Kubonakala ukuba ukususela ngomhla wokufa kabuhlungu kumyeni wam uAndreya kwakungekho inyanga ezintandathu, kodwa iminyaka emininzi. Lezi zinyanga zazinzima kunene nakumamazala, kodwa ininzi yazo ndayifumana intombi yam - u-Anechka oneminyaka emine ubudala: umqhubi obunxilisayo wambetha uyise phambi kwentsana. Emva koko, wayeka ukuthetha. Ngokuqinisekileyo. Novemba 12
Ndagqiba isigqibo sokugcina idayari ukubhala oko kutshintsha ubomi bethu. Namhlanje, mna noAnya saphinda saya kwi-psychologist yabantwana. Kwakhona imibuzo efana neengcali, sele iphendule iimpendulo zam. Ukusuka kwengqondo yeengqondo ndiva ukuba "ukuthula kwentombazana kubangelwa yintlungu engqondweni." Akukho nto. Ingxelo nje yinyani, kwaye akukho ncedo loqobo, akukho ngcebiso efanelekileyo. Ekuqaleni ndacinga ukuba u-Anechka wayethusa kakhulu, ngoko ke wayethule. Kodwa ngeveki emva kwentlekele, uAnya akazange athethe. Ngamanye amaxesha ufumanisa ukuba ufuna ukuthetha into ethile.
Ndiphulaphule la mazwi angenanto, kodwa ... iinyembezi ezimbini ezinkulu zivela kwiintombi zesoyiko - akayi kuphinda athethe nto.
14 Novemba
Ngobo busuku u-Anechka wabuya egijimela kum ngezinyembezi. Phantse yonke imihla emva kobusuku uvuka ekhukhumele. Ndicinga ukuba unesibindi. Kodwa akayi kuthi ngento ... Ndahlabelela indlovu yakhe eyayiyintandokazi kwaye ndagubha izandla zakhe: uncinci kakhulu, ngoko ke akunakunceda ... Ngaloo titshala utitshala wathi uAhangeka wachazwa ngexesha lokuphumla. Ngaphambili, oku akuzange kwenzeke kuye. Kukhawuleza ukukhangela ugqirha onolwazi ...
Novemba 18
Ngaba wenze uhlolo, sele kudlulile okanye sele kwenzeke i-US. Zonke iingu-Anne zihlalutya zilungelelaniswa.
Novemba 29
Nonke i-Anyuta kunye nathi safika ngaphambili kwirejista. Kwakudingeka ukuba athathwe emva kokuba umnxeba umnxeba. U-Elena Eduardovna uthe abantwana banesabisa kakhulu, "u-Anechka unamahlaya. Ekhaya, u-Anne wakhala, ade iphupha liphuphe. Andisazi ukuba ngubani oya kuye nokuba yenzeni. Mhlawumbi kuthatha iholide iiveki ezimbalwa? Sobabini asiyi kuphazamisana nabanye.
Disemba 8
Ndikho eholide. Kuphela inyanga kufuneka ndizame ukuphilisa intombi yam! Ndimkhangele yonke imini, kodwa andiyiqondi into! Ukuhamba, ukuthula, ngamanye amaxesha ukumomotheka, ukuphulaphula ngokucophelela kwiindaba zamantombazane ... Emva koko uqala ukukhala. Ngohlwahlwa u-Anechka wazivala egumbini waza waqala ukudweba. Andizange ndiphazanyise, ndandicinga nje ngendlu. Watsala iiyure ezimbalwa - ngokukhawuleza, ngokuzenzekelayo ...
9 kuDisemba
Ngaba ucoceko waza wafumana imidwebo yabantwana efihliweyo emva kombhede. Ndakhangela ubugcisa bukaAnina kwaye ndandidlwengula - amathambo amnyama kwiphepha lonke, kwaye akukho nto! Kwaye ngaphantsi kwemidwebo wafumanisa "ubuncwane" beentombi: ubophe kababa, ukukhanya kwakhe kunye neminye yokugqibela imifanekiso apho u-Andrei ephonsa khona nanoma yiyiphi na i-Anyuta, kwaye uyadumala. Ngokuphindaphindiweyo ndijonge imidwebo ... Sidinga ukubona ugqirha. Kuphi ukufumana ingcali efanelekileyo?
11 kuDisemba
Ugqirha obutsha akafunyanwanga nangoko, wachitha usuku lonke kwifowuni nakwiifom e-Intanethi ukuze afunde okungakumbi ngamacala afanayo. Kwasebusuku - kwakhona u-Anin ekhala, iphepha elimanzi kunye netyala, efihliwe emagumbini eninzi kwintombi eluhlaza.
