UVera Brezhnev, ubomi bomntu

Ndizalelwe kwintsapho ehluphekileyo kwaye iingxaki zaqala ukususela ebuntwaneni. Ndiyiminyaka elishumi elinesibhozo ubudala. Ndihleli ekhaya ndilindele umama. Yaye yonke yayo ayikho kwaye ayikho. Umama weza ekhaya kamva kwaye wayengenamandla, kuba ukususela ekuseni kwaze kwaba kusihlwa wayesebenza. UVera Brezhnev, ubomi bomntu kunye nempumelelo yakhe yinto yonke kwinqaku lethu.

Utata wayegula, kwaye wayedralela intsapho yethu enkulu-yena kunye noodade abane-omnye. Njalo ixesha intliziyo yam yaqhawula xa ndibona ubuso bomama obunqabileyo, obunzima. Wazama ukungabonakali ukuba kwakunzima kangakanani kuye, wayemomotheka, kodwa ndandiva into. Kwaye ke ekhanda lam wayehleli ngcamango: Ndifuna ukufumana umsebenzi. Kufuneka ufumane umsebenzi. Emva koko umama uya kuba lula. Uya kuziva ukuba ndinokumnakekela ... Phantse ekuzalweni, odadewethu, umama kunye nobawo babehlala eDneprodzerzhinsk. Isithili sethu sasingumntwana obizwa ngokuba nguBAM. Nangona wayengenanto enxulumene neBaikal-Amur Lineyona ndawo ... Sahlala apho de kube ngu-1992. Kwaye ke ixesha eliyinkxalabo liqala, xa yonke into ishintshile. Sathutha, ndaya kwesinye isikolo. Umama noTata babenzima. Bobabini basebenze kwiikhemikhali zityalo, umveliso wada wayeka ukuyeka, umvuzo wancipha, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha wawungakhange uhlawulwe iinyanga, kwaye abazali bazama ukufumana konke esikufunayo. Ngowe-1993, utata washaywa yimoto ... Wabe esebenza ezininzi zokuhlinzwa, ngenxa yokuba ithambo lomlenze lalinywanga ngokungalunganga. Umama wayesehlala esibhedlele. Ndithwele ukutshintshwa, ndondla ubawo, ndamnyamekela - umama waphumelela kwiziko lonyango kwaye kuphela ukuthanda kweemeko kwakwimveliso. Kodwa emva kwayo yonke into, wayengenza ugqirha obalaseleyo ... Njengoko umama wayichitha ixesha elininzi esibhedlele, mna noodadewethu besala thina. Kodwa akukho namnye wethu owagxotha okanye ekhononda. Ngokuchasene noko, sazama ukunceda unina-benza konke ekhaya, baya kufumana ukutya, bahlambuluka ... Baye balinda kakhulu xa upapa wayebuya. Xa engekho, yonke into ishintshile ngokuphawulekayo ebomini bethu.

Yaba yinto engenanto, ingonwabi ...

