Uthando olungekho

Kuye kunye neLeshka konke kwakunjengengqungquthela yefestile! Sasithandana kakhulu ... Inkxalabo eyenzeka kum iyaba yingozi kwimvakalelo yethu. Kwaye saqhekeka. Ndifuna ukukubuza: ubona njani ubuhlungu obungenammangaliso? Lowo utyumbile intliziyo yakho kwaye ungavumeli ukuhamba iiyure. Ekuhlaselweni, ihlabathi elibonakala ngathi ligobho lokugqibela, umrhumo ocolileyo, kwaye uyindlela yokubonakalisa isizungu sezigidi zabantu ezikudlayo ngaphakathi. Ungayibonisa njani ukwesaba ukungabi namandla, ukukwazi kwakho ukuzikhusela? Zingaphi iitoni zepeyinti ezimnyama ozifunayo ukuba upende umfanekiso wesifiso sakho esingenathemba? Ayikwazi ukucinga? Kodwa ndiyakucinga konke oku! Ndingubani na? Le ndoda. Intombazana enamehlo aluhlaza, iinwele ezinde. Ndingumhle, kwaye ukuphakama kwam, umthamo wesifuba kunye namathanga kulungele ukucwangcisa ibhiziniselwano, ngoko ke kumzala waseDnepropetrovsk, ndiyimodeli ephumelelayo.
Waya eKiey to study, kwaye waqala ukusebenza kunye, kodwa kungekhona njengomzekelo, kodwa njengomthengisi kwi-boutique ebenemfashini kakhulu. Kwinqununu, ndandininzi kakhulu. Ihlabathi lakho, iqabane lakho kunye nekhaya lakho. Kwimeko nayiphi na into, ndacinga njalo. ULeszek wafunda kwaye wayesebenza ngexeshana, kwaye nangona, ngokwemigangatho yamadolophu, wayengenaswele. Waqeshisa i-room egumbini elinamagumbi amabini, kwaye abazali bakhe bathumela unyana wabo ngenyanga yenyanga yesibonelelo semali, esiyifanele ngaphezu kokutya nokuzonwabisa. Amantombazana enomona, kwaye mna ... ndaphila.

Ngaloo busuku ndahlala ekhaya ndedwa . ULeszek walala emsebenzini. Ukudlula ngokuhlwa, ukupheka i-plov yokutya kunye nokulala phambi kweTV. Kodwa kwakuyixesha lochungechunge lweTV oluxakisayo kunye neenkqubo ezinjalo. Ngaphantsi kwama-hysterics angapheliyo e-heroine "yesepha" elandelayo ndacinga ngokunyuka okuzayo. Intloko yavuya kakhulu ngomsebenzi wam kwaye yayithembisa ngokuthe ngqo indawo yomthengisi ophezulu. Kwaye kukho ukwanda okwenyuka kwemvuzo kunye nexesha elikhululekile. "Kulungile! Ukuba kuphela akuzange kufike! Leszek ngelixa andiyi kuthetha. Makamangaliswe, "ndacinga, kwaye ukulala kwembandezelo kwandile. Phakamisa isandi seglasi ephukileyo. Ndandiphazamisa, ndizama ukuqonda oko kwenzeka. "Hamba! Ndicinga. - Kwakhona, uLeszek weza! Into eninzi iholide kwinkampani kungekudala! "Ngale ngcamango, ndayahamba ngaphaya kwendawo yokuhlala emnyama ukuya ekhitshini. Nje isandi. Ngokukhawuleza, umntu othile waphuma ebumnyameni bekrididi. Ndandicinga ukuba ndingumntu ongaqhelekanga. Akayivuyo, akazange akwazi ukuthetha igama.

Ngendawo embi akazange acinge. Into yokugqibela ndiyayikhumbula ukubethelwa kakubi kwintloko. Kwaye-ngakumbi ubumnyama. Ndivuke ebhedini. Uxhumeke. Intloko yam yahlula. Andiqondi into eyenzekayo, ndazama ukumemeza, ukuba ndibize uLesha, kodwa ndingazithengisa ngokukhawuleza igama lakhe. I-fred freak yaphendula ngokububula kwam. Wakhawuleza wangena kwigumbi ukusuka kwikorridi.
- Hayi, yiza, ndithande! Wayeqaphele. "Kwaye ndacinga ukuba i-Leha ikubethe ngokungazi!" Ewe, unayo nayiphi na into ongabelana ngayo nathi?
- Uphi uLesha? Ndathetha.
"Andizi apho ukhona." Yaye yam iqokelela i-tsatsk kunye neengubo kwiibhokisi, - iphendule ngokunyanisekileyo uhlobo olunyanyekayo.
- Kutheni? Ndabuza ngexhala.
Ngaba uyisidenge? - watsho ngokumangalisa nangokuba wayecaphukile, ndikhupha iingubo zam phantsi phantsi kwireferensi yam. "Oo, wafumana i-casket!" Yintoni esinayo apho? Incoko yagqitywa ngomzuzu. Ndade ndilibala ukuba ngenxa yezizathu ezithile okanye ezinye, ndandithuthunyiswa yilo ndwendwe, ndijikeleza ngeyendlu yam, njengokungathi ndedwa.

