Ngexesha lokusebenza kwesithsaba somfazi "inyoka yowesifazane", xa umbingeleli ephumla kwisithsaba sekhanda, omnye wabahloli wavuka esihlalweni sakhe kwaye ekhutshwe ngenkuthalo. Akukho namnye wabaviwa abaza kubonisa naluphi na uhlobo lohlobo, kwaye ndiqinisekile ukuba baya kwamkela. Kodwa kuluhlu, sifunde ngumalume onamafutha - ngokusoloko kungekhona kwiseksi, kodwa kumagosa awayewathintele, - igama lam lalingekho. Ilungu elikhuphayo lenkokhelo lenkokhelo yokuqala yaxhoma ngomlomo wakhe evulekile, waza waqala ukumemeza kunye nosihlalo. Ndakuva amazwi "intombazana-inyoka", "engenasoyika" kunye negama lakhe lokugqibela. "U Dogilev? Igosa licele ngelizwi. "Kukho ubuchule, kodwa intombazana ayiyinto enhle, ngoko ke ayikho into ebalulekileyo."
Ubomi Obugwenxa
Kwabakho iinyanga ezimbini kubonakala ngathi ubomi buphelile. Yaye uthanda njani? Ndandicatshulwa ngamaphupha, ndatshitshiswa ngokungafanelekanga, ndaze ndabizwa kubi! Abazali, ukususela ekuseni kuze kube sebusuku bemi ematshini yomatshini kwisityalo, kwakungekho ukuthuthuzela. Xa wayibona intombi yakhe, uyise okanye unina wamemeza esithi: "Akukho ziinyembezi zokuthulula! Kungcono ukuba uthathe izifundo! "Ndanyuka ngena ekamelweni, ndaza ngcwatywa kwiingubo zasebusika ezivuthayo ngothuli kunye neebhola, kubonakaliswa ngonyahla lwehlabathi. Intlungu yam iqhutywe yinto yokuba yonke into kusasa ndabona indlela ummelwane esinawonye kunye naye owamkela iimviwo zokungena kunye nokwamkelwa esikolweni, uya eklasini. Wayengazi ukwenza nantoni na, kodwa wayenobungqina obuhle - kungekhona intombazana, kodwa umfanekiso. Andizange ndifune kakhulu ukusebenza kwiseksi njengoko ndiphosa ibhande lebhola lezemidlalo phezu kwelinye lamagxala kwaye ndalivakalisa kuyo yonke igceke: "Ndaya esikolweni seseksi!" Emva koko ndiya kuphulaphula ngaphezu kweyodwa "ngokubonakala kwam kunzulu" kwaye kubonakala ngathi Ndiyamkela ukuba andinakuba ngumdlali weqonga. Emva kokufumana isatifikethi, ndiya kuqala ukulungiselela ukufakwa kwiziko le-Asia namaAfrika. - Yintoni eyakwenza utshintshe isigqibo kwaye uya eGITIS? IGITIS ... Ngaphambi kweGITIS kwakukho ngaphezulu: I-VGIK, i-Theater-Art Theater, "iSliver", "Pike". Kwaye oko kubangele ... ndiqhubeka ndifundisa isiNgesi, zonke iinguqulelo zakwaTshayina zahlaselwa ngamazinyo am, zivuke phakathi kobusuku - ndiya kukuxelela ngeziqithi zaseJapan kunye neentaba nemilambo. Kodwa ngokukhawuleza xa evile ukuba iimviwo zokungena ziqalise kwiVGIK, wagijima apho ... Kubonakala ukuba, ngenxa yokuzibhikisha: usithi ndiyingozi kwaye andiyi kwamkela njengomdlali weqonga, kodwa ndiya kuyithatha kwaye ndiyakwenza! Kwi-VGIK, andivumelekanga nangaphambi kokuba ujikeleze kuqala - ngcebiso ukuba ngenele kholeji yobugcisa. Kukho "isiko" apho - bonke abaviwa abangenakukhuthazwa bathunyelwa ukuba bafunde iinjineli. Kulo "gama lokuhlukanisa" ndandivaliwe: "Nguwuphi ilungelo abanalo ukuvumela umntu ukuba abe ngumsebenzi, mhlawumbi, ephuphayo ukususela ebuntwaneni bokuqala?" Ndagqiba ekubeni ndiza kubonisa kuzo zonke izikolo eziphakamileyo eziseMoscow.
