koko, ndafumana inxaxheba apho ndifa kwaye ndilele ebhokisini. Oko kukuthi, ungafa, kodwa ungalala ebhokisini. Kwaye ndathi ndiyi kuhoxisa. Emva koko ndadlala umdlali! Ngoko ke, ndandithemba. Emva koko ndagula, ndacinga ukuba: "UThixo uyabagweba". Kodwa andingazi ukuba ngubani omele adlale ngenxa yoko, mhlawumbi yonke into yavela. Ngenxa yokuba umntakwabo, uLeonid, akazange. Wadlala uSathana waza wafa emva kwenyanga. Masibuyele emsebenzini wakho. Unemizekelo emitsha, ngoku kukho imifanekiso yokudubula.

Ngaba lo luyiyolo lomdlali?

Kuba ngumdlali wesigaba sam, akusilolo lonwabo, kodwa isipho kuzo zonke iintlungu, kuzo zonke iingxaki. Kwakukho ixesha xa ndandisondele ukuphelisa ubomi bam. Kodwa ndaphupha, ndafuna ndaza ndaba ngumdlali wokudlala, kungakhathaliseki ukuba yintoni. Ndikholelwe, into endingazange ndiyithole i-nut, ndafika eMoscow ndahlala kwisikhululo. Iyonke. Kwaye inkqubo yekhadi, xa kungekho nto yokutya. Kwaye akukho nto yokugqoka, kwaye kwakungekho nto, kwaye akukho namathemba. Ndandifunda kule studio, ndandinxiba kuphela. Kwaye zazingekho izicathulo. Kwaye ngoku ukhangelelene ... Nakhu siya kudubula kwindlu yasekhaya, phantse kwibhotwe. Ngoko kukho idama elisezantsi malunga nebala lebhola lebhola. Ngaba ucinga ukuba kulungile ukubona oku? Indlela abantu abahlala ngayo! Ewe, bayasijonga njengeenkomo, ndiqinisekile. Sasivame ukubiza aba bantu abagxeki, abaxeli, abagxeki, amasela. Kwaye ngoku baxoxa ngabo: i-oligarch. Ndisandul 'ukutshatyalaliswa kwimeko ... Kwakukho intlanganiso kwaye babehleli - izihlathi ezivela emva zazivele zibonakala. Ndiyathi: "Abafana, bebiwe-babelane. Kuba kuya kuba kubi. Akunjalo wena, kodwa abantwana bakho. Nangona iindawo zokucima iimitha ezintlanu, izinja kunye nokukhuseleka. " Ucinga ukuba mangaphi amawaka amantombazana aseMoscow kuphela asebenza njengogada. Ngubani owalindileyo? Ngubani na? Kukhona umlindi kuKumkanikazi. Yaye ngubani na? Montserrat Caballe? Kulabo namhlanje ababizwa ngokuba yiinkwenkwezi, abaninzi banesimo sengqondo esingahambi kakuhle. Kodwa phakathi kwabo, ngokuqinisekileyo, kukho oogxa bakho owamthandayo. Andiyi kuthi nawaphi abadlali abandibongayo. Kutheni? Yintoni engalunganga ngokukhankanya igama lomculi oyithandayo? Kukho abadlali abandibathandayo, kwaye kukho abadlali abayithandayo. Abadlali bayamangalisa, kodwa andithandi. Sinomgaqo onjalo, kubadlali abathandayo: xa ubukela ukusebenza, nangona ungaqhelekanga ngabadlali, qiniseka ukubuyela emva kokuya kuthi: "Ndiyabulela kakhulu, ndandiyithanda." Ngenxa yokuba baya kuthi: UPetrenco weza apha, umzekelo, kwaye ubukele umdlalo. Kwaye umculi ulindele kuye. Kwaye ke uSadalsky kunye nami ndaya kubona umsebenzi omnye. Eyona nto ayibalulekile. Andizange ndiyithande ngamandla. U Sadalsky uthi: "Woza, masibuyele emuva." Ndithi: "Andikwazi." Andikwazi ukundibulela, kuba andinakukumelela ukusebenza, nangona abaculi badlala kakhulu. Kwaye le bastard Sadalsky eya kubadlali, kwaye bayabuza: "Kutheni uwedwa? Kwaye kutheni uMarkova engazange afike? "-" Akayithandi ngamandla. " Azange athethe nantoni na?