14 kuDisemba
Namhlanje kwaba esinye isazi sengqondo. Amagama afanayo, imibuzo efanayo, icebiso elifanayo. Yonke into awayeyithethayo, ndayazi ixesha elidlulileyo. Ukuba kuphela umntu oncedisayo! .. Andiyithathi u-Anya kwi-kindergarten, kuba ihamba ngakumbi kunekhaya.
16 kuDisemba
Siya kumama wam. Ewe, yonke into iya kutshintsha apho: enye imeko, kwaye nanoma yiyiphi i-Anyuta imthanda nje ugogo wakhe! Ndiyathemba ukuba utshintsho luya kunceda uAnya.
Disemba 21
Kule ntsasa kubonakala kum ukuba intombi yam yayingcono, wayengazange amemele iintsuku eziliqela. Emva kwesidlo sakusihlwa sonke sasithengisa kunye, umama wanquma ukunika idonki kumzukulu wakhe. Ngokukhawuleza kwacaca ukuba le ndaba ivuselele intombazana yam: ekukhangeleni kwakukho ukulinda okukhulu! Kodwa kwinqanaba, omnye umqhubi we "Zhiguli" ngokukhawuleza waphupha kakhulu ... U-Anya wayibetha kuze kube ngokuhlwa ... "Ngaphandle kolwazi lwenzululwazi, ngokuqinisekileyo akayi kukwazi ukuphuma kwimeko yakhe" - ezi ngcamango zam mama.
Disemba, 25
Umama weza esuka kwisitorethi kwaye uyavutha nje. Kuvela ukuba ummelwane wakhe wacebisa ugqirha. Wathi uthe usebenzisa iindlela ezingekho zendabuko zonyango. Ingakanani na ukutyelela kulo msebenzi wamangalisa, umama akazange aqonde, kodwa ndiza kunika yonke into, ukuva kwakhona ilizwi elivakalayo lentaka yam.
Disemba 27
U-Anya kunye naloo "ugqirha" ongenakunyanisekileyo ... Wanikeza i-hypnosis kunye nonyango kunye ... nezilwanyana. Ugqirha wathi amahashe okanye ihlengethwa zinceda kakhulu. Kodwa awukwazi ukuzibona ngeeseshoni, ngoko usicebise ukuba nenja.
Disemba 28
Ngobunye ubusuku kungekho ubuthongo, umbhede omanzi, uhlaziyi ... Ndiyinto enzima yokwenza uboya, kodwa ukuba inja inceda intombi yam, andinandaba ne-allergies. Namhlanje sibuyela ekhaya (umama uyahamba, ufuna, ahlangane nathi noNyaka omtsha aze abhiyozele iKrisimesi), nangomso siza ku "Ntengiso yeenqanawa" kwidlwane.
Disemba 30
Izolo sihambe ngenja, size sibuye nekiti. Sahamba yonke indlela. U-Anechka wabheka izilwanyana njengokungathi wayefuna ukuthatha nabo bonke. Ndabona-ukuba intombi ayikwazi ukugqiba isigqibo. Emva koko udibana nomfazi omdala owomileyo: "Thatha inqana! Ndiza kuninika yona mahhala, ndiza kufuneka ndiyibambelele kubantu abalungileyo ... "UAnya wabamba izandla zakhe enkanteni, wachukumisa ingqungquthela kuye, waza wandijonga, into endiyiqonda ngokukhawuleza: ukhetho luyenziwe. Ubusuku bokuqala bokuthula! Akukho ukukhala, akukho memezo. Ibhedi efile. Kwaye uBarsik okhululiwe ulala nendoda entsha ... ndikwazi ukuphumla ngokulile ... Ngoko ndiphelile!
6 kuJanuwari
Emva koNyaka omtsha kunye nokulindela utshintsho olulungileyo. Eyona nto iyenayo: sasineBarkik, kodwa iinyembezi kunye nabahlaziyi banyamalala. Kodwa indlu isesicaciso esifanayo. Umama utshela iAnchka amabali ukuba izilwanyana kwiKrisimesi zithetha ngelizwi lomntu. Omncinci uyamphulaphula aze amomotheka ngokunyanisekileyo kwaye ngononophelo.
Wesi-7 kaJanuwari
Namhlanje mhlawumbi lunomdla wokuphila kwam! Ngobusuku bokugqibela, xa ndipakisha intombazana yam ukuba ilele, ikati, i-purring, yayibeka phezu kombhede wakhe. Ngokukhawuleza u-Anya wathi: "Mama, ndivuke kusasa, ndifuna ukuva oko uBarkik uya kuthetha kum." UThixo wayiva imithandazo yam okanye isiluleko sogqirha omhle wancedisa - ayinandaba. Into ephambili - ummangaliso, ekugqibeleni kwenzeka, kwaye ilanga likwazi ukuthetha kwakhona!