Ifunyenwe okanye ayikho
Omnye ovela kwiVgikov abangenelela bacebisa ukuba kwiimviwo kwi-Moscow Art Theater School-Studio, umntu kufuneka agqoke ngokuthobeka ngokuzithobayo kwaye angenzi, nokuba u-eyelashes. Ndifumene i-pink calico eluhlaza kumabhokhwe kamama kwaye ndazakhela into efana ne-sarafan yezilwanyana, iinwele zam zifakwe kwii-pigtails ezimbini. Kule fomu, kwaye uya. Ndandifunda into evela kwii-classical, ezingayikhumbuliyo. Kodwa ukubandezeleka ngokupheleleyo kunye nokukhathazeka okungenakunqandeka kweso likaSophia Stanislavovna Pilyavskaya, ehleli kwikomiti yokulinda, andinakulibala kude kube sekupheleni kobomi bam. Phakathi kwe "intetho" yam, omnye wabafundisi beza kwitheyibhile leemviwo: "Kulungile, njani?" - "Abantu abangamakhulu amabini ngosuku," uPilyavskaya wagxuma kakhulu waza wagxininisa kwinqanaba lam, wathi: "Yonke into enjalo. "- Emva kweminyaka eyisibhozo, uya kudubula kunye noPilyavskaya waseKoakov kwiSango lePokrovsky. Uya kukukhumbula? - Hayi, kunjalo! Ndahlala ngamaxesha amaningana kwiiofisi zokungenisa i-GITIS kwaye ndiyazi ukuba yintoni. Ekupheleni kosuku awukhumbuli nje ubuso babangenayo, kodwa kunye negama lakho. Ngolunye lweentsuku zokudubula, uMikhail Mikhailovich wandiza wathi: "Tatiana, uthanda uSophia Stanislavovna." Ndiphantse ndiqhayisa! Mkhumbuza uPilyavsky malunga "nesibongo", esithi "wandibiza" kwiimviwo, kwaye ingcamango yam yayingekho. Emva kokuxolisa kwi-Moscow Art Theatre School ukuhlolwa kwi "Scissors" ndandigqoke iingubo ezincinane zenziwe nge-corduroy eluhlaza kunye nefesti edibeneyo enomxholo, i-sweatshirt ebomvu ebomvu kunye negalufi ezimhlophe. Akunakunceda-kwaye apha banikela ukujika esangweni. Ikhomishoni yeGITIS Ndifunde inkondlo kaYevgeny Yevtushenko ethi "Les Miserables" - njengoko, njengokuba uyayazi, yayikude kakhulu ngokuhambisana nombuso wangaphakathi kunye nesimo sam:
I-satellites ihamba phezu komhlaba,
Ukuqhutywa kusekwaphula i-taiga,
Kwaye amadoda anesilumko
Bajonge kuwe ngegrin.
