Kwaye babenemihla embalwa kuphela ehlala kuyo ... Umntu ofayo kuphela ongaphendula umbuzo wento enye afuna ukuyenza kule mihla yokugqibela. Isihlwili sesono siyafa. Namhlanje, ndiyayiqonda ukuba kutheni abahlali bahlala nabo kwiwadi babencokola, nangona yonke into awayeyithethayo yanikezelwa ubunzima obukhulu. Ndandineminyaka engamashumi amabini anesihlanu xa umama ehamba. Ngoko mna nogogo sam sasihlala kunye, kwaye wangena esikhundleni sam yonke into: umama, uyise, intombi, iintombi. Ndakhala, ndithululela iintlungu zakhe, waza wabuhlungu iintloko zam, wancinciza wathi: "Oo, Nastyushka, akuyiyo intlungu! Kuya kudlula njengemvula. Wena, mntwana, yodwa apha uze ukhale. Kwaye akukho ndawo. Abantu abayithandi iinyembezi zabanye: akukho mntu uya kuzisola. Ndamkholwa, kodwa le ntembeko ebunzima babantu awazange andenze ukuba ndivaliwe okanye nzima. Ndandinomsebenzi omkhulu ebhankini, abaninzi abahlobo kunye nomthandayo. Intsimbi yokuqala yavakala xa ugogo wayehamba. Ummelwane wavuma ukumnyamezela ngelixa ndisebenza emsebenzini, kwaye ke andizange ndihambe kunye nogogo inyathelo elinye.
Amachiza, iinkqubo, iifowuni zoogqirha . Saqala ukulahlekelwa yimali, kwaye ndagqiba ekubeni ndibuze intloko yesebe lakhe.
"Oleg Pavlovich, ndingangena na?" - Ndabuza, ngokungena ngeofisi kwiofisi. Ndazama ukuchazela ngokucacileyo le meko ngaphandle kweenkcukacha ezikhungayo kwaye andinakuzibamba, ndilibale umnqophiso wam ugogo: ndandiqhawula ngezinyembezi. Intloko yaphumelela yambuza yathi:
"Yintoni oyifunayo?" Ingxowa, uncedo lwempahla? Into ephambili - ukuzola.
- Hayi, hayi! Ndicela ukuba unike ithuba lokuthatha umsebenzi owongezelelweyo ekhaya. Ndifuna imali ngokwenene. Intloko yakhanya ngokucacileyo. Andizange ndicele imali, kodwa ithuba lokufumana. UOleg Pavlovich wathatha ingxaki yokuphuma etafileni, wamkela ngoyise waza wathi: "Sonke kufuneka sikhumbule ngokuziphatha kwamaKristu. Wena ungumntu ohloniphekileyo nonamandla, uAnastasia. Ndiza kukunceda! Ndiza kufuna ingeniso eyongeziweyo kuwe. " Ukuba ndiyazi ukuba "uya kundifumana", oko bekuya kuba ngcono ukuhlamba phantsi kwigumbi langaphambili. Kodwa ngemini elandelayo ndandidonsa ekhaya iifolda engahambelaniyo kunye namaxwebhu endikufuneka ndiyenze kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ezizayo. Iipennies ... Kwakuhlobo oluthile lokungazi.
Usuku lonke ndasebenza kanzima ebhankini , ngoko ndagqitha ekhaya kwaye ndandishiyanga umakhulu kwada kwada ebusuku. Xa ekugqibeleni, walala, ndahlala phantsi nge-podrabotku. Ndingalala ngeeyure ezimbalwa. Exutywe nge-caffeine, njenge-somnambulist, wayihlahlela emsebenzini. Ndingalindela njani ngeveki, xa kwakungekho mfuneko ukuya ebhanki! Emva koko ndakwazi ukulala ixesha elincinci, nangona kungabi ninzi: ugogo, ukuhlamba, ukucoca, umsebenzi. Ndilahlekelwe iikhilogram eziyisixhenxe, ndatshutshiswa. Kwaye noValerka, othandekayo wam, apho ndandisoloko ndiqinisekile njengam, ndaqala ukukhathala ngokutyelela kwethu ngokukhawuleza, ngokukhawuleza umnxeba.
