Ndiyathanda inqaku elithi "uthando luya kwindawo." Ngenxa yokuba akukho mntu, eneneni, akwaziyo ngqo apho uya khona. Kwaye indawo iyindawo efanelekileyo kakhulu. Kukho, kubonakala kum, kunokwenzeka kwaye kungekhona ukulahlekelwa into enjalo ... Kuyinto enobukrakra kwintsapho apho kukho abantwana abane. Xa wayeneminyaka elishumi elinesine, watshela upapa ukuba ufuna ukufumana imali yepokhethi. "Awukwazi ukwenza nantoni na! Yiya kwisityalo - baya kukufundisa indlela yokufumana imali *. UBawo ngokwakhe wasebenza njengomatshini wecala kwaye ngoko wayengenako ukuxelela indlela elula okanye yokudala yokufumana imali. Kwaye ndafumana umsebenzi njengomfundi we-locksmith. Ukufunda kudluliselwe kwisikolo sakusihlwa, kwaye yahlala. Kamva waphumelela kwiikhosi waza waba ngumbukeli wekhompyutheni ngaphambili-ezinje ezihlalutyo ezinkulu. Babesoloko bephulwa ngabaqhubi bamabhinqa, kwaye ndazilungisa. Ngoko bhala: iingxaki nabasetyhini baqala ukulandela umculi uKalnin ukususela ebusheni. Ndiyakholelwa ukuba yonke i-destiny iyigwetyiweyo ngaphambi kokuba sizalwe, andiyingozi, kodwa umntu ophakamileyo "ochaziweyo" ubomi obonwabileyo nomntu oyedwa, omnye-uphando olungunaphakade, kwaye alukho iphoso.
Into engaqhelekanga
Ngandlela-thile, mhlawumbi ndiyamangalisa. Ngokomzekelo, ndicinga ngokucacileyo ukuba kunokwenzeka ukuba kuphule ngokukhawuleza isithuba somntu ongakhuselekanga kunye nezihlunu kunye noTom. Akunjalo yonke into ebomini bethu inokuvakalelwa kwaye ichazwe. Nangona ukubhubhisa ubomi bomnye umntu kulula kwaye kungenakuncedo lwemikhosi yamandla, kodwa nje ukuhleka, ukunyundela, ukunyelisa. Ukunyaniseka, kwintetho, ndiloyiko lokwenza i-champagne kunye nenkosikazi ethile. Ngomso baya kushicilela iifoto kwaye bonge ukuba emva kokusela utywala, umculi uKalninsh uyambetha. Kwaye konke oku kuba ezinye zokuncedisa ezingasondliyo kwivenkile yokutyela "yabona ingqumbo kwisandla sakhe." Ewe, ndinjalo, ndibetha wonke umntu. Yaye yintoni na inqaku elithi "isimboli sesondo"? Akufanele ube ngumqondiso wesini, kodwa uthabatha inxaxheba. Ubuncinane, ndiyathanda le ndlela ngakumbi. - Ndiyabona, kwaye var, awunelisekile kumaphephandaba. Kodwa akukho msi ongenawo umlilo, kwaye mhlawumbi kungekho ekuqaleni, enikezelwe kuwe izaveli kunye nabadlali abaninzi ... -Ye, ngelo xesha abazange baxakeke, badibanise ngokucacileyo nabo bonke abadlali, apho ndafuneka ndisebenze kwindawo enye! NgoLena Safonova sadubula emifanekisweni emine ngokulandelelana, ngokuqala nge "Cherry Cherry" eyaziwayo, ukusuka apho, ndicinga, kwaye ndithetha "ngobuhlobo bethu". Abantu bathanda ukukholelwa ukuba uthando ludlalwa ngokugqithiseleyo kwisikrini sase-Ivar nje ngokuba kunjalo. Ngokuqhelekileyo, kulungile ukukholelwa ukuba kukho uthando. Musa nje ukuyibeka kwabanye abantu: - Ngaba omnye umntu ubonisa uthando kuwe? - Ewe, ewe ^ andifuni ukukhankanya igama le-actress, udume kakhulu kwaye ngoku ubenomfanekiso omninzi. Andiyazi into eyenzekayo kuthi, ngenxa yento aqale ngayo le ngxelo ngothando lwakhe lweminyaka edlulileyo kwiphephandaba ... Bathi wayebonakala enenkathazweni nomyeni wakhe, kwaye mhlawumbi wacinga ngokubiza loo mbulali umona. Ngoko ndandingabodwa kwintando, sisekho iqela elipheleleyo labakwa-comrades. Ehlekisayo kakhulu ... Andiyazi ukuba amanye amadoda athetha ntoni, kodwa kwimeko yam bekungekho inveli kuwo onke, kodwa i-amurchik, kunye neyinto exakile. Ndivuma, kuyisono sangempela, kodwa ukubiza isiqwenga, endingaye, ndabuhlungu emva koko, ubudlelwane? Amadoda aseDrunk ayonke i-nerds, yinyaniso. Ngaphandle koko, le ntshukumo yenzeke iminyaka engamashumi amathathu edluleyo! Ngamafutshane, ndiyaxolisa ukuba zonke iireveli zakhe zazinkulu.