Ukumangalisa kwikhomishini
Wafunda imigca yokugqibela kunye neqhwa. Ngaloo ndlela ke waqaphela ukuba onke amadoda eofisini yokumkelwa, malunga nokukhethwa, ayilwe. Batshintshisa iingqungquthela, bebetha iingqumbo ezingenazinwele, bakha. Ewe, ndicinga ukuba mhlawumbi banqume ukuba ndiyinjongo ... Ngoku ngoku, abayivuma! Wayevele edidekile, edibene kwaye engonwabi, egcekeni, xa evile: "Dogilev, buyela!" Ubuyele. Ndimi, ndilindele ukuhlukana: bathi, unokuba nzima kangakanani? Ngokukhawuleza bayandibuza: - Ndixelele, unayo amazinyo akho? Ummelwane wakhala: "Enyanisweni, abadlali bafuna ukulala nabaqondisi!" Umama wandinika ukuphazamiseka okukhulu: "Maye, makhe alale!" Ndandidla ngokukhawuleza, ndibonisa i-chink enkulu. Ephendula - ezininzi-zivakalise kwaye ziphazamisekile: - Ewe-ah ... Ngomngeni, intloko yakhe yaphakanyiswa, kodwa intetho yabuhlungu: - Kodwa into eyona nto amazinyo? - Yaye, yintoni ekubonweni kwakho, into eyona nto? Ndamangaliswa. "Njani?" Umphefumlo! "Baldd iindoda ezizilumko" kwakhona i-zahmykali. U-Vladimir Naumovich Levertov kuphela - uya kuba nguMfundisi wangempela wokuqala - wahlala engathí sina: - Ukuba ulahla i-scrap, siya kuyithatha kwisiko. Kodwa qwalasela: akukho golide kunye nezinye izinyithi. Unabazali na? Ndaphendula ukuba umama wayengumjiki, kwaye ubawo wayengu-lock. Yaye weva: - Ukuba ufuna imali -thi. Yilokho esinakho ootitshala! Ngomso wam, mna nomama siya kwikliniki yomzimba - mhlawumbi yedwa kuphela eMoscow. Ukubonisana kwaphela, kodwa isigqibo sasidumise: "Akukho nto ongayenza. Ulahlekelwe ixesha. Ebudaleni, kwakunokwenzeka ukubeka i-brace, kwaye ngoku umlenze sele usuqalile. " Endleleni eya ekhaya umama uxolo: - Ewe, ntombi, ukhathazekile kangaka? UThixo abe naye, kunye neliziko labaculi! Kwaye mna, nabychivshis, ndathi: - Konke okufanayo ndiya kwenza! Ngaphandle kokufika, sava umnxeba. Bambiza ukusuka kwikliniki: "Woza. Masizame ukwenza into. Akufanele kubekho nayiphi na ingcambu yomntu oza kutyumba. " Ngaphambi kokuba ahlale esihlalweni, oogqirha babelumkisa: "Kuya kuba buhlungu kakhulu" - ndagxotha; "Siza kufuneka sinqume inxalenye yegum" - ukuvuma, ukumboza amehlo akhe. Kwiiyure ezimbini, ngelixa kuqhutywe ukusebenza, akuzange nanini ikhale. Kwiphepha lokugqibela, uhambo olugqibeleleyo kwi-GITIS lwafika ngomlomo ovuvukileyo kunye ne-iron bracket kumazinyo angaphezulu, apho ndasuswa kuphela ngonyaka wesibini. - Kwaye ihlabathi laza labona u-Dogilev udumileyo. Yaye nabazali bakho basabela njani xa ungena kwiGITIS? Ezahlukeneyo. Utata wayecaphuke kakhulu: "Ntombi, uhlakaniphile apha - ungathanda ukuhamba phi, kwaye ungumdlali wokudlala. Ewe, yiyiphi inzuzo? "Kodwa umama wahamba waya. Wabeka itafile yeeholide, wamema ummelwane wakhe. - Yaye nini i-noveli yokuqala? Ngubani na yena, okhethiweyo wakho? - Inyeveli yenzeka emva kweenyanga ezimbalwa, kwaye iqhawe lakhe lingumfundi waseYura Stoyanov. Usengumntu okhangayo kakhulu, kodwa iminyaka engamashumi amathathu edlulileyo wayemangalisa. Ubude obude, obunqabileyo, obunobomi obunobulungisa, amehlo anesibhakabhaka, ngaphandle kwe- master master sports in the cence.
Yintoni endiyenzayo?
