UTutta Larsen watshata

Emva kokuba umbonisi we-TV uTanya Romanenko eqhuba olunye ukukhululwa kwenkqubo kwimiziki enzima "uLwesihlanu ngoLwesihlanu". Kwaye ngokukhawuleza intombazana, njengoko ishoyo, yaqhawula: yaqonda ukuba ngoku kwaye ngonaphakade kuya kuthiwa nguTutta Larsen. Ngokuqinisekileyo ayikho isikhumba, uTanya wayenomdla wokuzihlukanisa nomabonwakude. Yintoni eyenzeka kuye? Kwaye ngokuqhubekayo ebomini kwakukho iziganeko ezinomdla, umzekelo: ukuzalwa komntwana emva kokuba uTutta Larsen atshate, umsebenzi, imisebenzi eyahlukeneyo, ukulindela ukuzaliswa kwintsapho.

Ngomhla wenhlanhla

Kukho inqaku eliphawulekayo ngumlobi waseScandinavian uJan Eckholm "UTutta Karlsson, owokuqala kuphela, uLudwig weshumi elinesine kunye nabanye." Lowo owufunda mhlawumbi uyayikhumbula ibali elithintekayo luthandane uLudwig Larsen kunye nenkukhu uTutta Karlsson. Emva kokusasazwa kokuqala, xa uTanya Romanenko yajika yaba yiTutta Larsen, abaphulaphuli babesele baqondwa kuphela ngokumalunga nalo gama elingavamile, elingalibalekiyo. Ubomi beTutty - uTanya ngeendlela ezithile kufana nesimo seqhawe lamaqhawe. Mhlawumbi esi si siprofeto. Nantsi yonke into iyinkimbinkimbi, idideka kwaye ... ibuhlungu. Yintoni engenzekanga kubomi bukaTanya: impumelelo yokudala, ukukhula komsebenzi, iindaba zothando, ukulahlekelwa ngumntwana kunye neminyaka emide yedwa. "Nangona ndizalwe kwaye ndakhulela eDonbas, ndingazange ndivale kwiPhondo elikhuselekile laseMoscow. Ndandisoloko ndiphupha ngokuphila kunye nokusebenza kwesi sixeko, ndakhuthazwa yizifundo ezizayo kwiyunivesiti efanelekileyo kwilizwe - i-MSU, kunye nokuba ndinokufumana ithuba lokuba yinxalenye yedolophu enkulu, ngamathuba ayo amangalisayo namathuba. Kwaye ndade ndiphoqe, ndive neentloni, cinga ngezinto ezinokungaqondakali. Into kuphela eyandikhathazayo yayiyi-strong accent yesi-Ukrainian. Kodwa abazalwana bevela kwindlu yeholidi bekhawuleza bamkhupha ngaphandle. Kwaye kulula kakhulu, kodwa indlela eyinkqinkqeleko - ihlaziyiweyo, ifakwe. Ngokuchanekileyo unyaka intetho ethe tye ikhuphuke kwi-direction engaziwayo. Ngokuphathelele imiba yasekhaya, ngoko ke, mna, ndanele. Njengabaninzi, kwakungekho ndawo eqhelekileyo yokuhlala, ama-rags amahle, ayengenayo imali yokutya. Ngoko emva kwayo yonke inkundla yenkundla - ngo-1991. Iindleko ezinkulu kubafundi babunqabile. Ndiyakhumbula ukuba mna nabahlobo bam sasihlala ehostele iintsuku ezimbalwa zihleli eti kunye neentlanzi. Kuyafaneleka. Ngaloo ndlela ke, xa ndiqala ukufumana, kwaye ngokuqhelekileyo okanye ngaphantsi koko ndiyidla, emva kweeveki ezimbalwa zithwaxwa ngamathambo kunye nazo zonke iintlobo zokuphazamiseka-ngoko umzimba uphulile ekudleni kwabantu. Ndandingenakuthamsanqa inhlanhla - ngokukhawuleza ndaya kwelinye lezakhono ezinomdla kakhulu kwihlabathi - iindaba zengxelo. Kwaye kwiofisi yeendaba zorhwebo nezentengiso, ngelo xesha - ukuzivocavoca kunzima kakhulu. Kodwa ke ndakhetha lo qeqesho kungekhona ngethuba: umama wayichitha ubomi bakhe bonke kwiindaba zoqoqosho, waba ngummeli wokuqala weendaba kweli lizwe, waxhasa ngokucacileyo abavukuzi ababethayo kumaphephandaba, babecingwa njengoluhlobo lwemiqulu yabo yamanyano, esetyenziselwa i-arhente yeendaba ezininzi, kuquka iSweden. Ndandilandela ezinyathelweni zakhe. Enyanisweni, ukupapashwa kweli lizwe kwakuqala nje. Kwabonakala ngathi kwithuba elizayo kwakuya ku thembisa, imali yemisebenzi. Ukongezelela, ndenenhlanhla kabini - ndandingumgca wokugqibela wabangena kwiSoviet Union, abangena ngaphandle kwentlawulo. Sekudlulileyo kunyaka olandelayo, emva kokubhikisha, abemi base-Ukraine basebenza njengabangaphandle kwaye kuphela kwisebe elihlawulwe. Ewe, intsapho yethu yayingenalo hlobo lwemali. Ngako oko, eMoscow andizange ndibe nalo, kwaye ngokungathi ukuba kwakusungulwe ubomi bam kwikamva, awaziwa. "