Intshayelelo
Mna-Kalninsha, kwakungenakwenzeka. Emva kokushicilelwa, bendibhalela phantsi umboniso weTV kwaye babuza, phantse badibanisa: "Hayi ... Wenze njani nalo mdlali?" Ewe, andiyikhumbule! Kwafuneka ndihleke: Bhatala imali. Emva koko ndiya kukuxelela zonke iinkcukacha kunye nemifanekiso yezithombe ezingcolileyo. " Akukho nto ebomini bam kukho ubudlelwane obufanayo kumfazi kunye nenkosikazi okanye ngandlela-thile. Andizange ndiqale ukutshata nomfazi ngaphandle kokugqiba inombolo yangaphambili. Ngokuqhelekileyo, kubonakala kum, ndihlala ndihlala. Nokuba bethande. Ewe, kwakukho imitshato embalwa, abantwana abahlanu ... Kukho abantu abanokuziqhayisa ngokuphindaphindiweyo. Ndiyakwazi nje ukuba bonke abantwana bam bazalwa ngothando. - Ivar, wazi njani u-Ilga? - ebusheni bam ndidlala kakhulu. Wadlala igarari. Thina, njengalindelekileyo, sinebhendi esasenza nabo kuzo zonke iintlobo zemidaniso kunye neekhonsathi. Ixesha laseSoviet lalikhethekileyo: ngoko bekufuneka ukuba umfundi kufuneka athathe inxaxheba kwimidlalo yamatrice, okanye angene kwimidlalo. Ngaphandle koko, wayejongwa njengomzimba kunye nomntu ongeyithuthukiweyo. Ngokuqinisekileyo, ndandithanda ubuchule ngaphezu kokuzama ukutshintsha izixhobo ... Sasigula ngomculo, kwaye nokuba nethuba lokunyanzeliswa kwamahhala kwiindidi ezahlukahlukeneyo zentsholongwane kwakungesabi. Amantombazana ahlabelela, kwaye sasidlala. ... Ngaloo busuku senza kwi-Medical Institute. Le nkqubo yayiquka ibhondi yebhesi. Kufuneka kuqatshelwe ukuba ii-orchestras ngelo xesha zazihlala zidibanisa ukuphuhliswa kwenkcubeko yabantu abasebenza kuzo zonke ezilandelanayo - izazinzulu kunye nabachweli babebetha ngokukhawuleza kwimibhobho ... Kubonakala ngathi le bhondi ibanjwe ngabafaki-mlilo abaxhasiweyo. Kwaye ngoko simi, silindele ukuphela kwesicwangciso somoya esinzulu, kuba kufuneka sidlale emva kwabo, ukukhanyisa amayeza aqokelelwe ukutya kwesidlo sakusihlwa ... Yena, onobuncwane-onobubele, wayenegunya elipheleleyo kulo mbutho wabantu. Kwaye nangona umgudu wokusela webhiya wawusuka emva kombhobho omkhulu, umculi wakhuphuka ukuze angene kumanqaku. Kwavela ukuba umfundi wekhono lomculo wayeqhuba, kwaye wabelwa le orchestra. Andizange ndilahlekelwe yintombazana leyo. Ukongeza kwinto yokuba u-Ilga wayenobuchule bokuqhuba, wayebuhle kakhulu. Ngoko ndawela iminyaka engamashumi amabini. Ndaxubusha kwaye ndenza isipho ... Ilga wayeyintombazana enzulu, wayevuyiswa ngumculo, kwaye wandivuselela kakhulu kangangokuba ndaphonsa zonke iingoma zam egatini ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndaza ndazibona Ngendlela, sidlale umtshato kunye nemali evela ekuthengisweni kwamagitari kunye nezixhobo. Emva koko umfazi wakhe waphumelela kwiNkcubeko yeNkcubeko egama linguKrupskaya eSt. Petersburg, wathola uqeqesho lomfundisi wecandelo lomculo kwaye usafundisa esikolweni somculo. Ngoko kwintsapho yokuqala, yonke into yayiqhubeka ngokungathi ingqiqo epheleleyo yeli binzana.