Kwaye ngoku ubaba usekhaya! Kodwa wayebuthakathaka kakhulu kwaye ixesha elide lafunyanwa (kamva wafumana ukukhubazeka kweqela lesithathu). Kwakungabikho mbuzo wokubuyisela kwisityalo. Kodwa umama wathi: "Akukho nto, siya kuhlala ...". Wanyamalala emsebenzini ukususela ekuseni kwaze kwaba sebusuku, kodwa imali yayingenayo ngokwaneleyo. Kwakubaluleke kakhulu ukuba omnye umntu kwintsapho ahlangulwe. Kuodade abane, ndingowesibini ubudala. Omdala kakhulu wayengenalo ithuba lokusebenza - wayesele angena esikolweni sobugcisa bezemidlalo (wenza i-gymnastics), kwaye wayehlala esiya esikolweni. Ndahlala ... Kodwa ndandineminyaka elishumi elinanye kuphela ubudala. Luhlobo luni lomsebenzi onokuyenza? Ngokukhawuleza nje ukuba ndiyicacise ngoku, bandibongoza: "Nantsi enye imbono! Khulisa kuqala ekuqaleni! "Kodwa ehlotyeni ndisazama ukungena epaki. Apho baqokelela abantwana ukuba balule iibhedi, bahlambulule amaqabunga, kwaye enye i-swing kwafuneka isuswe. Imali ihlawulwe kakhulu, kodwa iinyanga ezihlobo zasehlotyeni ziyakwazi ukufumana imali encinci. Ndandivuyisa njani! Ndiyakhumbula, ndaya ekhaya ekhaya yam yokuqala yomsebenzi kwaye ndacinga ukuba ndiya kunika njani umama, kwaye yena kunye nobawo baya kubona ukuba ndibe mkhulu, ndinokunyamekela intsapho yam ... Abazali bam babevuyiswa ngokwenene. Kodwa kungekhona imali eninzi, ingaba ndinomnqweno omkhulu wokubanceda ... Kwaye, ngokubona amehlo abo aqhaqhaqhaqhaqhaqayo, ndomelezwa kwingcamango yokuba ndimele ndiqhubeke ndifuna imali kwaye ndinegalelo kubhajethi yentsapho. Ngexesha elizayo umsebenzi uye waba yinto engathí sina kunokuba ulawule imibhede epakini, umthengisi kwivenkile.

Intombazana leyo yayifumana njani umthengisi?

Okokuqala, ndandimdala kuneminyaka yam. Ukongezelela, kwakunzima kakhulu. Kucacile ukuba akukho mntu unokubeka umntwana oyisiphukuphuku emva kwekhawuntara. Yaye unokuthembela kum. Ngaphandle koko, andizange ndihlawule ngokukhulu kunomntu omdala. Umvuzo wam wawungenakulinganiswa. Ndandithengisa i-tomato unamathela, i-pasta. Kwaqala ngoku-sibhozo ekuseni.

Kuthiwani ngesikolo?

Kwafuneka ndize ndiye Kodwa ndandizibaluleka ngokucacileyo: ndacinga ukuba kubaluleke kakhulu ukunceda intsapho kunokuhlala kwiklasi. Ngaba kwakungesabi ukuthengisa? Yonke ishishini elifanayo ngemali. Kwaye ukuba babekhohlisiwe? Ndiyicinga kakhulu. Umoyiko kum inyuse kuphela abahloli. Ngoko ke, ndakhetha indawo kufuphi neofisi ephezulu, ukuze xa kuvela ukuhlolwa, khona apho kunye neenyawo ezingenanto zichaza ukuba ndithatha indawo yohwebo lokuthengisa. Emva koko kwakudingeka ukuba usebenze eofisini kwibhotshi kwaye uvelise umfazi othile onobubele oya kuthi uyavuma ukuqinisekisile iinguqulelo zam. Emva kwemarike, ndatshintshe imisebenzi emininzi eyahlukeneyo ... Ngandlela-thile ndafumana i-dishwasher kwibhar "iDune". Udadewethu wayesele esebenze apho phambi kwam, ngoko ke, omnye unokuthi, wathathwa phantsi kolawulo. Ibha yavulwa ngentsimbi yesithathu ntambama, ngoko ke awuzange ufune ukubaleka esikolweni. Ndafika apho, ndibe nexesha lokwenza umsebenzi wam wesikolo, ndaza ndavuka ndaya kwi-sink. Ibha yayincinane, iitafile ezisixhenxe ukuya kwezibhozo kuphela, kodwa kwakukho izitya ezingcolileyo. Ukukhathala kakhulu. Kodwa apha emva kwayo yonke imfihlelo yendalo entsha: Ndiza kubuya emsebenzini, ncinane ndiya kuguqula umoya kwaye-ukuhamba ...