Umzuzwana kamva omnye umntu ongeyena ongaqhelekanga wangena egumbini enesibindi esifanayo, umboniso otyumkileyo webhokisi, njenge-monster ehamba phambili.
"Lech, ubuhle bubuza ukuba kutheni ubeka izinto kwiibhokisi!" - ukugqabhuka ekuhlekeleni, kukhankanya kuqala.
Xa le ndoda ebesabekayo ingena egumbini, ndandiqonda ngokukhawuleza yonke into.
Ndazijonga ngamehlo abubanzi. Uloyiko lwaluqhayisa umqala wakhe. Mhlawumbi, kwakunokwenzeka ukukhwaza. Ndazi ukuba umntu unokundiva, kodwa andizange ndidibanise. Le leki yafika kum, yangibamba ngomqala kwaye yambuza ngenyameko:
"Baphi i-grandmothers, uLahudra?"
"Andizi, andiyazi ..." ndandixolisa. Kubonakala ukuba wayeqonda ukuba andinalo nto, kwaye wanditshitshisa ebusweni ngesundu esikhulu.
"Umdaka womoya kaDeveli," wakhupha ngokukhawuleza.
"Bhalisa, ngaba uphumelele indebebhodi?" Khawuleza usebenze, uyeke ukukhangela le mvu! ULeki waphenduka waza waqhubela izinto zethu. Kwaye kwafika indoda enqabileyo kum, yathi:
- Ewe, ubuhle? Ngaba ulungele ukundiqonda kangcono?
Wandula i-sock yam esezantsi, kwaye, nditshitshisa, ndayifaka emlonyeni wam. Ndazama ukumelana, kodwa emva kokubetha esiswini, andinakuhamba. Kwakungeke kwenzeke ukunqanda ukucwina, ngenxa yesock yam, ndiphantse ndidibanise ngezinyembezi zam kunye ne-snot, kodwa ndaqhubeka ndenza izandi zasendle, ezandileyo. I-fred freak yangidlwengula, iphosa ingubo engcolileyo yengubo yakhe ecocekayo ehlathini lam, kwaye kwakubonakala ngathi intloko yam yayiwela entlango, apho kwakungekho ndlela yokuphuma kuyo. Xa wayithabatha umlonyeni wam emlonyeni wam, wandichukumisa kakuhle kuye. Wayevakala ngokukhawuleza, wambamba iinwele waza waphakamisa intloko yam ukujonga emehlweni am. Bathi ababulali babaluleke kakhulu ngaphambi kokuba babulale, bajonge amaxhoba emehlweni. Wayesandula undibulala ... Kwaye kwakunzima ukujonga emehlweni am. Babesenalo nto. Akukho nkwantyi, akukho mnqweno wokuphila ...

Ngokukhawuleza, ubumnyama obungenalutho kwindlu yaqalisa ukunyanzela kumacala onke. Wahlaba iindlebe zakhe, wahlutha amaqanda. Iingcamango zazigcinwe emahlathini amnyama okuthulisa kwaye zinyanzeliswe ngaphandle, ngaphandle kokwenza nayiphi na ibinzana elinengqiqo. Ukushiya, abantu abangewona abantu bayeke bam ubomi, phantse i-naked body ixhomeke ebhedeni. Ngaphezu kwanto nayiphi na into andiyiyikhumbuli-nje into engenamsebenzi ... ndivuke egumbini ngeendonga ezihlaza okwesibhakabhaka kunye nephunga elibukhali be-bleach. Ndivule amehlo am, ndazibona kwangoko intanda yam. Umntu onobuqhetseba obengumngcipheko wenyuka emphefumlweni wakhe ngokuhleka, wabhekisela eLeszek wathi: "Khangela nje! Yeyiphi indlela evakalelwa ngayo! "Ndandithobela le ndoda kwaye ndayibona le ndoda. Amehlo agcwele ukudabuka kunye nokukrakra ndibukeka ndibuhlungu kwaye ngothando. Kodwa ixhaswe kakhulu. Ngoko bajonga ukubandezeleka kwekude, kwaye kungengommelwane wabo. Ngoko bajonge, bezama ukukhumbula inceba yobuKristu. Wazama ukuthetha into ethile-ukukhuthaza okanye uvelwano.

Waphakamisa izandla zakhe , wavuka, wahlala embhede wam, wadibana neendlebe. Emva koko wagijimela kwidilesi yesibhedlele, ezama ngamandla akhe onke ukuba afake intlungu kunye nokuqonda. Ndamjonga. Kwaye akazange aqonde iLeszek yangaphambili. Andizange ndimbone umntu endimthandayo, kwaye ndandixela kumntu osisigxina owayelindele ngomonde impendulo: "Uyacaphukisa!" Lo mntu udidekile kwaye udidekile, ngubani na? Mfokazi! Andizange ndifune umnxeba wakhe, inkxaso yakhe, ubuhlungu bakhe, ububele bakhe, ukucwina kwakhe kunye no-ohs, imizamo yakhe yokukhathazeka nokunyanzelisa. Wavuka, ehlenga izambatho zakhe kwi-pillow grey esibhedlele ukubona isibhakabhaka. Yintoni na? Uphi, ubomi? Ngaba usengumququzeleli? Akazange ayeke, akazange eme, aphendule intlungu yam? Izilwanyana ezinamafutha omnyama zibubula emva kwewindow engahlanjululwayo. Ndaphendulela intloko yam e-Leszek ndaza ndathi: "Hamba." "Ngonaphakade?" Wabuza ngethemba elifihlakeleyo, kodwa kwakucacile ukuba ndade ndimomotheka. Ndamkhangela ngenyameko ndaza ndaqhawula. Umntu owayesandul 'umdla wamsinya waya emnyango ukuba angaze abuyele ...