Ekuqaleni intombi yaqala ukukhalaza ngeentloko, ngokuphindaphindiweyo intloko yakhe yavakala kangangokuba intombi ayikwazanga ukugxila kwizinto ezifundiswayo, yaxelela ukuba yayifunda incwadi kwaye ayiqondi into, ayikwazi ukugxila. Sagqiba ekubeni sizenzele ugqirha, ingcali. UDasha wanikwa isifo esifanayo - i-VSD - i-vegetovascular dystonia. Kodwa iintloko zaqhubeka, akukho pilisi zamnceda. Ngomthwalo omncinci, ukufunyanwa kwintlanzi kwaqala eetempileni, kumnyama emehlweni. Ndandethusa, kwaye kwakhona saya kudokotela, ngoku ndigqirha endazi. UDasha wathunyelwa ukuhlolwa ngokupheleleyo.
Kwaye xa ndafumanisa ukuba intombazana yam yayinomdlavuza wengqondo, kwaye isahlulo sokushiya somzimba sasisetyenziswe esibhedlele, sothuswa, sinoyiko, kwaye ndatshutshiswa. Iindaba zazibuhlungu kangangokuthi ekuqaleni ndawahlalisa izandla, kwaye mhlawumbi imini yayikuhlambela, yenza konke ngokuzenzekelayo. U-Sasha wandinceda ukuba ndilungele, kwaye saqala ukukhankanya kuzo zonke iingcango, sivuma zonke iintsimbi, sifuna iindlela zokonyango, oogqirha esazi. I-neurosurgeon, eyaba ngumhlobo wam ngumhlobo wam, wandichukumisa ukuba ndinganqikazi. I-Chemotherapy kunye ne-radiotherapy iphucule ngokufutshane imeko ye-Dashenka, isuka kumdlavuza wengqondo. Yonke le nkqubo yabulala into ebaluleke kakhulu - ukukhuseleka, kodwa yintoni esimele siyenze? Ii-Psychics andizange ndithembele, zithembe ngakumbi kwiyeza elisemthethweni. Kodwa, ngelishwa, akukho ncedo. Xa ndikhangele uDasha wam, owayeqhele ukuba neenwele ezinde kwinqeni, ukuzingca kwakhe, kwaye wayibona intloko ngoku, emva kokuba le nkqubo ibuhlungu, ndifuna ukukhala. Kodwa phambi koDashenka, ndabambelela, ndabuya, ndingafuni ukumlimaza ngakumbi.
"Mama, ungakhathazeki njengaye ." Kungekudala okanye kamva sonke siyafa. Ndimncinane nje, omnye umntu kamva. Yintoni, ngokwenene, ukutshintsha? - Ndatshutshiswa ngolo hlobo olunyanisekileyo, aluyiyo inyaniso efihliweyo, inyaniso, endibethayo nayiphi na inkohliso. Andizange ndicinge ngeso lengqondo ukuba uDasha wayengeke abe kufuphi nam.
"Dasha, awuyi kufa." Uvile oko oogqirha bathi? Kuwe sonke kwisigaba sokuqala, ngoko isiphumo kufanele sibe nesimo esihle. Ntombi, kufuneka ukholwe kule nto - wena; Uya kulungiswa kwakhona.
Okwangoku, andizange ndihlale phantsi, kwaye ndaqala ukukhangela abaxhamli bemithi, abaphatha izifo ezinjalo. Idilesi yomkhulu ka-Ivan weza kum ngengozi, ngoku ndiyakholelwa ukuba yinto yokubonelela kweNkosi. Ndanduluka esibhedlele ngokucinga nokudakumba, kwaye emva kwam ndahlala nabafazi ababini bathetha ngokuthula ngento ethile. Ekuqaleni ndaqonda ingxoxo yabo njengengxolo eqhubekayo, kodwa ngokukhawuleza xa igama elithi "umhlaza" likhanya, ndaqala ukuphulaphula. Ibhinqa lixelele umhlobo malunga nomnye utata omkhulu u-Ivan, onceda abantu ngokufanayo, ngokulunga komphefumlo, akawuthathi ipenny, aze aphilise umhlobo wakhe wesi sifo esibi kunye nemifuno. Ndamathelela emanzini kwaye, ngokuqinisekileyo, ndabujika ngokukhawuleza ndacela le ntokazi ukuba idilesi yalo mkhulu. - Ewe, akusiyo imfihlo, thabatha ipeni uze ubhale.
Kwaye wandixelela idilesi , utata omkhulu u-Ivan wayehlala kwidolophana engekude nathi. Ndaya khona apho. Indlu encinci yayingekho kude nelibi elincinane, kwaye yema ngathi ikhona kude nanye. Xa ndihamba ngendleleni eya endlwini, ndagijimela kwindoda kunye nendoda eyayithwele inkwenkwe enkulu sele isesandleni sayo. Ndabona ukuba babefana nabantu abahluphekileyo njengokuba ndinguye. Umnyango wawungagxinwa, kwaye ndawushiya, wangena wangena emaphandleni amnyama, ndaza ndaza ndakuva ilizwi: "Ngenani, ungavalelwe!" Ndabona indoda endala ekhwele ehleli etafileni ize ihlele iifom. Kwikhoneni baxilisa iimpawu, eziqulathwe ngamathambo. Utatomkhulu u-Ivan, yaye ngokuqinisekileyo wayebukele kwaye wuleza wathi:
"O, ntombi, sifanele sithandaze, iNkosi ikucela ukuba uxolele izono zakho." Ukujonga kwakhe, waphumla kum, wanyanzelisa amehlo akhe ukuba ayeke.