Usuku lokuphulwa komthetho

"Ndaqalisa ukusebenza ngomnyaka wesibini. Ekuqaleni, kunye nabahlobo, bebexhomekeke kwisebe lopapasho lenye yeenkampani. Kodwa ngokukhawuleza waqonda ukuba ukuthengisa - akuyena wam. Kwaye ke ukuphela kwesiganeko senzekile. Enye yeenkqubo eziphambili zomculo zagula, kwakungekho mntu uhambayo emoyeni. Ba ndibeka. Ngoko ke ndaba yiindaba ezihamba phambili zomculo kwiBIZ TV, kwaza kwafika kwi-MTV. Wahamba-waya. Ngona ngqiqo, waba ngumntu wokuqala waseRashiya. Thina kunye nabafana beyinye yeyokuqala ukuzisa unxibelelwano lwabantu olubukhoma kwisikrini. Ngaphambi koko, kuphela izithethi - "iintloko zokuthetha" - zikwimeko. Ngamanye amazwi, saba ngumbonisi weTV, ongazange asasaze, - uthetha kubaphulaphuli ngolwimi olunye, kuphela emoyeni. Sazivumela ngokupheleleyo izinto zonke: ukukhwabanisa, ukuhleka, ukudana kunye nokukhala. Kwakuyinto enomdla, inomdla, ukuba njengoko umsebenzi wawungaqondwanga - i-buzz eqhubekayo. Kwaye xa bafumana ukuzonwabisa, baqala ukuhlawula, ngenhlanhla kwakungekho umda! Ekuqaleni sajongwa njengabaselula, inkundla ethile, eyayisasazwa ngomyalezo owodwa wokuxoxisana: "Kulo hlobo uvunyelwe yonke into. Into ephambili - ungafungi kwaye ungabonisi imbongolo. " Ngakolunye uhlangothi, oku kukudibanisa, kwelinye i-minus. Ngokuqinisekileyo, thina sasizibonakalise thina, kodwa senze iipazamo ezininzi. Emoyeni, abantu babehlala bebiza abantu abangonelanelekanga, kwaye iziqalekiso zaqhekeka, kwaye indawo yawa phantsi, kwaye iikhamera zazilibala ukucima, kwaye sasingazi ngako. Ngoko baqhubeka bebethaza malunga "sele, malunga nentombazana". Kodwa eqinisweni yonke into enomtsalane wokusasaza okuphilayo. Kwaye ukuba ungobuchule, ukuba ulwimi lwakho lugxininiswe ngokufanelekileyo kwaye awuyi kunyuka ephaketheni ngamagama, ngoko kupholile. Kubalulekile - kwimeko engathandabuzekiyo ukuba ungabi neentloni, kungekhona ukulahleka, ungakhathazeki. Emva koko kukho nayiphi na intloni enokuzibophelela. Sazibonakalisa ngokuzithoba ngethuba lethu malunga nezopolitiko, nangona babengenayo imfundiso yezopolitiko. Ngo-1992 ndahlaba umpompo wam, ngo-1993 ndenza i-tattoo yokuqala. Ngaba unokucinga ukuba kwakubonakala ngathi? Njengokuphulwa kwayo yonke imimiselo, ukunyathelwa kwezinto zokuziphatha, imirhumo! Oko umtyholi kunye noMtyholi engabonakaliyo kwinqamlezo - kunye ne-bald, kunye nezinyo zensimbi, kunye nepeyinti yemfazwe. Andizange ndandinomdla kwimbono yoluntu kunye nentsingiselo yoluntu. "