Hayi, watsho ngokuvuya. Nangona ndiqinisekile ukuba akayithandi nayo. Emva kwexeshana ndiza kule midlalo yokuzibonela ukubona u-Artsybashev "Umtshato". Yaye unendlela yokuphazamisa ukumema abadlali ababuya emva. Kwaye kwakukho uWulf, nantoni na lo mdlali, andingathandi kakhulu. Kwaye ngoku sihlala, siphuza itiye, sithetha. Kwaye ngandlela-thile uthi kum: "Ndiyakhumbula ukuba uthetha ..." Andizange ndiphendule. Ewe, ndingathini na? Ewe, awuzange undithande? Andikwazi ukugqiba umntu. Akakhathaleli ngombono wam, ndiqinisekile. Kodwa uyamthiya ukususela ngaloo mini, nangona iminyaka emininzi idlule. Yiyo yonke impendulo. Abantu bahlala bephosakele baze baphoswe. Ngaba uye wafumana iimpazamo ezinzulu ebomini bakho? Ewe, ngubani ongazange abenze? Kwaye ndenza. Ndakhe ndaba i-ruble ikhulu. Emva koko ndababuya, kodwa ndaba! Kutheni-andiyi kukuxelela, ibali elide. Kodwa le nto yayimangalisa, ndabetha inyanga inyanga, kwaye lowo ndathatha imali kwindawo yokutyela wathabatha isidlo sasemini waza wandizisa. Wandibizela wathi: "Uyazi! Kutheni uthathe i-ruble ikhulu? Ukuba ukuba - ngoko isigidi. " Ndandinomculi oqhelekileyo, wandibiza, kwaye ndiza. Uthi: "Yintoni na?" - "Arkash, ndaba imali." Umzalwana weza kum wathi: "Unokwenza njani oku? Unentombi, uya kumfundisa njani? "Abantu abaninzi beza kum, kuba ndandifuna ukuzibulala. Ndingakwenza njani oku? Kwaye yonke into yokuba umfana wayiphakamisa isilifa waza wangibonisa into ephantsi kwayo. Kwaye kwakukho iimali zokutya. Kwaye enye yayingenwe. Apha ndivela kuye ndathatha iirale ezilikhulu ... Ngoko ke, nitsho ngokuchanekileyo: musa ukulahla nantoni na. Ndandingumhlobo kunye nentsapho yomculi omkhulu uMikhail Mikhailovich Sadovsky. Kwaye ndiyakhumbula indlela eyafumana ngayo umvuzo, kwaye umntu ovela ekhaya wakubeka endaweni evelele. Wathi yena: "Thatha, ungabakhubekisi abantu. Musa ukuhlazola: USathana uya kutyhobela entendeni, kwaye umntu, ngokungafunekiyo, uya kuthatha omnye umntu aze aziqalekise ubomi bakhe bonke. " Kwaye ndibe neentloni kunye neentloni ngezenzo zam ngoku. Emva koko ndibe neeplctures ezimbi kangaka. Kwakukho iimeko endizikhumbuliyo ngoku, kodwa ndiyakhumbula konke oku kubomi bam, nangona kungabikho ilishumi elidlulileyo. Ngaba uyazisola nakubomi bakho?

Usizi olunzulu

Ndizisola kukuba ndinabantwana abambalwa, ukuba kukho intombi enye kuphela. Kodwa ndikholelwa ukuba abadlali abanalo ilungelo lokuba nabantwana. Umsebenzi wethu unesifo! Ngenxa yokuba umdlali wangempela unqunyulwe ngokupheleleyo ebomini. Futhi musa ukwenza oku. Abantwana babaluleke ngakumbi kunokuba, nantoni na. Ndabeletha intombi, kwaye kwakungekho ixesha lokuyenza, kwaye andizange ndimenze oko ndakufuneka ndiyenze, andizange ndinike kakhulu. Kwaye bangaphi abantwana abenzayo! Ezi ziphila ubomi. Kwaye wam umtshato. Yonke into yayiyi-poboku, kuba into ephambili iyasebenza. Kwaye ukuba unokufumana ithuba lokutshintsha into ebomini bakho, unokutshintsha ntoni? Andiyi kutshintsha olunye usuku. Ndiza kuba ngumdlali. Andifuni nto enye, kwaye akukho nto inomdla kum.