"U-Ivan Vasilyevich, uthetha ngantoni na?" Wabuza, uhlazekile.
- Uyazi wena. Namhlanje, kukho izilingo ezininzi, kodwa umntu ubuthathaka. Kunzima ukutshintsha wena. Ukuthobeka akwanele kuthi sonke. Kwaye ndifuna ukubona intombi yakho. Wayeyazi njani ngentombi yam, yayingacacanga.
Yonke indlela eya ekhaya ndacinga ngamazwi ka-utata omkhulu u-Ivan. Ndandiyeka kaninzi ukucinga malunga nenjongo yento endiyenzayo, ndihlala phi na? Kwakuqhubekile, wafumana ukuvuya kwakhe, ekhohlwa into ephambili - ngomphefumlo.
UDasha, ndamzisa umninakhulu u-Ivan kwiveki kamva. Kwaye yonke le veki ndandithandaza ngokukrakra ekhaya nakwicawa. Umthandazo wandinika induduzo kunye nenduduzo kum, kodwa kungekhona kwintombi yam. Intombazana yam ibona ibuhlungu - ikhuni, iluhlaza. Ubuso bakhe obunzima bubukeka bukhanyayo ngeentlungu ezibuhlungu. Wayemomotheka kumkhulu wakhe ngokumomotheka.
"UThixo unokunceda, Darya." Ndiyabona, akunakuhle kuwe. Ndilungiselele izityalo apha, okuza kufuneka uthathe iiyure. Unokuba ngumbi kakhulu ekuqaleni, kodwa ungayeki. Kananjalo-ngakumbi uya kufuna isidlo sokutya. No mthandazo.
- Ewe, mna, Ivan Vasilievich, andinakuyidla nayiphi na into, ndiziva ndigula kwaye ndihlanza.
"Akukho nto, Darya." Ndiza kukuxelela oku, le nto yintloko - andithembisi ukukuphilisa, oko uThixo aya kukunika. Kwaye kuninzi kuxhomekeke kuwe.
"Kuhle, Utatomkhulu u-Ivan, ukuba usho njalo." Kwaye ke ndilala phantsi.
- Nantsi imifuno, ithetha indlela yokuthatha. Kwaye ube nempilo. Utatomkhulu u-Ivan wasinikela ngeebhokhwe ezimbini.
Imali kayise u-Ivan akazange asithathe. Yaye unyango lwethu lwaqala ekhaya. Ingca kwakufuneka iphulwe ngendlela ekhethekileyo kwaye ithathwe ngokungqongqo ngokwemigangatho kwaye ichaneke ngeyure, kwaye ngexesha lonke beyathandaza kangakanani umgudu wawukho.
Kunye noDasha sifunda iBhayibhile, kwaye safumana ezininzi ezitsha, ezimangalisayo. Ndazigweba ukuba andisakwazi ukufunda le ncwadi yeencwadi. I-TV isetyenziselwa ukutshintshela zonke iingxoxo kunye kunye kunye kunye nokufunda iincwadi, kunye nokuya kwindawo yokudlala. Ngoku asizange sikubandakanye. U-Sasha wasixhasa, kodwa sambona ngokungaqhelekanga, weza kuphela kusihlwa, ediniwe. Kwafuneka ndihambe ngeendleko zam, kwaye konke ukubonelelwa kwintsapho ngexesha elilukhuni lilele kulo. Ekuqaleni, isenzo sokuqokelela iitrob senza into embi kumzimba kaDasha, intloko yakhe yayigubha, izintso zakhe zaqala ukugula, wayegula. Nangona kunjalo, uTata-ntombi u-Ivan wasitshela ukuba kuya kuba kubi ekuqaleni, kodwa kufuneka sive. Ukuguquka kwafika ngexesha leKrisimesi. Ngomhla kaDasha Noshnilo, kwaye ngoJanuwari 7 wasukuma kwaye wuleza-kum.
"Mama, ndiyaphila, andisiguli kwaye ndingenzi buhlungu."
Ndagxuma kwiinyawo zakhe.
- Enyanisweni?
"Mama, ndivakalelwa kukuba ndingazange ndibe khona."
Ndandizibona, "Dasha," ndandizibona iinyembezi, ndaza ndamkela.
Sithatha imifuno yenyanga . UDasha waqala ukubuyisela, amehlo akhe akhanya. Xa sifike ekliniki ukuba sihlolwe kwakhona, oogqirha abazange bakholelwe amehlo abo. Bawuphelisa umntwana wam, kodwa ngenhlanhla wasinda. I-tumor iyancipha! Wanyamalala, ngoko isifo sahlala. Safika ku-Grandfather Ivan emva kovavanyo.
"Ewe, Darya, ulungile," wabuya emlonyeni wakhe wamadevu.
Ndiyabulela, ulunge ngakumbi. "
"Ndiyabulela kusasa."
"Yintoni ephosakeleyo?" - ndothuka.
-Aye. Ngoku kufuneka aphuze le mifuno. "Wasinikela ipakethi yee-herbs.
Ndazama ukubeka imali ezandleni zakhe.
Wagxotha isandla sakhe ngokunyaniseka.
- Ngeze. Phula yonke into. Musa ukwenza njalo. Ukuba ndifuna ukuba - ndiza kukucela. Hamba.
IKrisimesi sele isele iKrisimesi. NgoDasha ngelixa yonke into ihlelekile, kodwa ndiyakhathazeka-ixesha elide? Konke kusezandleni zeNkosi. Ewe, andikhalazi.