Imbali yokudala ibhizinisi lam

Andizange ndiyazi ukuba ndiya kwenza ntoni, apho ndiza kusebenza khona. Ubungcali bam bebukeka bungafanelekanga, kwaye bade bungozi. Andizange ndifune ukubuyela kumachiza, kodwa ukushiya ibhizinisi lam liyintanda kwakungekho kwam amandla. Ukugqithwa ngobomi bemihla ngemihla, andizange ndiphume ngaphandle kwendlu, ndangena kwixinzelelo. "Ntombi yam, wena, esitokisini, sukuma," watsho uMama, ngokucophelela, esaba ukukhubekisa.
"Ndiya kuvuka, vuka," waphendula ngokungafaniyo.
Enyanisweni, ngokukhawuleza kwaqala ukutshintshwa kweso sixeko. Ngokuqinisekileyo, ndanikezwa izithuba apho, kodwa ndavuma, kuba kuya kuba, kunjalo. Ngandlela-thile ngethuba lokutyelela kwenzululwazi yam, ndanikwa isigqebhezana kwi-seminar "Indlela yokuqalisa ishishini lakho". Intombazana yenkwenkwezi igxininise ukuba oku akusiyo isimemo, kodwa kunoko umyalelo.

Ndaya. Igumbi elinyeneyo lizele abantu abanjengami, befuna indawo yabo ebomini. "Ewe, ukungabikho kwemisebenzi kuhamba phambili," ndacinga, ndahlala phantsi kwisihlalo sam. Nangona okokuqala okokuqala, malunga nentombazana eyandixelele yona, ndandingathembeki, kodwa konke okufanayo, kungalindelekanga entloko yam kukho iingcamango ezilungileyo. Ndiphantse ndizange ndive oko wayethethayo, ukucinga malunga noko angakwenza. Ndahlala ngasekupheleni kweemina, ndicinga ngemibono yam. Kwintliziyo yam kukho ubuncinci, kodwa ithemba-kwakhona ukuzama ukunceda abantu. Ekugqibeleni, wonke umntu wasuka ngokukhawuleza esuka ezihlalweni zakhe, ukukhawuleza ukuphawula ngokukhawuleza - kunye nokuphuma. Kukho kuphela mna. Intombazana eyasitshela ngoshishino yayibheke kwiirekhodi. Mhlawumbi, wayelungiselela isemina elandelayo. Esebenzisa le nto, wasondela ehlazo.
- Ndixelele, nceda, ndifuna ntoni ukuqala ibhizinisi lam? Ndingathanda ukwazi ngakumbi.
UTatyana, igama lakhe bekunjalo, akazange amgxeka ngenxa yokuba wayexelele yonke into, kodwa wazinikela ukudibana kwakhona, kodwa yedwa, kwaye uxoxe yonke into ngokubanzi. Ndavumelene ngokuvakalayo, kwaye savuma ukudibana naye ngoLwesihlanu olandelayo. Ingcamango yam yayiyikuhlela izifundo ngokulawulwa kokukhulelwa kokubeletha.

Xa sasihlangene noTatyana, ndaqalisa ukuxelela ingcamango yam. UTanya wayethanda inzondelelo yam, waza wacela ukunceda ukuba ndibhale isicwangciso soshishino esicacisiweyo. Ngoko ndafumana imali okokuqala ngqeshisa ukuqasha igumbi elinobuhle. Kwaye kukho inkathazo eninzi ukulungiselela iikhosi, kwafuneka ndifunde iincwadi ezininzi ezongezelelweyo, ndixhobisa igumbi, ndhengeza ngeveki. Iikhosi zam zaqala ukufumana impumelelo. Ixesha elizayo i-mamas ithandile umoya okhuselekile owawunamandla kwiiklasi zethu. Kwaye ke, ekugqibeleni, zam iingcamango azizange zamukelwe ngokuhleka usulu, kodwa ngokusondeza. Ndamema abacebisi abancancisayo kwiziko lam.
Ngokuhamba kwexesha, ndavula i-studio ye-fitness kwabesetyhini abakhulelweyo, nangona kwakungekho lula, kukho iingxaki kwigumbi, kunye nokuhanjiswa kwezixhobo. Kodwa ngoku ndivakalelwa kukuba ndihlala endaweni yam.

Isiphumo esiphumeleleyo sokubeletha kuxhomekeke ekulungiseleleni kowesifazane kwaye ipesenteji yalabo banikwe isigaba se-caesarean ngexesha lokuzalwa kuncinci kakhulu. Ngokuqinisekileyo, izigulane zam ziya esibhedlele esifanayo, kodwa ndizama konke okusemandleni ukuba ndibafundele ingcali efanelekileyo, kuba ndiyazi bonke oogqirha apho. Kwaye abanye abafundi bam bagqiba nokuzalwa kwendlu, omnye waza wazala ulwandle. Andizange ndikhuphe nabani na isinyathelo esinzima, senza uqeqesho olufanelekileyo phakathi kwabo. Ngendlela, bonke babethintela kakuhle-bazala abantwana abasempilo. Kwa kutshanje intombazana yeza eklasini iya kufunda kunye nam, kwaye ndafunda kuyo-ngubani oya kucinga! - Tatyana. Lowo wandincede ndivule ibhizinisi lam. Kwaye ngoku wayelindele umntwana. Kwakumnandi kwaye ujabule ukudibana kwiimeko ezinjalo.
Siceba kunye noTatyana - siceba ukuvula isikhungo sokuphuhlisa abantwana ukususela kwiinyanga ezintandathu ukuya kwiminyaka emithathu.

Esixekweni sethu kukho amaziko amaninzi awamabhinqa abakhulelweyo. Kodwa thina, sinokuthi, boovulindlela kweli phepha. Ngoko ke, abafazi bayasithemba, bacebise abahlobo babo. Ngokuqhelekileyo, andiyilo lokhuphiswano. Ngoku ndiyonwabile xa omnye umama undibiza ngeendaba ezivuya:
- ndimangalisa! Ndiyabulela kakhulu, wasinceda kakhulu. Lo mbhiyozo wobomi bwenene!