Emva kweseshoni yokuqala, esasiphelisa ngayo, sithi, ngendlela enjalo, engagqibekanga ngokupheleleyo, ndihamba neYura ngekhefu e-Odessa. Ukuze bavakalise ukuhlaselwa, babanga ekhoneni elifihliweyo baze badibana. Ukuthetha, uSteyanov wathi: "Ndiya kuthetha ngokuphathelele ngabazali ngawe nam. Ngentwasahlobo siya kutshata. " Kwaye ndachitha iiveki ezimbini ukuhlukana ngokwaneleyo ukuqonda: ngothando kufuneka ubophe. Ngaphandle koko, kuya kufuneka ndixelele iifundo zam izifundo. Ndamemezela isigqibo sam kumthandi wam ubusuku bokuqala emva kokubuya kwakhe. Stoianov uhluphekile. Ngaloo ndlela, ndijikeleza amehlo am, ndixelelwe ngabafundi esikanye nabo: "I-Yura ibuhlungu kangaka! Uphantse akayidli kwaye akalala nhlobo! "Noko ke, ukubandezeleka kwakhe akuzange kudlule ixesha elide. Ekupheleni konyaka wokuqala watshata intombazana entle kwi-theatre yesebe. Ngobusuku bomtshato, thina kunye nabafundi abathandana nabo, ababenokukwazi ukutyelela othandekayo we-GITIS wokuqala oyintombi phambi kwam, wathumela umthunywa kuYura. Kwafuneka ameme iStoyanov kwenye yee-auditoriums. Umnyango uvula, intloko kaYuri ikhupha. Ufuna ntoni na? - Ilizwi lincinyiweyo, amehlo agxininisa ngokuzenzekelayo. - Yiza. Hlala phantsi. Sidinga ukuthetha, - siphendula. "Ziyaphi na?" Imiba yeYura ngakumbi. Kodwa usadlula kwaye uhlala phantsi. Siya kuhamba phambi kwakhe ukwenzela ukukhula nokuqinisa ingoma yenceba eyaziwayo ngexesha:
Uthando esasinalo nani alude,
Mhlawumbi asizange silinde uthando,
Ndibize kumtshato, ndithandwa,
Jonga umyeni wakho umnxeba ...
Kuphela
Ukuhlabelela ngobuso obunzima, ukongeza izandi. Emva kokuphulaphula amazwi ethu ekugqibeleni, uYurka, ngezinyembezi zokuhleka kunye nokukhala "kwezizihlunu!" Iphuma kubaphulaphuli. - Emva koko "ukumanga kwinqanaba lobuhlanya," kufuneka ucinge, akuzange kuhla? - Ayikahambi. Indoda yokuqala yayiyiKyivan. Igama lakhe nguVolodya. Wafika eMoscow ngohambo lwezoshishino. Sadibana kwi-metro, echasene nemithetho yam. Kodwa uVolodya, ngokukhawuleza ekuziphakamiseni, wancenga ngokukhawuleza: "Ntombazana, ngaba awufuni ukuya nami kwiBolshoi Theater namhlanje?" Andifuni ukuba, ukuba mna, uMoscovite, ndingakaze ndibe khona! Kwiyesithathu okanye sesine emva kokuba sazi, uVolodya wandihlangabeza kufuphi neziko: "Bantwana, ndikulethe ikhekhe e-Kiev. Yiza ehotele kusihlwa-siya kuba nekomityi yeeyi. " Yintoni enokuyigqiba itiye, ndiyayiqonda kakuhle-ukuze ulahleke ubuntombi buhamba ngokugqithiseleyo. Kwandibambelela kakhulu ubukho bam. Amantombazana-afunda nabo awa, adiliza imiphefumlo yabo kunye nokulila, ebudeni bade bahlukana, kwaye ndisengumvu omnyama. Ngale nto kwakufuneka ukuba wenze okuthile. Ubuthathaka uVolodia wayephantse ukuphazamiseka xa eqonda ukuba ube ngu "nguvulindlela". Ndandenza njengomntu onamava, ndabona abantu abaninzi. Waphenduka njani, ukuba waxolisa njani ... kwaye mna nge-grin engakhathazekiyo yawa: "Kutheni uhamba apha? Yishiye ezi ngcamango. Yonke into eqhelekileyo. " Kwakhona, umntu wayedlala ... uVolodya wayehloniphekile kwaye, ngokucacileyo, wayenomdla