Usuku lokulahlekelwa kakubi

Ngethuba lokuqala ndatshata ndisafunda (umyeni wokuqala kaTatyana ungumgumbi weqela le-IFK uMaxim Galstyan). Sonke sahlala iminyaka eyisibhozo. Kwakubudlelwane obude, obuqinileyo, obuphelile ngokuhlukana ngokupheleleyo. Imvakalelo ayikho, ubudlelwane buphelile. Nangona kwakungamava amahle. Kungenjalo, namhlanje ndizahluka- ngezinto eziphambili, ngandlela-thile, ndifuna ukubonakala ngongcolileyo, kwaye akukho nto, ndihlala ndiyakha amadoda, ngoloyiko into enokuthi yenziwe, enomnqweno wokuba ngowokuqala, kwaye uThixo akafuni, yesibini. Ngelinye igama, ukungabalulekanga okungabalulekanga kubusa kunoma ubani. Wahamba kunye neengxaki ezingenasidingo, ukudonsa kwizinto ezinqabileyo, ukuchitha ixesha ngaphandle kwabo bantu. " Iminyaka eyisibhozo eyadlulayo ebomini beTutta, kwenzeka intlekele. Abafazi baya kuqonda esi sihogo. Ngeveki yama-32 yokukhulelwa, uTatiana kwafuneka aphumelele ngokuzalwa ngokuzenzekelayo kunye nokuphulwa kwangempela, iinzame, iintlungu ezingenakucingwa. Ngakolunye uhlangothi, wazala njengowesifazane oqhelekileyo ekubambeni, kwelinye - wayesazi ukuba akukho mntwana. Kwaye ke ngoko oogqirha bathi ingxaki ingafumaneka ngaphambili, ngeveki nge-17, kodwa imeko yezinto eziqhelekileyo isigulane saziswa kuphela ngomhla wama-32. Ukususela ngoko, unina wayesazi ukuba ingcwaba yayiyintoni kumntwana. Emva kokuba kukho uxinzelelo olude lwexesha elide. Andifuni ukuhlala, nangona kwakungekho nto yokucinga ukuzibulala. Kwaye akukho nto nanye: akukho zizathu, akukho mvakalelo, akukho mivo, akukho minqweno. UTanya wafa buhlungu - kokubili ngokokuziphatha nangokwenyama. Kwangexesha elide ndisebhedlele, umama wayehlala ehleli nam. Ubushushu bugcinwe ngama-40, i-droppers rhoqo, amayeza ... Uchaza: "Umzi wonke uphelile." Oogqirha abahle kakhulu, unina nonqulo banceda ubomi. Abaninzi bakholelwa ukuba intlekele eyenzekayo ngenxa yesimo sengqondo esingenakukhathalela wena kunye nosana lwakho. Okokuqala - umboniso ohambelana nomzondo ojikelezayo, unomfanekiso osisigxina sezithombe kuze kube yinyanga yesibhozo, i-tonic ephezulu kunye ne-jeans enebhanti ephantsi, ebonisa umntwana ozayo njengokuba kuboniswa. UTanya akavumelani kakhulu. "Ukukhulelwa kwaba luvuyo olukhulu, endikuphuphayo ukuwabelana nehlabathi lonke, ndandifuna ukubonisa wonke umntu indlela enhle ngayo ukulindela umntwana. Yaye loo mfazi esesikhundleni akayi kunqatha, akayi kubi, akayi kugula. Ulungile. Ndandiziva ndikhululekile, andizange ndihlupheke kwi-toxicosis, kwakukho amandla amakhulu namandla kum! Ehlabathini akuzange kuqhutywe, kuqhutywe, kuyo yonke indawo ixhomekeke. Kwaye andingesabi ngamehlo ambi, amehlo ambi. Amatye amaninzi atyhulwa kwiifolthi ze-glossies kwimeko enomdla: Demi Moore, Pamela Anderson. Kwaye akukho nto. Mhlawumbi kwelinye. Kaloku, mna nomyeni wam singenako ukunika umntwana oko akufanelekile. Nantsi inkunzi yenze isigqibo sokuba ingabonakali ngokukhanya. Wonke umntu ongamvumeli ukuba uThixo awele kwimeko efana neyami - ukuxinezeleka okubi kunye nentlekele, ndinokuthabatha indlela engcono kakhulu yokuphuma: ngawo onke amandla akho, intonga yakho entloko (okanye kwiesile) uthi ngokuzithoba: "Ewe akufanele ube neentloni, Ixabiso? Hlangana ngokukhawuleza uze uvuke. " Ukuba umntu uhamba yedwa, uphefumlela, akukho nto imlimazayo-kuphela oku kubalulekile ukuba simbulele kakhulu kuThixo. Ewe, kukubi xa ulahlekelwa ngumsebenzi wakho, uhlupheka xa loo mntu ehamba nawe ... Kodwa, kholwani, oku kukude kakhulu. Kodwa xa isigulo singagxininisi, kwaye sele usenakho uncedo, awukwazi ukunyuka, xa uvakalelwa kukuba ungumthwalo, kwaye akukho ndlela yokuphuma - ngoko ekugqibeleni uqala ukuqonda ukuba yintoni - inenelo yovuyo. Kungokuba uhlala nje. Kwaye abanye, kholwani, kuya kuguqulwa ngokuqinisekileyo, kuba uThixo unikela umntu ngokulinganayo njengoko angakwazi ukuma. "