Intsapho entsha
Ngomnye, kwakukho amantombazana amancinane - u-Una no-Elena. Ngoku ifufusa ukuba ibe neenyanga zeinapinapples, ke ezimbini - ukusela ubisi lwebhokhwe, kwaye emva kweenyanga ezintandathu ungacwangcisa ukukhulelwa komntwana. Ngaphambili, konke kwakulula: abantu bathandana, ngoko banabantwana. Umfazi wam unomculo, ndiyomdlali omncinane wesigaba. Kodwa sazama ukuqhubeka. Umphefumlo we-Striptease, ofundiswa kwigumbi lokufundela, ongafanelanga ubomi obuqhelekileyo, iPushkin, Chekhov, uShakespeare, obhala ngokubanzi ngothando olungathandekiyo, musa ukudibanisa kakuhle ubomi obonwabileyo. Ukuzama ngandlela-thile ukudibanisa okungahambelaniyo, ndathatha kunye nokundwendwela kwaye ndadla i-Ilgu kunye neentombi. Nangona ukuba udumo lwafika ngokukhawuleza, andizange ndibe nkwenkwezi kangangokuba umnwe awubetha ngomnwe kwaye yonke ixesha ekhanda lam ndilahlekelwa nguShakespeare ... Ngamanye amaxesha ndandisebenzisa ukuhlamba i-diapers, kwaye ndipheka izitya zezingane. Mhlawumbi kungekhona ngokuphindaphindiweyo njengoko sifuna ... Kakade, ngokubakho ukubonakala komntwana kufuna ixhoba kumfazi. Amaxhoba am ambalwa, ndazama nje ukubonelela intsapho. - Intombi ayizange ikhubeke, ukuba uchithe ixesha elifutshane kunye nabo, awuyi kuphuma ixesha elide? - Una, wayeneminyaka elishumi elinesithandathu, wathi ke akunakwenzeka ukuhamba kunye nam - onke amehlo. Ngoko waya phambili. Kwaye xa ndandijikeleza, ndaqonda yonke into kwaye ndaziva ndingonwabi: abanye babenobunzima obukhulu ebusweni babo; "Ay-yay, umculi uKalninsh, kunye nentombazana ehamba phambili ..." Awuyi kuchazela wonke umntu ukuba le ntombi yam. Ndingumntu omdala, kwaye waqhuma ... Ngezinye iindawo ukuhamba okunjalo kuphazamise izicelo ze-autograph okanye ndinokukufotela? "Ingqalelo iguqukile, iintombi ziyakhathazeka. ... Kodwa awukwazi ukwenza ekhitshini. Zizohambo, uhambo, iindwendwe zokudubula. Mhlawumbi, ngelinye ilanga u-Ilga wayekhathele. Kwakukho iintetho malunga nokunciphisa, ukuchitha ixesha elininzi kunye nosapho, kodwa ukungenakwenzeka okunjalo akunakwenzeka. Elinye iphrojekthi lidonsa enye, awukwazi ukuphuma kwindlu. Andiyazi indlela yokuchazela, kodwa kuwe uhlobo oluthile lwamandla luqala ukuqokelela, kwaye ukuba ungayifuni, liza kuqhekeza njengelo hamster!
Akuphelelanga
Umculi kufuneka enze njenge-Kalnins. Ndazama ukunciphisa mna-ukuba ndibe nayo yonke imikhosi yasekhaya, ukuba ndingasebenzi eKrisimesi noNyaka omtsha. Nangona Unyaka Omtsha Ovuyayo ... ngobusuku, ngoko ngokokufumana imali, utata woonobumba ugolide. Ngoko ke, ndihamba kunye nentsapho kwivenkile yokutyela, ndihamba ndiya emsebenzini, kwaye ndisongela ukujoyina. Konke kulungile: Ndiyingozi - bayavuya, ndiyifumene kakuhle-iyamnandi kum. Ndinomhlobo, kunye nomculi odumileyo, ngoko waqulunqa indlela enye: "Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ezedlule ndihamba nomfazi wam yonke indawo yokuhlalisa esixekweni. Sahamba kwada kwasa ... Ngoku ezintandathu ezintandathu ndikhululekile. " Umfazi wezobugcisa ngumsebenzi. Kwa kunzima. - Ngokukodwa xa uyayifumana, kwaye umculi ushiya kubantwana abangamashumi amabini obomi bombutho. - Inkathazo yaqala ixesha elide ngaphambi kokuba ndishiye intsapho. Asizange siphikisana, asizange sityhafise ingqiqo evumelekileyo. Mhlawumbi, ukukhathala kwengqondo kuye kwaqokelela. Kwaye, ngendlela, u-Ilga wayengowokuqala ukuhamba. Wahlala kunye nomama, kwaye ndahlala kunye neentombi zam. Kwaphela ixesha, babekho. Umninikhaya, kufuneka ndivume, akazange asebenze kum. Ukukhathalela indlu ngokuzenzekelayo ithatha intombi endala. Andizange ndixoxe no-Il ngezizathu zesenzo sakhe, kuba andizange ndive i mfuneko yokufumanisa oko kuvele kucacile-uthando luye kwithuba, akukho nto. Uthando luhlala ixesha elingakanani? Ngubani onokunika impendulo ecacileyo kulo mbuzo? Akukho mntu. Abazali bam bonke ubomi bam kunye kunye, kwaye ke, ndacinga ukuba ndiyafana. Ubuncinane, ndingathanda. Kodwa uThixo unendlela yakhe. Omnye ulungele unyaka, bathi, ezisixhenxe - inamba ekhohlakeleyo, nangona akucaci ukuba kubi ngaphezu kweyeshumi elinambini okanye amabini, ngelo xesha ndibenomsebenzi omningi. Kwaye ndandijikeleza, ndizama ukuqhubeka, kwaye ngandlela-thile - bam! - Ndabona ukuba akukho nto iphela indlu. Tug, uyabona, akunandaba, uhlala kwinqaba elinamabini amathathu okanye i-room room modest .... Into engangomhle kangangoko ndicinga ngayo. Iimvakalelo ezinzima kunzima ukuzithumela ngamazwi, ngandlela-thile uchaze. Mhlawumbi u-Ilga wayeva into efanayo, kuphela ngaphambili, ngoko wahamba. Emva koko wabuya, kodwa ... Konke kwavela ukuba asizange sibone amathuba okuphila ubomi kunye. Yilona xa ungalindelanga nto kumfazi, kwaye awukwazi ukunikela nantoni na. Ukucaphukisa - kungeyikho ingxaki. Kwenzeka ngakumbi nakakhulu - xa unganandaba. Kuye "konke okufanayo" sele kupheleleyo. Amantombazana ayakhula: omdala kakhulu malunga namashumi mabini, omncinci - elinesine. Uxanduva lwabo, ngokuqinisekileyo, aluzange luhambe naphi na, kodwa babefuna mna ngaphantsi kunokuba babenjalo, kwaye ngokusemthethweni basabela ngokuqonda ku-Ilga kunye nam ngeengxaki ezinzulu. Ukubuyela emva kwaye uzame ukuqaphela ngexesha elithile ngokungazelelwe sibe ngabaziwayo, akunakwenzeka. Ngoko ndiyifake izinto zam kwaye ndishiya, ndabashiya indlu.