ofudumele kum. Kwiinyanga ezintandathu kamva, xa ndaya eMoscow, ndadibana naye kwinqanawa, ndazama ukuzichazela. Kodwa, emva kokuba ndizalisekise umsebenzi wam, kwakungekho mnandi kum. Ndisahamba ehotele, ndibhaptizwe kumava okuwa kwam, ndacinga nje into endifanele ukuba ndixelele ngokukhawuleza bonke abahlobo bam, bevumba iinkcukacha. - Ukuphunyezwa komsebenzi wekhosi yakho "I-Ado Eninzi Ngento" ekhokelwa nguVladimir Levertov yaba ngumcimbi. Abagxeki ngokukhethekileyo bamdumisa uBeatrice wakho ... - Kwakunjalo. Ndiyakhumbula (andisakhumbuli!), Wabhala into efana nale: ukuba ungatsho ngabanye abathathi-nxaxheba kwindlela abaphumeleleyo ngayo, ke uTatyana Dogileva, odlala u Beatrice, ngumdlali owenza umsebenzi. Njani! Ndiyabulela kwimpumelelo yomsebenzi wokugqweswa kweziqu, ndamkela iimemo ezivela kwiindibano ezininzi. Kodwa okokuqala waya kwi-"Lenkom" ephakamileyo, umlawuli wezobugcisa apho - ngesicelo sikaLevertov - wavuma ukuba undibone. UMarko Anatolievich Zakharov wayeyingozi: - Kulungile, yonke into icacile ... Inomdla loyilo ... Kodwa wena, njengompumelelo kwisivumelwano awuvumelani? - Andivumelani. - andinayo izithuba. Kukho umdlalo omnye, ufana nokuhlaziya kwangaphambili. Kwakungekho ukuphindaphinda, kwakukufundwa nje. Kodwa yeyiphi inkampani! Yankovsky, Zbruev ... Bobabini bahleka bam. Musa ukukhwela, ungacaphukisi - ngoko, ngenxa yokuthanda ubomi. I-atmospheric "Leikom" yayingummangaliso, ndandixhalabisa gqitha ukuba ndisebenze apho, kodwa uZakharov akazange athembise nantoni na, kwaye kwisimemo sikaGeorgy Tovstonogov, uncedisayo, ndaya "ekukhangeleni" kwi-BDT. Baye bekulungele ukungifaka khona kanye, kodwa ekuhambeni kwehambo lokuya eSt. Petersburg ndafumana indima yam yokuqala kwi-cinema - kwiiveki ezimbalwa ukudubula kwaqala. U-Tovstonogov waxhathisa amahlombe akhe: "Ngoko, masize emva kwefayili. Yenza kubasebenzi. " - Yaye yintoni le movie? - Iyona nto ibaluleke kakhulu kwimbali yoluntu. Kwabizwa ngokuba yi "Passenger Passenger" kwaye kwakufanele ukuba baxhaphaze abantu abaselula ukuba bangeniswe esikolweni sokufunda. Ndadlala umdlali omncinci waseNinka Babaitseva. - Kubonakala ngathi ngokudubula lo mfanekiso udibana nomntu owaba ngumyeni wakho? - Ndiza kucacisa: umyeni wokuqala. Ukufowunelwa kwenzeka kwiKrasnodar Territory. Ulwandle lwaluqhaqhaqhaqha, yonke into yayibonakala. Akunakwenzeka ukuba uthandane naloo "ndawo". Kwaye ndathandana. Ukuhlaziya. Kwilungu lokugqibela leqela lefilimu - "kwi-clapper." Kwisiza ngasinye kukho umntu ovakalisa: ifilimu enje, enjalo kabini, kunye ne-wand in the plaque - bang. UAlexandre wayebonakala enhle kuThixo kwaye ephantse ehlakaniphile. Xa ndibuyela ekhaya, ndatsho kubazali bam ukuba ndidibana nomntu oyintloko wobomi bam. Umama, iminyaka emine edlulileyo, wandivumela ukuba ndilale nabalathisi, ndinqumle: "Ukuhlala kunye ngaphandle kweofisi ye-registry - ungacingi ngento! Ngoko tshatana-ke nceda! "Kubonakala ukuba" intsikelelo "yakhe yabelwa kuphela kubenzi befilimu. Upapa uthe uya kumema yonke idolophana yaseMoscow kumtshato.