"Awukwazi ukuhamba ngale ndlela!" - Wayecaphuka.
"Khangela ngubani obukeka ngathi!" Kubalulekile ukwenza into.
"Unokwenza enye into," ndaphendula ngento embi, "ukumbamba umakhulu ngomqulo!" Ndiyathemba ukuba uya kundinceda?
Ndaphoswa ngumthandayo. kuba wayedinwe kakhulu iingxaki zam. Andizange ndilindelwe ukungcatsha okunjalo kuye
"Wena u-neurasthenic," wagxininisa.
"Andikwazi ukunceda." Phakamisa into ebalulekileyo-ngakumbi nangakumbi.
"Mhlawumbi ndiza kuthatha ugogo kumakhaya anesiko?" Wayecebisa ngokucebisayo.
"Ugogo?" Ndaqala ukuhleka ngokukhawuleza. "Yintoni na?" Ngenxa yokwenza kube lula ngakumbi ukuba undifake? Yaye ungubani emva koko?
"Awuzange uthethe ngaphambili." Yeyiphi into ecocekileyo! - UValera wayedla ngoxinzelelo.
- Ngoko andikaze ndibe nobomi obunjalo ngaphambili! - ndiyinqumle. "Andiyithandi. Yiya kumtyholi!"
Andizange ndibe nexesha kunye namandla okulindazelela ukuba intanda yam ishiywe, nangona ndiyakhumbula namhlanje. Ngenxa yokuba uthando alukwazi ukulibala. Ndikhumbule yonke into malunga nathi kwada ngokuhlwa. Kwaye le "nto" yayimnandi! Kodwa ngaloo busuku ngumntu ohluke ngokupheleleyo oshiye kum: i-Valera yam ayikwazi ukwenza oku. Ugogo wayemnene ngobumnandi, isiqingatha sonyaka waza wafa ezandleni zam. Amagama akhe okugqibela ayengumntu ongaqhelekanga kwaye engabonakaliyo. Watshoza wathi:
- Ungangeni endleleni ngaphambi kwexesha, kwaye xa uvula umnyango, qiniseka ukuba uyamomothela kwiintsapho zakho, nokuba ziyakucaphukisa. Emva koko uza kulubala. Kodwa kuqala, mncuma. Yaye yonke into iya kuba kuhle, umntwana! Wayethetha ntoni ngaye? Andizange ndibe nabasondeleyo emva kokufa kukagogo ... Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa zokuqala emva komngcwabo, ndalala nje: Ndavuka nje ukuba ndibe ne-snack. Ngokukhawuleza xa ndaya emsebenzini, uOleg Pavlovich wandibiza wathi:
- Anastasia, ubhalele kwinkcazo yeSebe le-accounting kwikhefu elicwangcisiweyo. Kodwa ngoku nguJulayi, ixesha leeholide. Ukuba ndiwusayine, kuya kuthetha ukuba omnye osebenza nabo uya kuholide ngoDisemba. Ngaba ucinga ukuba oku kulungile?
"Hayi," ndaphendule ndaza ndahlazeka, ndingazama ukukhala.
"Ngoko awuyikukhumbuza ukuba inyanga ongekho kuyo, siya kujonga ngeholide ngeendleko zakho?" Wabuza. "Andiyi kucinga," ndandifuna ukuphuma ngokukhawuleza kulo mgibe ongenanto. Iholide engahlawulwa ...
Ndandithemba kakhulu ukufumana iifestile kwaye ngandlela-thile ndaphila kude kube ngumvuzo wam. Kwakungekho ithemba. Emva kokungcwaba kuka-ugogo, kwakunamashumi amabini kuphela. Ndakhangela zonke iibhokisi zekhitshi, i-closet kunye nobusuku buka-grandfather. Yintoni okulindele ukuyifumana? Iincinci ze-buckwheat? Ndifumene iingubo ezifakwe kwisikhethi. Imvumba yegolide enebraqa eluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka, icandelo elincinci kunye namacici. Ndazilalela ndaza ndawayisa kwi-pawnshop. Konke oku kunikwe i-120 kuphela yeeprojekiti, kodwa ndonwabile ngayo. Emsebenzini, imeko yayinzima. Enoba ndibuhlungu, okanye ndingafuni ukujoyina intlungu yam, okanye ndandidlwengulwa ngenxa yokufuduka kweeholide, kodwa abasebenzi babehloniphekile, bomekile baze baxakeke. Kwaye kuphela umhlobo wam osondeleyo uGalka wahlala efana, njengokuba njalo. "UmKristu omkhulu" u-Oleg Pavlovich ngoku ngokwakhe wandinika umsebenzi wecala, kwaye ndaqonda ukuba ukuba ndingavumi, wayeya kuthatha njengengqungquthela.
