Ubuso - kungekhona omncinci kwaye ungasemdala, kungekho mnandi kwaye ungabi mbi, ngokuqhelekileyo ubuso obuqhelekileyo, amehlo anqabileyo kwaye sele esele akhathele, nangona ngoku kudala nje ekuseni. Amacangca omlomo kunye neenki ayancipha, okwenza ubuso bubonakale bufana ne-Piero edidekileyo. "Inomdla," ingcamango ivela, njengengqunga njengentsasa yanamhlanje, "ngaba le ntokazi ingayikhangela indoda? Ngokombono wam, umntu onjalo ufanelekile ukuba ahlale kuyo "uyaxhalabisa.
"Kodwa, kukho abesifazana, njengento engekho nto kwaye kungcono kunakho, kunye namadoda ngokuchanekileyo ubusi ngeempukane" uyamangalisa, kwaye ngaphandle kwala manqabunga.
"Ndifuna kwakhona, u. Ndifuna ukuhlala ndiphakathi kwenkxalabo yabantu, "umntwana ongaphakathi ohlala emphefumlweni womfazi ngamnye ngokukhawuleza uyakhala, kwaye akukho-hayi, kwaye umqubu womona uhamba entliziyweni yakhe.
"Ngoko ndingazenza njani ngaphantsi (okanye ngaphezulu)? Ungazenza njani isikhungo sokuqwalasela amadoda? "Ngokukhawuleza ucinga.
Yintoni ebangalisa ingqalelo yindoda, kwaye yintoni imfihlelo yokutsalwa komfazi?
Okokuqala, siya kugxotha umona, siphonye ukudimazeka nokukhathala, kwaye siphonsa ingcamango engapheliyo yokutsala ekudleni. Umtsalane awukho ubuhle kuwo onke. Nangona ubuhle bungeke bubuhlungu, kodwa le ngcamango yobuhle ayipheli. Ukukhangela, endaweni yobuhle, kunokwanela okunjalo njengokwazi ngobuhle bomntu.
"Ndiza kuvela phi na ukuqonda kwam ubuhle bam, ukuba akukho ubuhle obuhle emehlweni?" Uphakamisa iilebe zakho ngokuzithemba.
Mkholelwa nje ukuba ungokoqobo. Kholwa, ngoko uthetha, ngelizwi, ngaphandle kokuhlola, uzive uhle, umangalisa, umhle. Qinisekisa oku ngaphandle kwesizathu, kungekho sizathu. Isizathu silapha. Emva koko.
" ... Ukuzithemba kufuneka kungabi nantoni,
Uya kufumana isizathu sakhe,
Njengoko umfazi ekhangisa indoda kuye ... " (V. Vine)
Ewe, ngokuzibona kobuhle kucinga ukuba yintoni enye efunekayo ukukhanga?
Ukukhanya okukhulu emehlweni?
Nobuso obukhanyayo?
Futhi ukumamatheka kungekhona kuphela emlonyeni, kodwa nangamazwi, ekuhambeni kwee-eyelashes, ekuhambeni kweenki kunye nokujika kwentloko?
Kwaye ukukhanya kukhanyiswe yiyo yonke into?
Nentshisekelo enkulu kuyo yonke into eyenzeka ngeenxa zonke?
Kwaye kulula ukuhamba?
Kwaye kwimeko enomdla?
Kwaye ukukwazi ukwenza imibala yabo ibonakale, imini ilula, umculo ukhulula kakhulu kunye nokuphela kwayo?
Yaye indlela yokuthetha nomntu wonke ukuba ngaba ngumntu ongenqabileyo kwaye onomdla kwihlabathi?
Kwaye ...
Yeka, yeka, nqama. Zonke ezo ziyakhumbula njani, kodwa zizalisekisa? Ungayichaza njani le nto ngelo xesha, kwaye ungalokothi ukhohlwe nayiphi na into? "Uyakubamba intloko yakho ephasini.
Kwaye ukumela nantoni na kwaye ayimfuneko. Konke oku kufuneka kufike kuwe ngokungabonakaliyo, njengobusuku bokukhanya ubuthongo kwiimitha zokuqala zokuphuma kwelanga. Kufuneka uzalwe ngawe ngokwemvelo, njengomama oqaqambileyo womama ekuphenduleni ukuhleka kwengane yomntwana.
Oku kufanele kube yinxalenye yakho.
Ufuna impendulo elula, indlela yokuzenza yinkalo yomntu? Zithandane nawe ...
Zivale wena njengeziko apho abantu, izindlu, iinkwenkwezi, iphela iphela ...
Kholelwa ebuhleni bakho, ulutsha, ukuzineliseka, ubulumko, nto leyo eyona nto ibaluleke kakhulu kwihlabathi elincinci nelingenammangaliso.
Unqula njengesithixo, zidumise njengendlovukazi, kwaye akuyi kuba nomdla kuwe ukuba uhlala ephakathi kwenkxalabo yabantu abakujikelezile, kwaye ngubani othe wabuyela kuwe evela apho aphuma khona amabhu. Into ephambili kuwe iya kuba yindawo enokuqwalasela loo ndoda yakho, yedwa kunye neyayifunayo, apho iphela iphela.