I-Psychology: uthando olungonwabiyo

Intliziyo yam ikhululekile. Phakathi kwabasebenzi kude kube ngoku, akukho mntu ukhange ngakumbi. Kodwa ngandlela-thile ndadibana nomfana owayethandana ngokukhawuleza.
Kunzima ukuyiqonda ithoni yentliziyo, kodwa xa ndidibana namaRoma, yanikeza uphawu oluzwakalayo oluvakalayo lokuba ndiyayithanda ngokwenene: apha ke, luhlobo luni luthando!

Ndiye ndisebenza iminyaka engaphezu kwenyanga kwinkampani eqinile. Lo ube ngowomsebenzi wokuqala ebomini, ngoko ke ndibeka yonke into engcono kum ngamandla am, ukujonga ngokuphazamiseka kwabasebenzi ukuqala ngosuku lomsebenzi kunye ne-manicure okanye i-tea party. Andizange ndiyazi naziphi na iifisi zeofisi, akukho ncobo, akukho ziveli zisekelwe. Intliziyo yam ikhululekile, ndafunda ngokucophelela abasebenzi besilisa, benethemba lokuyeka omnye wabo. Kuyinto efiselekayo - ngowodwa. Kuyinto enqwenelekayo - ebomini bakhe bonke. Wadubula amehlo akhe, wavavanya isidima, kodwa akukho mntu ukhange ngakumbi. Ngandlela-thile ndahamba ngekridi ndambona. Wayesebenza kwelinye iphiko leofisi yethu enkulu, kwaye kwakunokwenzeka ukudibana kuphela kule ngqungquthela okanye kwi-cafe apho abasebenzi basela ikhofi. Ndingazange ndikwazi oko ndikulindelwe kwintlungu yam, ngokungazange ndicinge ukuba ndingayazi le ndoda enhle, ndandigqiba nje ukuba ndibhukude kunye nokuhamba kwam imizwa yam, ngaphandle kokwenza nayiphi na imizamo yokumkholisa okanye ukusondela. Kwaye ngolunye usuku ...

Ndenyuka izitebhisi , kwaye ngokukhawuleza amaRoma amfumana. Ngokukhawuleza ndikhubeka, phantse ndiwele ngqo. Kodwa wakwazi ukuhlala ezinyaweni zakhe.
"Ndiyaxolisa, ngengozi," watsho, wamomotheka, akayi kuhlazeka.
"Kwaye ndacinga ukuba ndiza kukubamba," waphendula ngokungaqhelekanga.
"Akukho nto enjani!" Iphendulwa iRoma.
- Ukubonelela kundigcina ndihlala ndihlala kuyo! Kwiimeko ezintle kakhulu!
"Ndiyabuhlungu," ndadla.
- Kuyinto intlungu engazange iwele? - wamangaliswa.
"Kubuhlungu ukuba abazange bawele ezandleni zam," ndandiyicoca. - Ndiyicinge le mfanekiso! Indoda enkulu enjalo kwiingalo zentombazana encinci. Ulinganisela kangakanani? Andizange ndikhule ngaphezu kweekhilogram ezilishumi.
"Hayi, ngoko kufuneka ndilahlekelwe ubunzima obukhulu," wahleka, wambamba isandla sam, waqhubeka nendlela yakhe.
"Uyazi kakuhle," wayekhathazekile. "Ewe, ndiza kufunda nini ukuba ndihlupheke ebusweni, endaweni yokuthetha izinto ezimbi!" Ngoko ixesha elide ndiya kugulela lo mfana. Kwaye ndiyathanda. Ndifuna ukuba kufuphi naye, ukugijimela kuye ngemihla, ukumanga phambi, ukulinda, ukubandezeleka! Ewe, kutheni ndingabi ngumbutho, ndikhwele abantu emnatha, njengabanye? Buwula! Inhlanhla! Ngoko ndiyayifuna! "
Kodwa iintsuku ezimbalwa, isithuba sam sinika elinye ithuba. Ndaya ebhankini ukuthabatha amaxwebhu abalulekileyo, kwaye induna yathi enye yezoqoqosho iza kuhamba nayo kwimoto esemthethweni.
Lo mntu wayengumRoma. Wandibona waza wakhupha ikhwebu ngokumangaliswa:
"Ngaba uya ebhange?"
- Akunjalo nje! Ndaphendule ngokunyanisekileyo.
"Ndimele ndilandele imbali yamaphepha apho." Ndiyakwazi ukucinga indlela owahudula ngayo eofisini, kwaye ndihamba ngeenxa zonke.