Kwafuneka ndivume. Ngoku ngoku ndilala. Kule nto yonke into yayihlala njengaphambili. Kuze kube ngantlanu kusihlwa-ibhankini, de kube phakathi kobusuku - ixeshana. Kwiinyanga ezintandathu kamva, ndade ndidiniwe kangangokuba ndagqiba isigqibo: yonke into, ndiza kubuza umnini-ntloko ngenkululeko encinane yenkululeko. Andizange ndihambe emsebenzini ngoMsombuluko - ndaya esibhedlele. Kwathi kwangoko kusasa. Ndemi kwindawo yokuhlambela ndaza ndazitshintsha amazinyo, xa ndandifumene ndibuhlungu obukhulu kwicala lam. I-Dizzy, imilenze yam yahamba, ndaqhenqa kwifowuni ndaza ndabiza i-ambulensi. Emva koko wavula umnyango wangaphambili waza waya kwesofa. Ndaphakamisela kwivumba: kwakunomsindo kakhulu kwiwadi apho umama wayefa khona. Ugqirha osekudala wandibiza ngomnwe, ndaza ndamlandela. Inye yevalo eyoyikisayo yayisegumbini lonyango. Ugqirha wahlamba izandla, wahlala phantsi etafileni, wahlala phantsi kwaye waqala ukubuza yonke into ngokubanzi.
Ugqirha wathi ndahlala kunye neenyanga ezintandathu zobomi. Andizange ndixelele nabani ngomhlaza.
Usapho? Bantwana? "Hayi, hayi," ndayigubha kakubi intloko yam. - Akukho mntu! Ngexa ndihlala ndedwa. " Wabubula, wenyuka etafileni wahlala phantsi kwam.
"Emva koko uya kufuneka uhlale esibhedlele ixesha elide," watsho. Ndatshwenyeka, kodwa ke ukuzimisela okukhulu kuye kwavela kwindawo ethile, ukuba ndayenza le dktali ndixelele yonke inyaniso.
Umele uthunyelwe ngokukhawuleza kwiziko le-oncological, "watsho ngokunyanisekileyo.
- Ugqirha, - ndandifuna iingxabano kwaye ndafumana. "Ndiya kuhamba ndize ndiphinde ndiphinde ndiphinde ndiphinde ndiphinde ndiphinde ndiphinde ndiphinde ndikubone
Ndingakanani ixesha elide ndimele ndiphile?
"Unokuthembela kwiimeko eziqhelekileyo zokuphila ubomi kwiinyanga ezintandathu." Kwaye ke ...
UThixo kuphela uyazi! Ehlabathini, ngamanye amaxesha imimangaliso imangalisayo iyenzeka. Ngoko ke yesibini kwaye, mhlawumbi, ibhendi yokugqibela yabhala. Ukuba kwakungengenxa yokugula, kuya kulungele ukubhala incwadi malunga nokufunyanwa kweli xesha lobomi bam. Inkcazelo ende kunye neenkcazo ngokuziphatha kwabantu abanjwe kusondele. Ndagqiba ekubeni ndingaxeleli nabani emsebenzini emsebenzini wesi sifo kwaye ndizame ukusebenza konke okusemandleni akho. Kutheni? Ukufumana isiqwenga sesonka, xa ndifuna ukutya, kukho, kodwa andinakusebenza kwakhona. Ngesizathu esithile, khumbula uValerka. Ewe, ndoda, ubalekile ngexesha! Mhlawumbi, kwakungeke kube nokunyamezela: ukumbona ecaleni kwakhe - umphefumlo ophilileyo ngokomzimba kunye kunye.
