Enyanisweni, ndiqinisekile: ukuba ndingena kwigumbi apho kukho iipoti ezilikhulu kwaye enye yazo iphukile, ndiya kuhlala esi sihlalo. Kubonakala ngathi ihlabathi lonke lichasene nam. I-Pantyhose iyakhala imihla efanayo ndiyithenge yona. Kwanesitratweni esinqabileyo, iimoto zindivimba. Abavakalisi abavela phezulu phezulu ebusika baqalisa ukugqithisa okukhulu, kwaye kwakungenakwenzeka ukuba bahlale endlwini: bhinqa isando, izandi ezivakalayo ze-drill baza babona ... Kwaye i-parrot yam intandokazi yahamba, kwaye isiqingatha somhla ndachitha kwiqhwa, ndakhala ngathi: "Kesha! Ke-e-esha! ", De ndide ndiqalekisiwe ngendoda endala enokungena emnyango ongummelwane. Kwandibonakala ngathi kukho ulondolozo olufutshane-iphupha. Ngokukhawuleza emva kokubuya emsebenzini, ndaqalisa ukulala, ndaza ndiphupha: njengokungathi kwivenkile yokutya ndaziswa ngesaladi okanye inkabi enkulu yamnyama. Yiphakamisa phakathi kobusuku ekujuleni okubandayo kwaye ayikwazanga ukulala kwada kwasa. Ndaphupha ngephupha elibi: zonke iingxaki ziza kulungiswa ngokukhawuleza.
Hayi! Yonke into yaqhubeka. Izolo ndiza kusebenza kwipketi entsha, kwaye inyoka yayingenanto-i-Valka, unobhala-wenqakraza, wadibana kunye nekhenkco elimangalisa kunye neloyilo ye-leerine yathi: "Oo, namhlanje ukhangeleke ngokukodwa! Kodwa i-skirt yakho entsha inhle kakhulu.
Ndithi ngenye imini ndabona into efanayo kwi-"Portieres" esitolo. Emva koko umphathi wachaza ukuba ndiza kuba neeholide ngo-Matshi, kwaye umthandi uthe uthunyelwe kwintengiso yeParis, kwaye akayi kukwazi ukuza kumhla wokuzalwa kwam, kodwa uza kuzisa umnikelo. Waphendula wathi, "Ukuba ufuna," ndiza kukuzisa i-lingerie? "
"Ndiyathanda, ngokuqinisekileyo," ndatsho ngokudabukisayo, ndinganiki ithemba lento endiza kuyenza.
"Nguwuphi umbala?" Cinga kakuhle.
- Umnyama ... Lo ngumbala wezinto ezilahlekileyo. Nangona ndiqinisekile ukuba uya kuzisa! Awu, ndiyazi ezi zipho. Ekugqibeleni wathembisa ukuba ndiza kuvela eGeniva iwashi langempela laseSwitzerland ... kwaye yintoni na? Wabuyela waza waqala ukuzithethelela:
"Uthando lwam, ndiyaxolisa!" Ndazisa umlindi, kodwa ngokungafihli nto ndashiya emotweni. Umfazi wabona. Kwafuneka ndixelele ukuba isipho kuye. Musa ukuthetha okufanayo nawe! Ewe, ubomi bunzima. Uhlala ebeka kwivili. Izolo, endleleni yokusebenza kwibhasi yokuhamba, ndaqala ukubizwa ngokuba ngumfazi. Unina ongavumelaniyo kunye nekhredithi wathi: "Mfazi, hamba emva kwe salon! Apho ungadansa i-lezginka. " "Andiyidonisi kwizothutho," ndatshitshisa umama wam ngombala. "Mfazi"! Nangona ... ndimashumi mabini anesithandathu, kwaye kungekudala i-amathathu engummangaliso!