Kuhle, akunjalo? Ewe, unako ukunqanda. Kwaye mna, ngokwemvelo, ndingawahudula. Kodwa kunzima kakhulu! URomana akazange akwesabise ngethemba lokuba ngumbonisi, kwaye ndayifaka emotweni emfutshane nomqhubi. Yonke indlela esathetha ngayo ngezinto ezintle kwaye, xa imoto iyaqhaqhazela, sasisele "kuwe" kwaye sabiza ngegama. Kwintliziyo yam ndiyiphumelele. Kwavela! Ndalindele ukudibana-kwaye ndidibane! Kwaye lowo wayephuphayo!
"Vika, ndincoma ukuba emva kwebhanki sitshintshe ngokukhawuleza ibe yi-cafe kwaye sibe nekhofi kunye neengqayi,
"Ngokuqinisekileyo unako," ndavuma. "Kodwa ndiza kusela ikhofi yedwa, kwaye uya kuhlala emotweni kwaye ulinde amaxwebhu." Okanye ngenye indlela. Andikwazi ukushiya amaphepha afanelekileyo angalindelanga.
"Hayi, hayi!" Ndichasene nalo! Emva koko masiphuze ikhofi emva komsebenzi. Kungcono. Asiyi kukhawuleza naphi na, sinokuxoxa, ukudansa, "waphendula. Ngobusuku bonke sasihlala e-classy cafe. Baphuza ikhofi kunye ne-cognac, badansa. Ikhaya lodwa labuya ngokuhlwa, nangona amaRoma ayinikela ukuhamba nam.
- Hayi! Waphendula ngokumangalisayo. "Ixesha lokuba iintsana zilale, kwaye zingabonakali kubantombazana abadala." Kwaye indlu iya kulandelana. Wandihlamba waza wandijonga ngendlela engaqhelekanga, nangona inzala.

Ngentsasa, abasebenzi bangandijikeleza ngendandatho eqinile kunye nemibandela. Omnye ebona ukuba siye ebhankini kunye nomRoma, umntu waphawula ukuba bahlala apho kwaye nabo babuya kunye, kwenzeka ukuba umntu achithe ngokuhlwa e-cafe efanayo apho sasi ...
- Ewe, phika, vuma! Ngaba sele ujikeleze umyeni osemqoka weofisi yethu? - banxusa, kwaye unobhala uGalina wabubula, wagxeka wathi:
- Into eyona nto kukuba uMargo onomona akayifaki iVSkulka yethu ebalulekileyo kunye namahle akhe.
Ngoko ndafunda ukuba iRoma sele isondele ubuhlobo bobukhulu beofisi kaMargarita, elowo wonke umntu obizwa ngokuba yiNdlovukazi uMargot. Intombazana, kunye nenyaniso, yayimnandi. Kodwa kuphela ixesha elide endisebenza ngalo apha, ngoko andizange ndibone Roma kunye noMargo ndawonye. Emva kwakho konke, umfazi akayena umkhonto, akayi kufakwa ephaketheni lakhe ... Kwaye nangona kunjalo, ukuba lo mfazi uyintanda. Iingxowa zethu zabasebenzi zithi, andiyi kubaphulaphula.
"Eh, Galka," ndathi kubhala. "Uphelile ulwazi!" Yonke into ishintsha ngokukhawuleza, ndithandwa!
"Ndiyathandabuza," wamkhalaza uGalka, kodwa yonke into ayifuni, kodwa akazange. Andizange ndifune ukukholelwa unobhala, kodwa intliziyo yam yaphela, kwaye ndagqiba kwelokuba, ngexesha elifanelekileyo, ukuba ndibonise kwisebe lokuthengisa, apho i-diva yethu ethandekayo yayisebenza khona. Ndalindele ukuqwalasela uMadame.
Ndandifuna ukuqonda oko uMargot athobisa khona amadoda. Mhlawumbi, ukuba ukhangele ngokukhawuleza, akanalo naziphi iimfihlo ezizodwa? Kwaza kwakhona kunceda, njengokuthi uthe: "Ufuna? Wena namakhadi ezandleni! "Xa ndaya kwisebe lezentengiso, wayemi kufuphi nekhabethe enkulu kwaye wakhetha ifolda ayifunayo. Ngokunyanisekileyo, kwiminithi yokuqala, kwaze kwaba nomoya wam. Kuphi kum kuye! Kodwa andiyi kuba ngumfazi ukuba andizange ndizame ukuqonda oko kwenza ukuba angenakunyaniseka. "Nkosi! - Ndacinga, ndibuyela kwindawo yam emsebenzini. - Ewe, lobu buhle buvele buzenzele. Isibalo, ewe, sihle kakhulu, ubuso bubumnandi, kodwa andibi kakhulu. Kodwa i-classy make-up, iingubo eziphathekayo, iimpawu zowesifazane-i-vamp ... Ukujonga ngaphantsi kwe-eyelashes, ukumomotheka okuthetha ngokuphakama okungaqinisekiyo, inkunzi ephakanyisiwe ... Yingakho abalimi bengaboni amehlo abo! Wenze kakuhle, Margot!