Kwaye unomthandane ongathandabuzekiyo . Ngomhla wokuqala emva kokuza emsebenzini, andinakuxhathisa ukuxelela uGalke malunga neentlungu neengxaki zam.
"Galya, ndiya kukuxelela okuthile," ndathi. "Yifunge kuphela ukuba awuyi kuthetha ilizwi kunoma ubani."
"Ingcwaba!" - UGalca wenza isigwebo. Kwaye ke, ukukhumbula ummelwane wam egumbini likamama, ndamxelela ukuba ndiyilwela nzima yonke imini, kwaye ixesha liya kugqiba - andazi. Kwaye ndifuna imali ngokwenene, ngoko andifuni ukuqonda ukugula kwam emsebenzini. Amehlo kaGalki ayekrokrekile, wadibana ngesivumelwano.
Umphathi wam sindisa ngokucacileyo: wayefunda ngandlela-thile ngesifo sam kwaye wagqiba ukutshisa. Kodwa ndihlala ndizama ngamandla!
sele sele ndiqala ngenhliziyo yokuzisola:
"Uthetha ntoni, Nastya?" Andiyi kumxelela mntu! Ewe, ndagijima-ixesha lokuba mna! Kwiintsuku ezilishumi emva koko izinto ezingaqhelekanga zaqala ukusebenza. Okokuqala ndabizwa nguOleg Pavlovich waza wathi:
- Anastasia, andithandi indlela ojamelana ngayo nomthwalo owongezelelweyo. Sinokuyiqonda njani le nto?
"Ndiyaxolisa!" Ndiza kuba neentlonelo - ndifuna ukuwela ezinyaweni zakhe ndicele ukuba angandithinteli umsebenzi.
"Le ngxoxo yethu yokuqala neyokugqibela ngomsebenzi." Ngexesha elizayo xa ubhala nje incwadi yokuyeka emsebenzini, "wathetha.
Emva koko ndaza ndiva intetho phakathi kwabasebenzi ababini abaphuma ukuphuma kwemsi.
"Kwaye kutheni umphathi waphononsa uNastya ngokukhawuleza?" Ubuzwa.
"Ndicinga ukuba uPalych wethu ufuna nje ukuba asinde," wacetyisa omnye.
- Kutheni? Kubonakala ngathi le ntombazana isebenza kakuhle, kwaye idibanisa ekhaya imihla ngemihla, - yokuqala iyamangalisa.
Owesibini wehlisa ilizwi lakhe kancinci:
- Bathi uyagula ... Into ethile ye-oncologic. Kuphela musa ukuxelela umntu! Ndicinga ukuba umphathi awufuni iingxaki. Ewe, uya kumtshisa njani emva kokuba yena ekhulile? Ndancika emnyango, ndibetha umlomo wam. Ukuba le nto i-Oleg Pavlovich ingomso iyandivutha, ndiza kutshabalalisa ... Ubomi beyitshintshe imithetho, kwaye ndihamba ngoku ngokuhlukileyo, kodwa kwindibano efanayo enzima ngaphambili. Ukufikelela ezintlanu - ibhanki, emva kweesisihlanu ukuya kwezixhenxe ngokuhlwa-iinkqubo, ngoko-uye ekhaya uze usebenze kwakhona. Ndazimela yonke into. Imali isetyenziselwe kuphela ukutya okufutshane kunye namayeza. Ngoko kwaphela iinyanga ezimbini. Ekusebenzeni, mhlawumbi ukusetyenziswa kwimbono yesigulo sam, okanye nje akakholelwa kuyo, kodwa loo nto yaba ngumfudumalo omncinci. Nguyena kuphela oyintloko owayefudula engahambelani nakwiinjongo zakhe. Ndazi ukuba wayefuna ukundilahla, kodwa ndagqiba ekubeni ndiza kubambelela kokugqibela.
Imikhosi iyancibilika, kwaye ngelinye ilanga ndilahlekelwa ingqondo kwindawo yokusebenzela. Ndandizimela ngokwenene ngemizuzu emihlanu, ubuhlungu obubukhali bugqithise icala lam, kodwa ndatshwankqisa ndazama ukuyihleka.