Inkululeko kunye nokuzimela
- Ivar, wabhala ukuba ushiye intsapho, kuba wadibana no-Aurelia Anuzhite ... - Sadibana no-Aurelia kamva. Emva kokuqhawula umtshato e-Ilga, ndahlala ixesha elide ndedwa. Ewe, kwakukho amabali amnandi, kodwa andizange ndiqhube umntu ekhaya. Ewe, akukho nto ebalulekileyo. Ngokuqhelekileyo, wonke unyaka wokuqala emva kokuhlukana, ndihlala ndicinga, kutheni "intsapho" yethu yahluleka kakhulu. Andikwazi ukuthetha ukuba loo ngcamango yanikelwa ngokulula. Andimangaleli mntu: kuthatha kakhulu. Lo busika kulo nyaka unqabileyo, kubonakala ngathi kuphela ebuntwaneni bam. Kwakukho iinqaba ezinkulu zeqhwa, zazingcibilika kuze kube ngu-Apreli. Kodwa iyancibilika! Kwaye phi na ubusika obubi kangaka? Kuphelile. I-Spring ibuye kwakhona. Ikhephu ayinalo ixesha lokuqokelela okwamanje, kwaye sele sele ishiya emithini. Yonke into iyahamba. Ngoko ke, mhlawumbi kuthiwa awukwazi ukungena emlanjeni ofanayo kabini. Nangona umfazi wesibini sazama, kwaye ngaphezu kweyodwa. - Ngoko, Ivar, usenalo ixesha lokufumana inkululeko? "Yaye yintoni inkululeko?" Ndicinga ukuba akukho mntu ufuna ukuhlala ekhoboka. Ukuba sithatha imbali yehlabathi, elo lonke isizwe ubuncinane kanye, kodwa silwela inkululeko. Ngelo xesha, sonke sixhomekeke kuye. Zizimeleyo - ke akukho mntu ufuna. Ndinebali elimangalisayo malunga nobudlelwane benkululeko kunye nendlela ndiboleke imali kumtshato wesibini. Ekuqaleni kweminyaka engama-90, xa yonke into idilikile, ngokukhawuleza saba sikhululekile. Umshini wombuso obizwa ngokuthi "i-cinema" waqhekeka, sazama ukuqokelela iindibano, iintlanganiso, ngelixa kungekho mntu wazi ukuba kwenzeke njani. Baphuthuma ukwenza iifilimu, kodwa ngokuphindaphindiweyo imali yanciphisa ixesha elide ngaphambi kokugqibela kweefayili, ngoko ke nge-cinema baqala ukuhlawula imali - kulo mzekelo akukho mntu unomdla kwisiphumo sokugqibela. Akukho ziprojekthi eziqhelekileyo, akukho mali, oko kuza kwenzeka akungaziwa. Kwaye ngandlela-thile bandibiza ukuba ndisebenze oko kubizwayo ngoku kwi-corporation corporation yebhanki enye yeoli, eyayiye yawa phantsi kwesi sihlalo. Ndimele ndikhokele ngokuhlwa. Abafana abathile beza, ndibize eceleni kwaye nithi; Yitsho le nto: iminyaka emihlanu ... ikhefu ... eli lixesha ... ikhefu ... elibi. " Phuma engqondweni yakho! Ladies, Central Television iye yafika ... Kodwa uya kuphi? Yathi i yalelwe. Umthendeleko unkulu-wabuthela bonke abaculi abadumileyo, ama-jokers, abathile abaxhamli bexhamla befana nomboniso ... Ngethuba lekhonsathi omnye umculi othandwa kakhulu uyeza kum, kwaye, ukhathazekile, uyabuza: "Abazange bathethe ukuba bangayihlawula phi. Kwaye bakuxelele? "" Ndicinga ukuba akubona abantu abafuna ukucelwa, "ndiphendula.