Ngokuqinisekileyo ndiya kuthatha umzekelo kuwe! Ndiyanele ngokwam ukuba ndigijime kwii jeb shabby ndiyinyathele izitya ezindala! "Ngelizwi, ndanyanisekile. Ukongeza, iRoma ayizange ihlawule uMargot, kodwa ubudlelwane bethu buphuhlise ngokukhawuleza. Enye intlanganiso kwi-cafe, yesibini, yesithathu - kunye nenyanga kamva ndingazibiza ngokuzithemba ukuba ndiyintombi yakhe. Amantombazana avula imilomo yawo emangalisa xa ngokukhawuleza emngceleni weofisi yethu kwakukho umRoma ophethe i-rose esandleni sakhe. Wahamba ngokuzungeze uluhlu lwamatafula, wabeka ivuko yam, wamanga esitini wathi: "Vika, ngokuhlwa, njengesiqhelo." Oku "njengesiqhelo" kwagxotha abaqeshwa bam buhlungu. Babengazange bafihle umona. Kwaye ngaloo mzuzu ndandifuna ukufumana amandla ukuba ndingagqithanga entanyeni yaseRoma, kungekhona ukuba ndiqhube ngezinyembezi ngenxa yeemvakalelo ezikhukhulayo, kodwa kuphela ukugubungela intloko yakhe: "Kakade, njengesiqhelo, ndithandwa." Owe, kwaye le ntshukumo yentloko yayinzima kum! Ubuhlobo bam kunye nomRoma kwakuyinombolo yeendaba. Abafazi bee-ofisi babecala ukuba babone ngokucacileyo, kwaye uGalca kuphela owayesengqondweni yakhe endala.
- Revolution! Ewe, sisiphi isiyatha! Wayegxininisa. - URomka waseMargot akaze ashiye! Baxabana, kwaye uyayikhathaza ngokunyanzela kwakho! Ngaba ucinga ukuba le ndoda enhle yathandana nawe?

Vula amehlo akho, uyisidenge! Kodwa ndazibona kuphela iRom, ndazama ukufumana isizathu sokuba naziphi na izenzo zakhe. Ewe, andithandanga kakhulu kangangokuba wayevakalisa iimvakalelo zakhe. Kodwa xa ndabona iimfesane zenzondelelo zamantombazana, kuquka uGalki, ndacinga ukuba: "Kupholile! Ukuba uRomchik wayefuna ukunyanzela ngothando ukuba avuse umona kaMargo, wayengayi kuvuma ngokucacileyo kum ngothando. Kwaye kunye namantombazana - ayenomona onwabileyo, oku kucacile! "Noko ke, inkxalabo enkulu yayiyinto yokuba amaRoma ayengakaze amvume. Wayephikisana ngayo kakhulu kwaye enomdla, kodwa andizange ndive lelizwi elithi "Ndiyamthanda" kuye ixesha lokuba.
"UVika, uyintombazana enhle," watsho. "Uya kuba nobudenge."
"Ndiyicinga ukuba ndimele nje ngenyuka ngqo ukusuka kwinqanaba lomgca ukuya ecaleni lendlela ukuze ndibonise okuchaseneyo," ndatsho. - Akunjalo! - Wandibamba ngobumnene. "Yiyiphi inkohliso!" Ndiyakudinga! Kodwa, ngombono wam, iRoma yayithanda ukuba ngenxa yakhe ndilungele nantoni na. Nokuba ugxume ephahleni.
Oku kwaqhubeka ngaphezu kweenyanga, kodwa ngelinye ilanga uGalka wabuyela eofisini yethu waza wabika, ekhangelelisise indlela awayezenzile ngayo amazwi akhe:
- Amantombazana! Ndandidla uMargo. Wathi: "Ukuba, ngomso ngengomso, uRom uhamba nalo mall kunye naye kwiqela, akayi kundibona kwakhona!" Ngaba unokucinga? Ndithini na kuwe? Ngendlela, kwaye liphi iqela eliya kuba ngumso emva komso? Owu, usuku lokuzalwa lukaSanin! U-Vitka, ngaba umema iRomania? Kutheni uthula, emva kwakho konke?