"Sabiza i-ambulensi," amagosa athe waphendula ngecala eliphosakeleyo.
"Awuyidingi i-ambulensi, ndilungile," ndathetha ngamandla.
Kwaye u-Oleg Pavlovich wangena eofisini.
"Yintoni eyenzekayo apha?" Wakhala ngokukrakra. - Sinombiko kwimpumlo!
"U-Nastya akahle," kuchaza uGalka.
"Anastasia kwakhona?" - wandijonga, waza wavula waza wavula umnyango weofisi.
Kodwa akazange ayeke ukwenza. Ngomhla ofanayo, uGalka wancedisa ukunditshela ekhaya umqulu omkhulu wamaxwebhu. Kwaye nguOleg Pavlovich othe wandibiza isiqingatha seyure emva kokuba ndiwele emgodini kwaye ndathi ngezwi elihle:
- Ngomso wophicotho-zincwadi ziza, kufuneka ulungiselele la maxwebhu.
Ndisazi ukuba andizange ndibe nexesha lokulungisa amaphepha ngentsasa , kodwa elinye ithemba elingaziwayo litshitshiswa emphefumlweni wam: kwaye ngokukhawuleza ... Ekuseni ndaya e bhankini ndiva oogxa bebhikisana ngaphandle komnyango.
- Masisuke sibheke ubuncinane i-12, - uGalka wanxusa bonke. - UNastya wasebenza nathi iminyaka emihlanu. Ngubani omele uxanduva lokuba inkokheli idiot; kwaye waxoshwa.
"Andiyakholelwa ukuba uyafa," u-Yuri wayemchasene naye. "Kuya kufa,
Abaqeshwa bam baphenduka kuba ngabantu abanomdla, endizange ndikulindele kuzo zonke. Ngeengxaki zam ndizithembele kuphela ngoko kwaye ndiza kubeka i-wreath! Ngoko ndafumanisa ukuba ndixoshiwe kwaye emngcwabeni wam kuya kuba neyodwa intsimbi evela ku-Yuri enobubele.
- Ukuqokelela imali yakhe iyisiphukuphuku! Sithini na? Apha, bathi, Nastia, uphunyelelwe, nantlupheko yakho ... ihlazo! - Ndaliva ilizwi leYulia. Kwaye kwafumanisa ukuba abasebenzi abafuni ukuhlazisa.
Ngokukhawuleza ndawakhumbula amazwi omama wokugqibela, ndavula umnyango kwaye, ndomemeza ngokubanzi, wathi ngelizwi elikhulu:
- Abafana! Ndifumene umsebenzi omtsha! Namhlanje ndiyayeka. Ukusuka kwam - glade! Ngexesha lesidlo siya kuhamba! Musa ukuphuma uze udle!
- Ewe? Ndathini na? UYuri wamemeza ngokugqithiseleyo. - Nawe ...
- Uhlobo luni lomsebenzi? - zatary yentombazana. Ndixelele, Nastenka! "
- Umsebenzi wabizwa - musa ukubetha embhedeni! - ndathetha ngokunyanisekileyo.
Batshintshana, kodwa abazange bachaze. U-Oleg Pavlovich wayejonge "ixesha elide" kwaye wamlilela ixesha elide ukuba umqeshwa onobuchule kwaye onelungelo elishiye ebhankini ... Ndihlala efulethini kwaye ndiphulaphule: xa intlungu iyancipha kancane, ndiya kuzama ukushiya indlu. Ndinomsebenzi omningi, kwaye ndingayiqondi impilo, kutheni ndifuna ukulungisa ezo zinto, kungekhona abanye. Endaweni apho ndava: amahhashi aqhutyelwayo adutshulwa ... andiyikulwela ubomi ngenxa yoko-ndihlala nje. Apha ndiza kuthengisa indlu kwaye ndishiye lo mzi ngonaphakade. Ndafumana indawo apho amahhashi aqhutywayo abulawanga. Le yindwendwe yabasetyhini abafihliweyo, abasweleyo kwihlathi elinyeneyo ...