Izipho
Emva kwekonsathi, i-pantomime yenzeke phakathi kwam kunye nommeli womthengi. Ukhupha i-bundle yeebhilikhwe, kwaye iminwe yakhe iya kuba ngumatshini wokubhala ukubala imali. Kuphela: shur-shur-shur ... Akunamagama, ukujonga nje kum: "Ngaba yanele?" Ndaphendula kwakhona nge-pantomime: "Hayi ... ndingathanda." "Kuqondwa," -kubhaliwe ebusweni bendoda ebhokisini elibomvu, kwaye kwakhona-shur-shur-shur ... Kwiinyanga ezintandathu kamva kule mali, ndadlala umtshato noAurelia. Yintoni esiyithethayo? Ngokuphathelele ubukhoboka ... Ngoko ke, kuvunyelwe kuphela ukuba kulungile. Ngokuzithandela. Ngomfazi wam wesibini esiye sadibana ngo-1992 kwisethi yomfanekiso othi "Imfihlelo Yentsapho" ngoDrama ka "Balingisa". Bawubambe "ikhefu". Ndikhangelekile, ngummangaliso - ubheka yonke into eyenzekayo ngamehlo angenalwazi, eshenxisa i-champagne. Ndacinga ukuba, "Ifilimu iphelile, kwaye awukwazi ukuyibona kwakhona." Wandibizela kwivenkile yokutyela ngenxa yokuba "beqhubeka bebhiyozela ifilimu," u-Aurelia ekuqaleni wenqaba, bathi, ufuna ukutyelela unina, aze ahambe kude-neekhilomitha ezilikhulu elinamanci mahlanu. "Ndiya kuqhuba!" Ngamafutshane, akazange afune ukutyelela umama ... Ngoko ke wadibanisa iminyaka eyisixhenxe ezayo. Uthando ... Aurelia akakwazanga ukunceda kodwa ubambe. Injengeentyatyambo ezinjalo, eziqhambileyo, zasendle. Wayechukumisa kakhulu ... Ndandimangaliswe ukuba kweso sixeko esikhulu sinobugwenxa sakwazi ukugcina ukucoceka. Amadoda ngokuqhelekileyo akhangele ukungakhuselekanga. Ndijonge kuye, ndifuna ucingo lwekhonkrithi malunga nokumisa, ukuze kungabikho mimoya ... E-Aurelia kwakungekho utywala lobunzima. Ngeminyaka engamashumi amathathu, nina, bafazi, niya kubabuqili obufanayo, nitshintshele emilanjeni, kwaye thina, madoda, sinokuqiqa nje ukuba u-Natasha Rostova omncinci wanyamalala. Kodwa ndiyayigcina ... Kwaye savuka, ndacetyiswa: "Masihlale kunye", uthi: "Yiza," andiyi ndawo. " Wabiza umama, ongazange afinyelele. Ubomi obutsha buba ebomini. Ndaqeshisa indlu, uAurelia wafunda. Kwakumfuneko kuye emfundisweni yokufunda ulwimi lwaseLatvia ongazi. Ndayiguqula ngokukhawuleza kwindlebe yam, kuba ukugxiba kwagcinwa ixesha elide, kodwa kwi-theater, ngubani oya kulungisa?
Kwaqala ...
U-Aurelia ngandlela-thile wandichukumisa ukuba ndenze izinto ezilungileyo. Ngokukhawuleza ndafuna ukulungiselela ubomi bam, kwaye ndagqiba ekubeni nditshatile. Ukubanjwa kukuba ndibhaptizwa njengamaLuthere, kwaye uAurelia nguLithuania, oko kukuthi, ngumKatolika. Safika kwiCawa yamaKatolika, ndaza ndatshela ibali lam, apho umfundisi waphendula: unako, kwaye awukwazi. Iiyure ezine siye sahamba, sichaza ukuba kutheni, u-Aurelia wayethukuthele kangangokuthi wafa phantse. Ungacingi nje oko, akazange akhulelwe nonke! Kodwa ukuphelelwa amandla kwakhe kudlala ezandleni zethu - umbingeleli wayethusa kangangokuthi wabiza u-archbishop. Uthi, "Bantwana bam," wathi, "Hlala unyaka." "Ewe, sahlala iminyaka ngoku!" - Ndithi: UMbhishophu waqala ukukhumbula ulutsha, njengoko wayekhonza eBelgium kwaye ngexesha lemfazwe abantu bahlala belahlekelwa iinqunci zabo ... Inyaniso kukuba AmaKatolika awaqhawule ngaphandle kwemvume kaPapa, kwaye ke, kwiminyaka yemfazwe, njengokuba umbhishobhi omkhulu ukhumbule, kwakukho izihlandlo. "Ndiyathemba ukuba mhlawumbi uya kubaxelela iimeko zakhe ezilungileyo kwaye uya kudibana nathi." Kodwa "yena" -Abazange bathi, ngoko bahamba nantoni: U-Aurelia utata uthi: "Woza sud , Sele ndivumile. * Saya kwelinye icawa, kwaye u-archbishopu oyedwa uphuma aze abuze: "Hayi, le yiphi le maLuthela efuna ukuba ngumKatolika?" Kwaye satshata ... Sisebenza kunye nomfazi wam kunye Kusenokuba ngandlela-thile idibeneyo, kodwa ... ndamenywa khona, kodwa andizange ndivumelane, ngokuba i-repertory yethatrakthi iyimingcele yomsebenzi wekonsathi, ukuhamba, njl. Ndavumelana kuphela kwiiprojekthi eziye. "Ukuba thina sibini sinxibekile, akukho nto yokutya ekhaya," ndachazela kum umfazi. Ngonyaka sasiba noMikeus. Ndazibona ngamehlo am ukuba ndalwa njani unyana wam. Ngelo xesha, ndandithandabuzeki ukuba ndonwabisayo ngabantu. Ngako oko, akuyinto emnandi kakhulu kum, xa ngoku umntu ocinga ngcamango eqala ukuhlambalaza inkumbulo yam injabulo yelo xesha. Ngokuqinisekileyo, ukubonakala komntwana kuyinkimbinkimbi yobomi bokudala bukaAurelia. Kodwa kubonakala ngathi siyaphikisana. Xa sidibana, wenza into eninzi, kwaye unesihe ukuba ngoku uyeke ukuyeka ukusebenza. Kwaye ndabona indlela intombazana ethandekayo eqala ngayo ukutya. Ukhwele lobuchwephesha lwabadlali - into embi, yena, njengenqanawa ye-asphalt, inokukhupha ngisho nothando olukhulu. Umfazi wam ekuqaleni wayevuyiswa kakhulu ngomsebenzi wam omtsha, kwaye ke ngandlela-thile ndayeka ... andiyi kuthetha ukuba sasingumdlali wefilimu, kodwa kwakungenxa yakhe eyayiqhubekile.