Andizange ndiyiqonde into yokuba ndiphendule, ndingekhoyo-ndiyichukumise ngamaphepha. Emva koko waxhuma, ngokokuba unobhala wahamba. Ukuza? Ndacinga ukuba ndize izolo. Sasihleli ebhaleni ehostlwini likaRom, wamanga ngamadolo waza wathi into enobungqina obungabonakaliyo bendibano enomsindo, malunga nokuba ufuna ukuba kunye nam ngokubonke, kodwa lo ngumhlobo wakhe, ngoko ke wonke umntu kufuneka ahambe .
"Ngaba ungenza i nkampani, iVika?" - wayekhohlisa, ekhangele emehlweni akhe njengenja ethembekileyo. "Ndiya kulahlekelwa ngaphandle kwakho." Yiza, ntombazana yam, vumelani! Ndayigubungela intloko yam, iphoqa.
- Romka! Xa uziva ungazibekezelele, nditshitshise ngesigidi, ndikufihle esikhwameni sakho kwaye ungayibonakali. Kodwa ngosuku olulandelayo akazange abonise kwiofisi yam. Kubonakala ngathi, ukuhleba kuye kuye kwafika kuye. Asizange silungiselele intlanganiso "njengesiqhelo", kwaye emva komsebenzi ndazinamathela kufuphi neofisi, ngathi ngathi ndizama ukuvala ikhekhe. Inveli yavela emnyango malunga nesiqingatha seyure emva kokuphela kosuku. Wajongeka. Ndahlala emotweni yam kwaye ndatshitshiswa. Kodwa wayesefuna umnxeba ekhaya, waqala ukuxolisa:
- Vika! Ndiyaxolisa, kodwa andinakuya kwi-Sana yokuzalwa kwam. Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa kufuneka ndihambe kuloo mzi shishini. Musa ukukhathazeka! Lindela ekhaya! Ndiya kubiza.
Ndiyaphendula. "Ndiyathembisa ukuba ndiya kukuphosa."
Iiyure ezimbini ngaphambi kokuqala kweqela, ndahlala phambi kweTV, kodwa andizange ndibonise isikrini. Iindlebe zizele amehlo am. Emva koko, ndakuqonda: URomka wandigxotha, wagijima njengedoda ebizwa ngokuba nguMargot ... Kwaze kwangena ingcinga engqondweni yam. Wagijima waza waqala ukubutha ngokukhawuleza. Ewe, ndilungiselele eli qela kwangaphambili. Ndichitha yonke imivuzo yam esitokweni kunye nezicathulo zefashoni. Ndandifuna ukukhanya ngokukhawuleza kwindoda yam, ukuze zonke ezi zicubu kunye neentlobo zivume ukuba andinguye mbi kunoMargo. "Ngoko uthi, Romochka, akukho nto ihlazo kum?? Ngoko siya kuhlola! "