Ukuwa
Ngaphambi kokuba ndibe nexesha lokukhupha i-suitcase apho ndaya khona "ukukhawuleza" ukudubula, uZakharov wabiza: "Tatiana, uza njani?" Siyathemba ngawe, silindele ukuba uza kuba neNelya kwiMidlalo yezobugqwetha yaseArbuzov, kwaye uluhlu lwabadlali abasebenzisa u-Tovstonogov? "Kodwa, uMark Anatolyevich, awuzange uthembise nantoni na!" "Ungathini na ukuba uthethe?" Yankovsky noZbruev badumise ngeze, kwi-theater ufike enkundleni. Ewe, sele ubhalisile! Emva koko, abantu abanolwazi baxelele iinyaniso ezimbini eziqhelekileyo: kwihlabathi lezemidlalo yonke into eyaziwa ngokukhawuleza - kanye, abalawuli abaphambili abathandanga kakhulu xa oogxa banqanda abadlali kubo - ezimbini. Kwiiveki ezimbalwa ndaya eLenk ndaza ndafuna igama lam kwixesha eliyimthebhile. Wayengekho kwisihlwele. Amantombazana sele sele evakalelwa ukuwa kwawo, kwaye ndiseyintombi. Ngale nto kwakufuneka ukuba wenze ixesha. Ukuze ufumane ulwazi malunga nokungenzi lutho, enye into eyongeziweyo - ndaqonda ukuba andithandi nantanami. Wabuthana ngumoya waza wammema uSasha ukuba ahlawule umtshato. Ekuphenduleni, weva: "Emva kokufa." Kwafuneka ndihambe kwiofisi yokubhalisa. Emva kokuba sitshatile, sahlala kwindawo yokuhlala - igumbi elincinane labiwe ngumtshini omncinci, apho ubaba wayesebenza khona. Ndichitha iintsuku ndidlala umfazi wam: ukuhlamba, ukutshiza, ukupheka, ukutshiza izimbiza. Kwaye ngokuhlwa, ephelelwe yindlu yokuhlala, wayehleli ekhitshini, waguqa intloko eentendeni zakhe waza wacinga ukuba: "Ngaba ndifanele ndizame?" Ngenhlanhla, uZakharov wanginika indima encinci, engenazo i-Shatrov's Revolutionary Etude. Ukusebenza kwakubandakanya uYankovsky, uLeonov, uPeltzer. Kule meko, ndandilungele ubuncinane ukubonisa umfanekiso osemva! Kwaye ndenenhlanhla ukuba ndibe nomfanekiso weNqophiso Yothando Lamahhala. UZakharov wabeka lo msebenzi: "Yaye, uThatyana, ekhwelweni olubi, unyukela kwisiqonga, uthathe ingilazi ngamanzi kwisithethi uze uyikhuphe ngeyona nto!" Ndazixubungela zonke iinxalenye zomzimba, ndaza ndaza ndafika kwiplanga, ndithatha iglasi ... Wayevuya gqitha xa ebona ukumomotheka okulula kumbono kaMark Anatolyevich. Ndibuhlungu, andibonakali kule nxaxheba phambi koluntu. Kungekudala ngaphambi kwepresenti, uZakharov wagqiba ekubeni ndifanele ndidlale i-bureaucrat entsha uSapozhnikov. Ndandethusa - inxaxheba ebalulekileyo, ngomfanekiso onzima, kunye nesicatshulwa. Ndiyabulela uThixo, yasebenza. Ukusebenza kwakuyimpumelelo enkulu, ndadunyiswa, kubandakanywa noMarko Anatolievich, ilizwi lakhe elinomdla