Kwakukho umfanekiso. Thembisa kakhulu. Siyamenywa ukuba sizame zombini. Oku kwaze kwaba nokukwazi ukuxilisa amaphephandaba asekuhlaleni: bathi, isibini esihle kakhulu saseLatvia siya kudlala uthando kwesikrini, njalo njalo. Zenze i zivavanyo. Bambiza baza bachaze: "Sithatha. Kwaye umfazi wakho ... Ngokubanzi, sifuna omnye umdlali *. Ndithi kumlawuli: "O-yena-yena, ndiza kuba njani ekhaya? Ndiza kugxothwa ekhishini! * Kwaye umlawuli akazange athathe imifanekiso iminyaka emihlanu, zonke iinketho zatshintsha ingqondo yakhe, zatshiswa ngale projekthi. Kwaye andinakukukhanyela - i-script ikhulu lam pesenti! Ngokuqhelekileyo, kwakukho umzekelo ocacileyo wokungazidibanisi ubomi bomntu siqu kunye nobuchule. Ekhaya, ndalindela, ubuncinane, ukuqhuma kweVesuvius entsha ... Kodwa kufuneka kuphawulwe ukuba umfazi wahlulwa ngokunyaniseka. Nangona kwakubonakala: imeko yayimkhathaza ngenxa yokuphila kanzima. Ngaphezu koko, indima ye heroine ekugqibeleni yayithathwa ngumfundi owayefunda naye u-Aurelia akazange athethe ngamazwi, kodwa ubuso bakhe bufundwa ngokucacileyo; "Umrhwebi!" Ngokwengxenye, ewe, uye wanikela ngobomi bakhe, ezinikezela ekukhuliseni unyana wakhe. Kodwa ngenxa yam, kwakhona, amaxhoba anele. Ndazama ukubonelela ukuze angacingi ngemali nantoni na, azinikezele ngokupheleleyo kwimvelo. Ndachukumisa nayiphi na inikezelo, kuba kwiminyaka engama-90 kwakukho bambalwa kakhulu kubo, kwaye sinomntwana, kwaye sasingafuni ukubala lonke ixesha njengepenny. Kwenzeke ukuba iiprojekthi ezithandekayo ezithandwayo. Baye banginika uninzi njengomdlali, kodwa, hayi, abazange bathembise ukufumana imali. Kwaye ndanyanzeliswa ukuba ndiyenqabe.
Uhlazo lomfazi
Kwaye ngoko omnye komnye ... Ndandibona nje isikhumba indlela umonakalo uqokelela ngayo. Ingqungquthela yokucaphukisa ingathukutheli yajika yaba liqula. Mhlawumbi, ekubeni ndikhulile kwaye ndinamava, ndingowokuqala ukuqonda ukuba iPasha kunye no-Aurelia ibali liya ekupheleni kwayo. Kukho amaconsi ambalwa asele - kunye nolwandle luya kuphuma kunxweme ... Kunokuba nzima ukuba abantu baqonde ukuba kutheni abanye behamba, ngokukodwa xa kuziwa kwintandane esithandayo. Kukho iingcamango ezifana "mhlawumbi, wamshaya". Ngendlela, i-Aurelia yayinokuthi itshintshe okanye iphose into "yoluhlobo lwesitya" ... ngokubanzi ndikwazi ukwenza nayiphi na into ngaphandle kokubetha ngokukhawuleza xa kuvela kumfazi. Kubonakala kum ukuba akukho nto eyoyiyo apha. Akukho mntu waphawula ukuba ixesha elide emva kwethu kokuhlukana kwethu "iSanta Barbara" yaqhubeka, kodwa nanamhla bayabhala ngokuvuya: "Oo, balwa." Ndicinga ngoko: akukho mntu ulahlile ngenxa yokulwa kwakhe. Kubalulekile - apho kwakukho utywala oluthile ebusweni. Ingaba utshintsho luyenzeka, nokuba loo mali yayiyisizathu, yinto enyanyekayo ... Ndifumanisa ukuba umfazi wam unomnye umntu. Akunjalo ukuba ndiyibambe okanye ndiyibambe - ndiyayiqonda. Andizange ndivumele ukuba ndibe nombono wobukhwele. Kwaye wayenceda, wayekhokelela uhlobo oluthile lwesilumko sokuthungca ... U-Aurelia ecasulayo wayenokuthi yonke into - namhlanje ibomvu ebomvu yabekwe kwikhoneni lekhohlo letafile, kwaye kuyimfuneko ngakwesokudla, emsebenzini