Ukufunda iincwadana ezincinci apho abathandi ababini abakwazi ukuza kunye kunye nosizi belimele kwelinye icala lomhlaba, omnye kwelinye, apho uthando oluvuthayo luhlangene nemizimba yabo, kodwa uthando oluvuthayo alukwazi ukudibanisa iintliziyo zabo, ndacinga ukuba "UThixo, yiyiphi inkohliso ? Kwaye ngokukhawuleza ukuba abantu banengqondo eyaneleyo kunye nengcinga yokubhala izinto ezingenangqondo? ". Qaphela ukuba isicwangciso sencwadi okanye ifilimu isekelwe kulo. Kwaye ekupheleni kothando kuhlala kuhlala kunye. Kodwa nayiphi na i-movie okanye ibhuku esekelwe kwiziganeko zobomi bokwenene. Kwaye ndacinga, kwaye ukuba kwincwadi okanye kwi-movie ngokuqhelekileyo kuphelile ngokugqibeleleyo, ngoko kubomi ngendlela efanayo? Kwaye kungakanani na ukuphela kovuyo kulungile kwifilimu okanye kwincwadi?
Ababhali bathatha onke amabali abo ebomini. Ewe, ngamanye amaxesha bayayifaka encinci, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha banokuthobeka, kodwa kukho konke into efana ne-cheeky neyincinci. Usuvele ufunda kwaye ubukele zonke ezi ncwadi kunye neemafilimu, uqala ngokuzibandakanya ukuba ubone oko kuza kuphela, kwaye ukuphela kokubukela okanye ukufunda uyaqonda ukuba ulungile. Kwaye ndaba nombuzo ukuba zonke iincwadi kunye neefilimu zaza kwenzeka, ngaba oko akuthethi ukuba ubomi bethu bubekezeleke? Kwaye kuhlala kulungile kwifilimu okanye kwincwadi? Ngokuqinisekileyo, inqabileyo encwadini okanye kwifilimu ekupheleni. Abafundi abayithandi ukuphela koluhlungu, kuyimfuneko ukuba yonke into iphelele, yothando, kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo iphelile! Ngokuqhelekileyo, zonke izifundo zithathwe ebomini, nokuba zivela ebomini bombhali, okanye kubomi bomnye umntu. Kwimeko apho, phantse zonke iincwadi ziphela ngokuphela kokuvuyisa, mhlawumbi ubomi bomntu ngamnye kufuneka buphele ngokuvuyisa njengencwadi?
Andizange ndiyiqonde ulwalamano olunjalo, xa ababini bengenako ukuhlangana kunye ngenxa yezizathu bona bona kunye nabanye abayiqondi, kodwa akakwazi ukwahlukana. Ewe, yintoni indlela yokuqonda ukungafuni? Ngaba akulula okanye kulula ukulibala kunye nokuyeka ukuhlala? Kwaye uqale, ekugqibeleni, ubomi bakhe nomntu onokuyinto elula kuyo yonke into? Kutheni kubangela ukunyanzela ubomi, kuba sele seyinkimbinkimbi, kwaye yonke imihla iphosa umxhwele. Okanye nje ngokuvala amehlo akho kuyo yonke into, ukuhambelana nomntu ongenakukwazi ukuhlala naye. Nyathela zonke izizathu ezingaqhelekanga. Kwaye kubaluleke kakhulu, bobabini bafanele balwele oku, kungekhona nje icala elinye, njengalowo wam. Ndifuna yonke into kwaye ndizama ukuba kunye, kwaye uyesaba ukulahlekelwa ngumlawuli wobomi bakhe, kwaye ndinokuba ngumphefumlo wakhe, kwaye akayi kukwazi ukulawula ...
Ungayiqondi njani into oyifunayo kule nto nakubomi? Oko ufuna enye, ke ukhethe, kodwa hayi, kufuneka ufune yonke into. Kutheni umntu omdala kufuneka afune yonke into? Emva kwakho konke, khumbula, ebuntwaneni yonke into yayilula kwaye icacile, kwaye ngoku, ngenxa yesizathu esithile, sidlula indlela elula elula, kwaye sihamba nge-zigzag enesangqa. Le nxalenye yendibano ye-banal, kodwa kuvela ukuba ukulandelwa kweeveli zibhalwa ngokubhekiselele kubomi boqobo.
Ngokomzekelo, ukhangeka kuye, kodwa akanakuqonda ukuba oku ... uthando okanye nje ukukhanga. Ukhawuleza ngokugqithiseleyo, aze amthande, aze amthiye. Uyamthanda, kwaye isetyenziselwa ukuziphatha kwayo. Ukhuseleko oluphucukileyo kwiintlungu, awayezenza ngaso sonke isikhathi, njengoko egijimela kuye, ngoko kuye. Kwakhona, xa ekhangeka kuye, wayephantse ukumelana, kuba kwakukho umgama omfutshane phakathi kwabo. Kwaye ngoku ucinga, kungakhathaliseki ukuba udibana njani naye, kuba xa edibana naye, uya kuphulaphula aze abhubhise yonke into esebenze ngayo, ukuze angabi nantoni kunye nokumthanda.