kumbaluleke ngakumbi kunokubukezwa kwamawaka e-friymy. Ndavuya gqitha. Kodwa kuphela kwibala le midlalo, kuba apha belibala ngokupheleleyo ngesimo sakhe somtshato. Yiya ekhaya, apho kufuneka uxoxe ngento ethile nomntu owaba ngumfokazi, akafuni. Yaye ukulala naye embhedeni owodwa - ngokubanzi isandla esibukhali. Sasihlula iinyanga ezintathu emva komtshato. Ndingumqali. U-Sasha uxhasa inyathelo - ngokumangalisayo kulula. Ndiyicinga ukuba ngelo xesha wayesele ephethe intombi. Kwimeko nayiphi na, emva kweenyanga ezintandathu emva kokuhlukana nam, uAlexander wabuya kwakhona, ngeli xesha ngokuvuya, watshata.
Izakhono zokwenza
Kubonakala ukuba, isimo esisezantsi sadlala noSasha ngokuhleka okufanayo kunye nam. Ndaqala ukukhohlisa, apho ndibuyela eMoscow. Kuphela kwamehlo am, uthando lwalube lulele ngaphambi kokuba lube nalo. - Ngaba uqale ukuhlaziya indima ye-Nely kwi "Games Games", sele sele uyintombi yamahhala? - Ewe, ezi ziganeko zombini zihambelane. "Umdlalo onobugwenxa" ... Ekuhlaziyeni kwalo msebenzi, ndafunda indlela uZakharov ayengenabubele ngayo. Ngokuqinisekileyo, unobulumko kakhulu, ngoko uyazibetha isigulane ngokwakhe. Ukuze uhlazise, tshathisa, uMarko Anatolievich anele ibinzana elilodwa. Kuze kube ngoku, ubuso bakhe bunqamle ubuso obunomdla, kwaye ezindlebeni zakhe kukho ilizwi elikhuni: "Ta-a-nya! Ta-a-nya! Ewe, ukuba utitshala ulungiselele apha - bathi, ngezinye iitalente, - ke ubonise okungenani into ... "Ndandifutshane ukuthuka:" Mna? Ngaba ulungiselele? Ngaba utsho ukuba uLevertov wandibuza ukuba ndibuke? "Amagama ayabambelela emqaleni:" Ewe, ndiza kudlala iTovstonogov ngoku, ukuba awuzange ungandichukumise ukuba ndiye kuwe! UEfros wandibiza mna! Ngokuqhelekileyo, ukuba ufuna ukwazi, njengamaqebelengwane ashushu! "Ukuma phakathi kwesiteji kutyunyuzwe - njengokungathi i-iceberg indibethe. Lindela, ukuba umntu angenelele, akukho nto. Wonke umntu ukhangeleka kude. NguKolya Karachentsov kuphela osondela emva kwaye ehlekisayo: "Yintoni, unayo? Musa ukusila! Xa ndihlasela, mna-amehlo phantsi kwaye ndithi: "Isiyatha, si sidenge ... Ngenye ixesha, kwidilesi yakhe, wakuva kuMarko Anatolyevich:" andinakukukhangela! Ukuba ndivula amehlo enje ngoku, ndiya kukuxelela oku, ukuba uyothuswa! "Yonke into enentliziyo evuthayo, ngamazinyo azinyiweyo. Yintoni emva kwamagama anjalo? Ubaleke kwinqanaba - ungabuyi? Wayexhalabisa kwaye wahlupheka. Njengomntu wonke. "I-Autocrat" bambalwa abantu abasindayo. Ndaya kuYankovsky, naseKarachentsov, nase-Abdulov. Ndandicinga ukuba ngamadoda emva