Usuku lokuzalwa lukaLuka

Ukususela kwintlekele eluvuyiseni akukude kakhulu - uTanya uza kufumana ngoku oku: ubuhlobo obutsha nomnye umntu buya kubuyisa kunye nokuvuyela ukuthetha kwakhona, kwaye ngo-2005 unyana wakhe uLuka wabonakala. Umama wakhe omama, wathatha ixesha elide kumanye abantu, kodwa ukukhulelwa nokubeletha kwakumangalisayo ngokulula. Kwaye uvuyo, mhlawumbi, luya kuzaliseka ukuba loo mntu wayehlala nabo. Kodwa washiya, kwaye umhla wokuzalwa kaTutta, wesifazane, ulonwabo lwahlehliswa iminyaka emininzi. "Ngexesha lokuba unyana wam wazalelwa, ndayeka ukukhubekisa abantu. Zonke iintlungu, nangona kunjalo, ngamadoda, esidlulileyo kwixesha elidlulileyo. Ngomnye wabo ndiyambulela ngokusondelelana komnye nomnye, kwaye elowo kubo unobuninzi obumnandi, obumnene, owenene. Ewe, ukufundisa izifundo ezinzima kubonga kakhulu. Ndabiza unyana wam uLuka, kuba, okokuqala, libizo leBhayibhile, kwaye okwesibini, ngulo gama lomnye wakhe omkhulu. Eli xesha ukukhulelwa kwaba lula. Ndazalela, ndingenazo iingxaki kwaye ngokukhawuleza. Xa unyana wam waziswa kum ngexesha lokuqala waza walala ngesisu sakhe, akazange akhonze, akazange afune into. Wayethetha ngokuthula, ehlaziye into yakhe, eyayiyazi, yabelana ngayo. Ubawo asibonani kunye no-titshala. Akafiki kuLuka nokuba. Nangona kunjalo, mhlawumbi, kule meko, sinokusola. Ndiyabulela uThixo ukuba lo mntu ebomini bam kwenzeka, kuba naye senza umfana onjalo. "

Usuku loMgqibelo woMoya

Ngomyeni wakhe wangoku uValery Tanya wadibana kwi-program yeTV "Imfihlo Yempumelelo". Wafika kunye nebhendi yakhe yomculo evela eSaratov, kodwa esikhundleni senkunzi-ntloko wayinqoba intliziyo yombonisi. Kwangexesha elide isibini sifihla uthando oluqalisile. Akunjalo ngenxa yokuba besaba ukusabalalisa - babesaba ukuthusa injabulo. Emva konyaka bathetha ukutshata. Ukususela ngoko, uTanya akanalo usuku olulodwa lushiya uluvo lonwabo, uxolo, ukubonga. Ekuqaleni, uLuka wathatha upapa omtsha ngokugqithiseleyo, ngobukhwele obuqondakalayo bomntwana. Enyanisweni, kwacaca ukuba uValery uyazi indlela yokudibanisa nabantwana. Ngoku bahlobo bahlobo. Kwaye xa umama walala ebusuku, esebenzela amadoda, uzolile. "Kuhle ukuba umyeni wam akayena mntu ubonisa ishishini loshishino kwaye akanalo nantoni nombono wam onomabonakude kunye noonomathotholo. Usebenza njengomlawuli wezobugcisa kwinkampani encinane yokuvelisa. Okokuqala, ndingumfazi wakhe nomama, uLuka, kwaye ngoko ndibe ngumbonisi weTV kunye nomntu woluntu. UValera uyindoda yinyani, inamandla, ifanelekileyo, imonde. Uthi yena kunye nendodana yakhe - yangaphambili. Kwaye ndiqhubeka nditshintsha - ukuze kube ngcono. Nangona ekugqibeleni ukuphumla, kubonakala ngathi ayiyi kuphumelela. Njengoko i-psychoanalyst enye eneet talente ithi: "Unoyolo olupheleleyo lwesifo se-Alzheimer, isifo sengqondo somzimba. Umntu oqhelekileyo akanako ukwanelisa ngokupheleleyo ubomi bakhe. Ngexesha elifanayo, unobungqina obaneleyo kunye neentlanzi ukuphatha yonke into yefilosofi. " Eli hlobo, i-Tutta Larsen kulindeleke ukuba yongezwe kwintsapho. Uvuyo ebomini bakhe, ngokungathandabuzeki, luya kuba ngakumbi.