Ndaya kwiqela , nangona ngokufihlakele ndakuxabisa i-end of straw of hope yokuba ayiyi kuba yintanda, eyashiya ngokwenene. Into ayifunayo yimi ... Kodwa emnyango wesango likaSanina lihambisana neRoma, kwaye xa bavula omnye unokucinga into enye: sihlangene. UGalka wabheka ngaphandle kwehlombe lakhe waza wabiza umkhwelo.
"Ngena," ummemezeli uthe wabuhlungu. "Bonke babuthele ixesha elide, bekunjalo kuphela." Ndandingena ngesibindi endlwini, kwaye ngokukhawuleza iRoma yajika yahamba yahamba.
"Uya kuphi na?" USanya wabuza, wadideka. "Yintoni ephosakeleyo?" Roma! MaRoma!
"Ndilibale into ethile," ndathi. - Ndicinga ukuba akuyi kubuya ngokukhawuleza, ukuba kukho konke. Wayegqiba ekubeni ahambe kunye nam ukuze angabi nantlungu. Yaye u ne shishini. Kwiindwendwe zeendwendwe zihamba ngeeglasi ezandleni zabo, zikhubeka ngamaqela, zixubusha into ephilileyo. UGalka wagijima waza wangifaka ekhoneni elifihliweyo.
- I-Revolution, mhlawumbi ungumveki? Kutheni ufike? Ufuna ukuzilimaza? Ngaba ufuna ukuzibona indlela uRomka noMargot abaya kuxolelana ngayo, ngaba baya kufakisana zabo kwiingalo zabo?
Uyazi njani na? - Ndandithukuthela. "Andikholelwa wena, Galka!" Uba nomona ngale nto! Unhook, nceda! UGalina wagubha wathi:
- Ndaye ndaweni yakho xa uRomka noMargot behla. Ayiqhelekanga. Abazibandakanyi ngomzuzu, baxabana ngonaphakade. Kodwa bahlala bakha. Nam, naye, ndakholwa ukuba wathandana nam ... Wanika iintyatyambo, wema emadolweni. Nantsi, si sidenge, kwaye siyancibilika. Kodwa amaRoma ayandichukumisa ngaphandle, lowo wayemgibisa ngomunwe wakhe. Akufanele ufike apha, uVictoria, o, kwaye ngeze!
- andiyiyo yonke into! Masibe nemihlali! Umhla wokuzalwa, emva kwakho konke! - Ndaphendula ngesibindi, kuba kwakungekho nto into yokuthetha. "Yiba oko kuza kuba!"
Sawucoca uGalka ngeglasi ye-champagne. Ngoko ngokuphindaphindiweyo, de iindwendwe zaqala ukuphindwa kabini emehlweni. Kwaye kwakukho ezimbini iMargo phambi kwam. Ngomdla ndawuthatha iminwe emibili kwengubo yam entsha waza ndabuza ngetekisi:
"Mhlawumbi isandla sesibini?"
- Ndikunye, ntombazana, kwezinye iindawo andithengi! - Ndaphuma ngokuhleka.
Kwaye ke uMargot unesizathu esithile esasisondelene nam. Andizange ndiyiqonde kakuhle. Ngokukhawuleza ndabona iRoma ihamba ngqo kum ngeebophu ebomvu ezandleni zayo. Wayekhupha iintyatyambo kuMargarita waza wathi:
- UVika unokuqinisekisa: Ndize apha ndedwa. Ndiyakuthanda wena, Rita. Wayephosa iintyatyambo, wajika ngokukhawuleza waza wahamba. URomka wambamba naye, wambamba ngeengalo, wamchukumisa kuye, engavumi ukuhamba. Wema. Yonke ingqongwe yaqalisa ukukhaluma ngokukhawuleza.

UGalka wabubula, wandiqhuba ngendoda ebukhali ecaleni waza wabuza:
- Ewe, mhlobo wam, unelisekile? Awukwazi ukumbuyisela! Woza apha!
Ndawa, kwaye iinyembezi zihamba phezu kwengubo yam entsha. Umnini wasondela:
- Vika, ndinokubiza iteksi ...
- Ndiya kulawula! - ndinqumle kwaye ndishiya. Iifesi emoyeni zinyamalala ngokukhawuleza.
UGalka kunye ndihamba ngokuthe ngcembe kwidolophu ebumnyama, wathi:
"Yaye onke amantombazana ayazi malunga noRomka noMargot, kodwa banamathela kule nto." Ngokukhawuleza xa bexabana, uRomka uqala ukunyamekela umntu, ngoko uMargo unomona. Kwaye akukho namnye wamlahla. Kwaye ndakhe ndamkholwa ...
"Ngaba bayaphambukisa?" Ngaba sele ningakhathaleli ngabanye? Ukuze uhlaziyeke, uvuse umvakalelo ngomona?
- Ilungelo! - UGalka wamemeza, ngamehlo apho uRomka noMargot besuka kumadoda angabonakaliyo nabanini bomi ngokukhawuleza baphenduka baba yi-freaks ezingezantsi ezingenako ukuthanda ngaphandle kokutshatyalaliswa.
Ndiqinisekile: ngomso le nguqu iya kuxutyushwa yi-ofisi yonke, kwaye amaninzi aseRoma ayishiyile uya kuzincama ngokupheleleyo. Wazivala endlwini yokuhlambela waza wazila. Kwaye ndanyanisekile, ndagqiba kwelokuba: akukho mntu oya kundibandezeleka!