wayelibazisekile ngokukhethekileyo ukucaphukisa ... Ndiyakwazi ukuphosakeka, kodwa kubonakala ngathi , ukuba uninzi lwayo yonke into eyayikhathazekile ngenxa yokungabi namona ngandlela-thile, into yokuba andenzi nto, andizenzi iingxoxo eziyinkimbinkimbi. Impazamo yam eyona nto yayikukunyaniseka kwimeko yakhe yothando, umboniso wegama elidumileyo "elifanayo." Kungenxa yokuba ngamava kunye nobudala, ndaqonda: asinakudlulela ekuhlaleni. Iyure okanye kunjalo: ithokheni ye-tick-tock-tock ... Ngexesha elithile, sanquma ukusabalalisa ukuze siphile ubomi bomntu ngamnye. Ngoko saqhekeza. Emva kwam kwakukho nabesifazane, uAurelia, naye, akazange aphoswe. Yonke into iyacaca - siphila abantu. Kodwa ukuba wayefihle into ethile, ngoko ndandenayo yonke into entendeni yam. Nangona kunjalo ukuba ngokusemthethweni saqhubeka sitshatileyo, ndaqonda ngokucacileyo ukuba akukho ndlela yokubuya. Ndingumntu onjalo-ndicinga ukuba akufanelekile ukuzisola nantoni na, ngakumbi ebomini apho yonke into ihamba ngokukhawuleza okanye iphelile. Kodwa emva kweenyanga ezintandathu uAurelia wabizwa ngokukhawuleza. Watsho amazwi amnandi, wangqina ukuba wandithandayo. Ndinikela ukudibana. Sekunjalo, sinomntwana okhulayo, ndandibuhlungu kakhulu nguMikeus. Ngaphandle koko, ndaqonda: "wayengenayo" inenelo, kuba wayebiza ... "Yisiphi isihlunu sokulahleka?" - Ndacinga ndaya kwintlanganiso. Ukuzithemba okungafanelekanga akusilo uthando, kodwa kukho amaxesha apho kulula kakhulu ukuyikrakra yokuqala ngowesibili. Saphinda sazama ukuhlala kunye. Yiyiphi, ngokuqinisekileyo, yayiyimpazamo. Mhlawumbi umntu unokukwazi ukungena emlanjeni owodwa kabini, kodwa akukho nto yavela kuyo. - Kutheni? - Uyabona, andiyikudlala umdlalo we-violin wesibili. Hayi yonke imihla. Ndiyakwazi ukuhlamba i-pantyhose kwaye kusasa kusasa ikhofi ebhedini. Ngokumalunga nobuqili, yonke into kufuneka ihlale ingatshintshi, ndifuna inkululeko enkulu njengoko kuyimfuneko. Kwaye ke, ingxaki ngokwenene ukuthatha iteksi ukuba andinayo ixesha lokukugxotha emotweni? Njengesivumelwano. Kwaye kwenzeka ukuba kunjalo; "Andikwazi kusasa." - "Kwenzekani!" - "Njalo!" Konke kwakhona kwavela ukuba ukuze ulonwabo olupheleleyo lukaAurelia, ndimele ndihlale ekhaya ndilinde ngokuthobeka apho afuna ukuya khona kwiyure. Ubomi obunjalo abukho kum. Emva kokuphinda sihlangane, ndandiba nzima nakwizinto ezinjalo. Andizange sicinge ukuba kunokwenzeka ukuyeka umsebenzi onomdla wokulondoloza ikhaya lethu.
Ukuxakeka emphefumlweni
Kwakungekho nzima. Ngoko xa umfazi wam washiya indlu ngenye imini, ndaya kwiofisi ye-registry ndaza ndafaka isicelo somtshato. Wathwala zonke izinto, kuba ngubani omele uxanduva, uhlawula umsebenzi ... Watsho kumgwebi ukuba akukho ukuqonda phakathi kwethu, mhlawumbi ngenxa yokubahluko phakathi kweminyaka. Umntwana kwintsapho yedwa, ngoko sahlukana ngokukhawuleza. Wayecinga ukuba ndiyomcela ukuba abuyele! Kodwa kwavela ukuba into eyahlukileyo-andiyikukhupha iimbopheleleko zomtshato. Kwaye ke, njengengoma yeVettinsky yam intanda: "Kwaye ukulahlekelwa ngumdlalo omncinane, kunye nomhlobo wakhe uqala ukudlala ngothando. Kwaye ngandlela-thile ukuqinisekisa.