kokuthotywa kwentlanga. Ewe kwakukho ukukhala - wakhala! Le meko yahlaziywa yinto yokuba ndithandana noZakharova. Ewe, kwaye kwakungenakwenzeka ukuba athande naye. Umtsalane wenkundla yakhe yezemidlalo, unomdla ongenasiphelo, othakazelisayo ... Xa ngokuzumayo wazithela phezulu kwinqanaba lomlawuli, wenyuka waya kwinqanaba, waqala ukubonisa into ethile, andizange ndibonwe ngantoni, kodwa intliziyo yam idanduluka. Uninzi, o, abaninzi abanakuyichasa, babonise uMark Anatolyevich kubo umdla womntu! Kodwa akazange akwenze, kwaye unxanxungu oluthile lugxininiso lwabadlali bezandla zokubonisa kuphela ukujonga okubonakalayo yi-Master okwezinye izihlandlo. Andizange 'ndiphule' le nto. UMarko Anatolyevich wayengenakuchulumancisa into endiyenza kwinqanaba. Ngoku ndiyaqonda: wayenesizathu esihle. Ngaba ndingumqeqeshi omkhulu kuye? Igosa lomfundi, ongenalo amava, akukho mandla okuba nomzimba, iimvakalelo ... Ekugqibeleni ukuphelelwa lithemba, i-hallucinations yaqala. Ebusuku, egumbini apho kungekho mntu ngaphandle kwam, ngokukhawuleza kwakukho izibonda. Ndivule amehlo am, ndabona abadala bembethe iingubo ezimnyama ezimila ekhoneni ...
Luck phambili
Kwiminyaka engamashumi amabini inkqubo yesifo isomelele kwaye iyakwazi ukujamelana neemvavanyo. Ngokukhawuleza ukuba ndiqalise ukufumana into encinci kunye nenkosi ekuhlazisweni kudluliselwe indumiso engaphelelwanga, abafazi abadala balala. "Imidlalo yobuthakathaka" ixesha elide alizange lamkele. Umdlalo walezo zihlandlo wawubungqina. Abalinganiswa abasemgangathweni bayadumala kubomi abaseMuscovites abancinci, ababekulindela kakhulu kwi "Khrushchev thaw", kodwa babephosakele ngokulindela kwabo. Amanye amagosa asuka kwenkcubeko ngokukhawuleza athi igama elithi "ukunyundela kweSoviet." Ekugqibeleni - emva kokutshintsha iincoko ezincokola kakhulu - umdlalo wakhululwa. Impumelelo yayisisithulu. Abacebisi baqhawula imali ephosiweyo yetikiti-ezilishumi, izihlandlo ezingamashumi amabini ngaphezu koxabiso lomntu. Kwabonakala kum: ngoku ndilondolozile iindima "eLenkom" kude kube ngumhlalaphantsi. Kodwa enye idlulileyo idlulile, ezimbini, ezintathu, ezine ... Ndisadlala uNelyu kwi "Imidlalo Yezobugqwetha", apho omnye wabalinganiswa abuzwa: "Uneminyaka emingakanani?" Ndaphendula: "Nineshumi elinesixhenxe." "Uqamba amanga," iqhawe livuma, kwaye unyaka wonke, kufuneka ndivume, ngokuhlwa emva kokudutshulwa, uMironov kunye nathi sasidla kwiidlo zokutya zase-Astoria, sahamba ngokuhamba ebusuku ngobusuku bukaLeningrad kwaye sathi sihle, sithemba ukubonana kwakhona.