Umvuzo wento ethe yachitha?

Ukutya. Maxa wambi ndathenga i-pantyhose. Ngaphantsi kaninzi - izimonyo. Kwaye i-disco yashiya i-kopecks. Kwiingubo, inyaniso, impatho ayifanele. Ngomhla ndafumana amahlanu i-hryvnia, ukuba unethamsanqa, ibe sixhenxe. Oku malunga nedola elilodwa ngemilinganiselo yanamhlanje. Kwaye iidola ezingama-30 ngenyanga ayibonakali ngokucacileyo. Umbuzo kunye ne-wardrobe isisombululo ngenxa yomatshini "Umculi *. Umama wayesoloko eshintsha iingubo zethu zangaphambili, wandisa ibhulukhwe yakhe, wafaka iifake, waza wandaza iingubo zakhe. Kwaye ekubeni unina ungumphathi omkhulu, zonke izinto zakhe zatshintshile kakhulu.

Ingqalelo kubafana?

Hayi! Yintoni na! Andizange ndibe neyaneveli ngaphambi kokuba ilishumi elinesixhenxe! Ndineendawo yomnxeba xa ndandineminyaka ubudala. Ngenye ihlobo badibana nentsapho enye. Babenomntwana esandula kuba ngabahlobo naye, waza abazali bakhe bandinika indawo yokuhlala. Ndiye ndayigcina loo ntsana ixesha elide kwaye ndiqhotyoshelwe kuyo, ndaza ndasebenza kwezinye iindidi. Kwaye umntwana wam wagqiba ukuwuqala ngaloo xesha, wahambelana nokugqitywa kwesikolo. Ndichitha ixesha elininzi kunye nabantwana babantu ukuba ndandisoloko ndiyiswa ngcamango: Ndifuna mna. Kwaye xa ndandineminyaka elishumi elinesibhozo, ndadibana noyise wendodakazi yam yokuqala uNyanaya kwaye ngokukhawuleza wakhulelwa. Yeyayivuyisa gqitha! Isisu sam sasilungile. Wonke umntu wathi: "Mfana! Ikhusana elinamanci ekhulwini! "Kwaye ndandifuna intombazana! Wakhula kunye namantombazana, wayazi indlela yokuthetha nabo. Kwaye wayexhalabile kakhulu; ndiya kuthini na ukuba unyana wam uzalelwe? Ndiyakhumbula ukubukela umdlalo webhola lebhola "i-Ukraine-Armenia" kwaye, njengokuba ngezinye iimeko kwenzeka ngabafazi abakhulelweyo, baxelele ngokuchanekileyo umphumo womdlalo. Ngokukhawuleza esesiswini saqala oku, kakuhle, isiphepho! Ngelo xesha, ndiqonda ngokucacileyo: kuya kuba nomfana, kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo ungumdlali webhola lebhola. Ukukhathazeka kakhulu! Kwakuneenyanga ezintandathu ezikhulelwe. Ngento endiyintombi, ndafunda kuphela iiveki ezimbini ngaphambi kokuba ndizalwe ... Ndahlukana noyise kaSonya xa wayeselula kakhulu. Kodwa ndandisoloko ndiyazi: kungakhathaliseki ukuba ubomi buye buphuhliswa njani, ndinokuphakamisa intombi yam. Asiyi kulahlekelwa. Bobabini abazali kunye noodade-bam ngasemva-baya kuxhasa.

Kwaye wangena njani kwiVIA Gr?

Umhlobo wam wayengumdlali omkhulu kweli qela. Kwaye ndavakala ngexesha lokukhulelwa "Zama inani elithandathu", ngamanye amaxesha kunokuba zivele iingcamango eziphosakeleyo: "Kuya kuba nabo ukuthetha! ..". Kwaye emva koko ndenze. Yileyo ndlela ndagqiba ngayo kwihlabathi elikhulu leenkwenkwezi.