Ndaya kwisibuko ndazibuza . Ewe, iimpawu zokuqala ezinokuqhayisa ziyi-wrinkle ebhodini lempumlo yakho (kufuneka udumise ngaphantsi), iiplanga ezikhohlakeleyo zikhangele amehlo akho (kufuneka uncumoze ngaphantsi), amaqoma enendlu eyisiyatha. ... Ndaziphosa ngokugqithiseleyo phezu kombhede. Eyona nto ingaphelelekanga yehlabathi! Abantu kufuneka bafe bancinci kwaye bahle. Ngokukhawuleza ndacinga ukuba ndilele ebhokisini ngengubo yomtshato, ngombala ococekileyo, kunye neenxa zonke izinto, ukusula iinyembezi, ukukrazula: "UThixo! Sazibone njani oku ngaphambili? Zikuphi amehlo ethu? "URaropolk waphenduka ukuba akazange amshiye umfazi ngexesha lakhe, kwaye isikhalazo sikhulu sikhalaza ukuba wayedla ngokungekho sikweni kum onke amaxesha. Ndiyasebenza kwi-ofisi engaphantsi kwe-ofisi yomvuzo omncinci. Umphathi ubengazi. Kwaye uPolkash, ongakhange acinge ukushiya umfazi wakhe, undibize esithi "I-ratchet yam ibhala!", Ixesha eliphi na ixesha elikhokelela kumfesane ongachazekiyo. Kwaye uhleka nje. Kungekudala entwasahlobo. Izibini ezithandekayo ziya kumanga ngokuhlwa, zenze iipiknik, zihambe, kwaye umntu (kungekhona mna) uya kuxelwa ekuthuleni okuphumlileyo kwamagama athandekileyo athi: "Ndixolise, ube ngumfazi wam." Kwaye umntu (kungekhona kum) kwiofisi ebiza ngokugqithiseleyo, kwaye kungekhona esisezantsi, umphathi-mkhulu uya kuphendula: "Ndiye ndayigcina umsebenzi wakho ixesha elide. Uyenze umsebenzi omkhulu kungekudala. Ixesha lokukuphakamisa kwisikhundla ngomvuzo ofanelekileyo. "
Kwaye ihlobo liza kufika . Wonke umntu uya kuphumla eholide kunye namadoda abo athandwayo, kwaye ndiza kuhlala kwisixeko esiqhayisa. Kwaye thina kunye noValka ongathandekiyo siya kuqhuba kwaye sixoxe ngezulu. - Cinga, ukuba enye ikona ngakumbi, - um mama uthetha. "Kuya kuba lula kuwe." Kodwa akuzange kumthuthuzele ... kuphi? Apho, ndixelele, inwaba yam ilahlekile, inhlanhla yam, isifo sam? Kutheni singabhalisi i-euthanasia esemthethweni kwilizwe lethu? Wahlala iminyaka engamashumi amabini anesithoba waza walala ngonaphakade ngezomthetho! .. Yonke ihlobo nekwindla ndiyityhefu ngobomi: ummiyane kunye neempukane, imvula kunye nelanga, abazali kunye nabamelwane, abantu ezitratweni kunye neValka, amadoda angenamdla e-limousines ekhangayo kunye ne-Yaropolk. Yonke into! Ngenye imini ekuqaleni kwebusika ndandisiya ehamba ngeenqwelo-moya ezingenanto. Kuye kum uhleli umama omncinci enentombazana encinci, endikhangele ngenyameko, engabonakaliyo. "Kakade," ndaqala ukuphikisana nomzila oqhelekileyo, umtsalane. "Kuhle ukuba ngumntwana." Konke ukugqiba. Yonke into ihamba phambili kuwe. Yaye ke, cinga nje, kungekudala mashumi amathathu-kwaye akukho namathemba. " Ngokukhawuleza wava intombazana ibuza uMama, yathi kum ngomnwe:
Umama, xa ndikhula, ngaba ndiya kuba mnandi nje lo mkhulukazi?
"Ewe, mntwana," lo mfazi waphendula.
Umama, kutheni u-Anti adidekile kangaka? Okanye ingumsindo nje? Lo mfazi wayenentloni, eqonda ukuba ndingayiva yonke into, kwaye wathi ngelizwi elikhulu:
"Mhlawumbi lo U-Anti unentlungu."
Konke kwangoko kwadibanisa kwintloko yam ehlwempuzekileyo . Ngakolunye uhlangothi - "unina", kwelinye - "entle". Ngenye - "ububi", kwelinye - "intlungu". Ngoko, yindlela endijonga ngayo ukusuka kwicala? I shishini elihle! Ndaziphoqa ukuba ndivezele intombazana kunye nonina. Bamemelela. Yaye le nkxwaleko yangithatha, xa ndithe ndathetha konke oku, ukuba ndagqiba kwelokuba ndiyeke kwivenkile, ndithenge iwayini kwaye ndixakwe ngumvandedwa. Yaye wenza njalo. Ekubuyeni ngokukhawuleza esitolo, ndandivuyayo ngokwenene ukuba imini yayisondela ngokuhlwa. Ngoku iwayini iphumla, kwaye ndilala kuze kube sekuseni. Kwasekusasa kusihlwa, njengoko uyazi, kunobulumko. Kusuka kwimeko engummangalisa ndikhokelwa lizwi lendoda engaqhelekanga:
Ntombazana, ubheka buhlungu kwaye buhlungu. Kwenzeka ntoni?
"Ewe," ndacinga ngomsindo, "Ndaphinda ndenze into yokuba ndingonwabanga. Kwafika umfana omnandi kum kwaye wajonga emehlweni am ngobuso.
"Ufuna ntoni kum?" - ilizwi lam lalingenabuhlobo kwaye luchule.
"Ndifuna into encinci kuwe, okanye, ngokuchaseneyo, kuninzi," umfokazi wathi angakhange ahlasele. - Ukuba amehlo akho akhanye ngovuyo nolonwabo. Wonke umntu unelungelo loku. Ngenxa yoko sinikelwa ubomi. Ngendlela, ngaba wakha watshelwa ukuba ungokoqobo? Ewe, ewe, ndikholelwe!
Wahamba kunye nami emnyango, kwaye satshintshana ngamakhadi eshishini. Ngentsasa elandelayo ndayifumana kuye i-SMS-ku: "Mhle, ntombi! Smile! Ubomi buhle, njengawe! "Ndilandele le ngcebiso kwaye ndacinga: ubomi bubonakala buba ngcono! Kubukeka ngathi inhlanhla yam iphela. Ndiqala ekuqaleni!