Iingcamango malunga naye ziqhekeza yonke into eyaziwayo, zixhathisa yonke into efana nentambo yegitare. Kuba nzima kuye ukuphefumula ngcamango yakhe. Utywaba luqala, ingqondo iyakhula, kwaye iingcinga ziyahlakazeka ngeendlela ezahlukeneyo. Ulahlekelwa ngumntu wakhe wangaphakathi. Njengokuba wayebhabha ngaphezu kwamafu, kwaye waqala ukuqhuma, wayeziva efuna ukuba afune ukufa ngenxa yale mihlali. Uvakalelwa kukuba uya kuqwengqulwa kwiincinjana ezincinane ngeemvakalelo eziphazamisekile. Kodwa indlela enhle neyokuzola ngayo xa engekho. Wayephantse wamkhohlwa, wayeka ukucinga ngaye. Kwaye zingaphi iinyembezi ezazityhalala?
Ufana neqhawe lokuqhafaza iincwadi zomnxeba ezinzima kunye namatye, njengokungakhathaliseki ukungahambi kakuhle. Akunakwenzeka ukuqonda nayiphi na imvakalelo kuyo, kodwa ngamanye amaxesha imbobo encinane ibonakala kuyo, apho yonke iminqweno yakhe neemvakalelo zakhe ziqala ukuphuma. Kwaye uqala ngokukhawuleza ukululela lo mgodi, kodwa uthemba ukuba uya kuphinda aphule, kwaye uya kuwuzalisa aze ahlasele ngothando lwakhe nangomdla. Kufana naye, kodwa uyamelana neemvakalelo zakhe. Uzama ukumlibala, kodwa uyincinci encinci, kwaye kwenye indawo umtsalane omkhulu uyamtsala, kwaye kule magnet umgama awunandaba. Amandla ombane akhulu, kwaye uzama ukumelana naye, kodwa akukho nto eyenzekayo. Oko akwakhilela ukukhusela kwakhe, amandla ombane amonakalisa ngokukhawuleza yonke into. Iingcinga malunga nokuphelisa yonke into ejikelezile, uphupha ngalo ngobusuku, ecinga ukuba, ukubethelela amakhishithi ezandleni zakhe, kububula. Uza kuye ephupheni, engamvumeli ukuba alale ngokuthula.
Ngaloo nto ibali lifana neveli, kwaye, ngelanga, kwaye mhlawumbi ngethamsanqa, akukho siphelo kweli bali, sinokuthi loo ncwadi ayigqitywanga okwangoku, kuba ibali elibhaliweyo lobomi bam. Le ngxande yobomi bam edibene nayo. Eli nqanaba lobomi bam lifana ne-banal novel, ebendiyithandayo. Ukufunda ezi ncwadi, ndiphupha ukuba ndiza kuba nomculo ofanayo, ukuzonwabisa okuza kuzisa intlungu, kodwa ekugqibeleni, siya kuhlala kunye, nangona konke okuya kuba phakathi kwethu. Ewe, iveli yomdlalo ibonakala ebomini bam. Kodwa lo bubomi, kwaye andinakukwazi ukubona oko kuza kwenzeka xa sidibana kwakhona. Kwaye mna, njenge heroine ephezulu, ongazi ukuba kuza kwenzeka ntoni emva koko, kwaye ngubani owamkela ngothando lwakhe kuye intlungu kunye nokuzonwabisa, naye uyamchasana naye. Ngakolunye uhlangothi, ukuthembela kule miveli, umntu unokuthi ndiqinisekile ukuba isiphelo sale nqanaba ebomini bam siya kuphumelela, nangona kunjalo, lo bubomi. Akukho mntu uyazi ukuba ngowomso uya kuba yintoni ebomini bakhe, kuya kwenzeka ntoni, kwaye oku kuya kuvela njani kuye. Ubomi buyinto engalindelekanga, kodwa unokuthanda ukuqikelela? Mhlawumbi abalingani abasemqoka kwireveli yam iya kuhlala kunye? Mhlawumbi inomxholo ongaqhelekanga onomthi omnandi omnandi?
Kwaye umntu ufunda ubomi bam njengencwadi, ekwazi kwangaphambili oko kuza kwenzeka. Lo uyazi ukuba siya kuba kunye, okanye akunjalo, kuba zonke iinkalo zobomi bethu zivulekile kuye, zombini yena kunye nam. Kwaye, uhlalutya oko kwenzekayo, uyaqonda ukuba siya kuba kunye ... mhlawumbi asiyi kuba. Oku kungaziwa kumaqhawe amanoveli, kunye nam kunye naye. Ebomi akukho mlobi oya kulandela ukujika kweemeko, kwaye uza kuzisa ukuphela kwencwadi kwiphepha elivuyisayo. Okanye mhlawumbi singabalobi bethu ubomi? Mhlawumbi sinokuyenza yonke into ukuze ekugqibeleni sibhale "uvuyo olugqibeleleyo", kungekhona nje "isiphelo"?