Uthando olulula lomntu
Aurelia yanyamalala. Ngengqiqo epheleleyo yegama. Andizange ndiyazi ukuba waya phi, kwaye wayekhathazekile kakhulu ngenxa yokungakwazi ukuthetha kunye nendodana yakhe. Ndacinga emva kwexesha kwakuzopholisa kwaye zenze zive. UMikeyus wayengeke abekwe ityala ngale nto, akayifumananga kubazali bakhe ... Ekuqaleni akazange akwazi ukulala, wayengasigcini amehlo akhe, kwaye nangu yena, nkwenkwana yam. Ukulangazelela okunjalo! Wavuka waza wahamba njengengcuka ejikeleza kwigumbi ukusuka kwikona ukuya kwikona. Ndisayikhumbula-kwaye intliziyo yam iyaxubha, ndazama ukuyivakalisa loo meko, ukuze ndinganiki izizathu ezininzi zokuhlamba amathambo am enkampanini, ndaqala ukubakhangela. Ndandifuna, phantse ne-Interpol, kodwa i-Aurelia njengamanzi iye yanyuka. Phantse iminyaka emibini idlule. Ndatshata. NgoLaura sisele ntombi - uLouise. Emva koko ndabuyela ekhaya, kwaye apho-bang! - Aurelia. Ukuhlala, iziphuzo, kunye nam uthembekileyo wam uphalaza naye. "Yintoni eyenzekayo apha?" Ndiyabuza. UAurelia uphakamisela amehlo akhe anxilayo aze aqale ukukhahlela: "Uphi na? Kuwe kuphela umntwana ozelweyo, kwaye wena shlyaeshsja! "Ngokwamagama, le meko i-surreal. Andizi ukuba zikhala okanye zihleke. "Ukuba ufuna ukufumana ulwalamano," ndithi kumfazi wam wangaphambili, "hamba, ulungele ukuqala." Ngethuba elithile, wayesebenza ngokungahambi kakuhle, waza wabuza: "Ngaba uyavuya?" "Ewe", - waphendula ngokunyanisekileyo. - Ivar, kwaye wahamba ngokuthula? - Ayinasiphelo, kodwa ehamba ... - uKalnysh, ukuba, uAurelia wayedlulile? - Akukho nto iphela kakhulu. Ubunzima bwakhiwa ngaphandle kwayo. Nantsi njalo. ULaura ngumntu ozolile. Akazange athi nantoni na. Kungekudala emva kokutyelela kwakhe, uAurelia watshata nomntu ocebileyo, babonakala benesisindo esihle. Ndiva, wabeka icawa into enjengemfihlelo yenkolo. Ndandifuna ukukubona, kodwa ndaxakeke kakhulu. Ndivuyiswa kukuba ukunxibelelana kwam kunye nendodana yam kubuyiselwe, andiswele nto enye. UMikeyus uza kundityelela. Ngamanye amaxesha nabahlobo. Ngendlela, ngesizathu esithile asikhumbuli ixesha apho sasihlala kunye. Ubonisa umfanekiso, kwaye uyamangalisa; "Waye kunye nathi?!" Kuyinto enobubele, eneneni, ukuba andinalo ithuba lokuliphakamisa, ukujonga indlela itshintsha ngayo ... Kodwa andiqondi ukuhlukana noAurelia njengephutha. Nangona sinezingane kunye naye, mhlawumbi yonke into yayiya kuba yinto eyahlukileyo. Kodwa ngesihloko esithi "kuya kuba njani, ukuba" unako ukucinga nje. Kwaye andithandi izinto ezingenanto ezingenanto. "Nawe, Ivar, ndoda enesifo, ndagqiba ukuzama iinombolo ezintathu ..." "Ewe." Yaye yonke into yayiphambuke kwakhona! Ucinga-iminyaka engamashumi amahlanu, ekugqibeleni ndiya kuphila. Unyaka uhleli. Eyoyikisayo! Ubomi be-bachelor ukhetho lwe-chic. Ngokukhawuleza, imali yabonakala ukuba andifanele ndinike, bahlobo, ubuhlungu, apho ndifuna khona - ummangaliso kunye ne-fly. Ndiyaphila, njengento ekhohlakeleyo, ukukhala ngokumnyama kunye nohlobo olunjengeyomnye akufanele. Kodwa, ngokusobala, andivunyelwe ukuba ndifumane inkululeko ixesha elide. Neymetsya ... Ubomi bam bonke ndazicwangcisa ukuze abantu ababini okanye abane bahlala kufuphi. Andikwazi ukuhlala ixesha elide ngokungenakuqonda.
Eyona nto ibaluleke kakhulu
- Njengoko bethetha, umtshato wokuqala - ovela kuThixo, okwesibini - evela kumtyholi, wesithathu, ivar? "Mhlawumbi." Kodwa andizange ndenze into ekhethekileyo. NgoLaura, sadibana nengozi, kungekhona kwinkampani yezemidlalo. Ungummeli. Kwaye ke yonke into iyimilinganiselo - iifowuni kaninzi, iintlanganiso. Ndatshata. Kubonakala ukuba uThixo uhlala esenza iimvavanyo ezahlukahlukeneyo kubantu, imibuzo eninzi iya kubuzwa kum, kunye nobuchule kunye nobomi, akayi kundiyeka. Ndihamba endleleni, kwaye andiyikuvumela ukuhamba kobugcisa: Ndiphosa imisebenzi emitsha. Yaye ubomi bubangela ukuba usandule - intombi yam izalwe, abazukulu ... uLaura uncinci kunami iminyaka engamashumi amabini anesithoba, kodwa ndidla ngokucinga ukuba into echasene nayo-ndiyinto encinane. Awukwazi ukubiza igama lakhe elingenanto. Kwaye andikaze ndidibanise ukudibanisa okunjalo kwintombi kunye nokuqonda ngaphambi kokuba ndidibane naye. Kukho ubungakanani obuninzi kuyo, njengoko kubonakala kum, akuyi kuphinda ifakwe. Endaweni ethile unokunyamezela, ungalokothi ulilahle ilitye ngasemva, kodwa unako, kwaye ujezise kakhulu. Ndicinga ukuba ungandithandile ukuba ndingubani. Kwaye, ngokucacileyo, ndikhulile. - Kuvela, Ivar, umzukulu wakho uneminyaka engama-10 ubudala kunentombi yakho encinci. Ngaba iyancwina? - Hayi, hayi ... Ezi zixhalaba. Enyanisweni, abantwana abonakala ebusheni babo bahluke kakhulu kunabo bahamba phambili. Uqala, ngaphezu kwanini na, unjani uxanduva lwakho lokunyanzelwa nguwe.