Okokuqala, ngaphambi kokuba ube ngumzimba oqhelekileyo, njengezilwanyana. Oku kukhetho olungekhoyo, okungekufanelekile ukuthatha (kwakhona, ukuba lo mntu akahambelani nawe). Bavela phi? Umbuzo unomdla. Impendulo: Inzululwazi ayasazi ukuba le nto isebenza njani, kodwa iyaziwa ukuba yintoni efunekayo kwimeko. Balekela kude naye. Loo mntu, njengomthetho, akwenzi nje nantoni na. Akasebenzi, akazange asebenze kwaye akayi kujongana nalokhu kungabonakali, kwindlela yakhe yokujonga, ishishini. Akazifuneli izizathu kwaye akazami ukutshintsha nantoni na. Kuye kwaye kunjalo kulungile. Kulele embhedeni. Ngokuqhelekileyo izidumbu ezinjalo ziqulethe umntu, zidinga into yokutya ... okanye umama okanye omnye umntu. Kodwa kukho iimeko xa ukungafuni ukusebenza kuvela kwizizathu ezahlukeneyo. Ngamanye amaxesha uloyiko lokungaqondakali, oko kukuthi, akabi. Ngokufanayo "Andiyidingi mntu. Andifuni ukusebenza, "kwaye emsebenzini bangakhubekisa.
Umsebenzi uyinto enjalo, apho unako ukuphakama nokuwa. Umntu onqabileyo, kunzima ukukhangela umsebenzi, kuba okokuqala ubona "ukuwa". Yaye kwaye ayifuni ukuhamba apho. Nantsi inkxaso ebaluleke kakhulu kulo mzekelo isoka lakho linokukunceda. Kuxhomekeke kulabo abajikelezile. Ukuba unomuvo wokuba ungabi nje ukungafuni ukusebenza, kodwa kunye nokungabikho kokuzithemba, kufuneka ulungele kakuhle. Usuku emva komhla kumqinisekisa ukuba uyona mhle kakhulu kwaye unako ukwazi, fumana izithuba kunye nokukhaba, umthumelele udliwano-ndlebe emva kokunyanga kwengqondo. Zithatha okokuqala ngento apho ungathetha ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba iya kuthathwa. Emva koko uya kuyika kwaye akayi kuhamba kwakhona.
Emva koko ubhale sele Yaye ukuba loo mntu akafuni ukusebenza, kungekhona ngenxa yokuzithoba, kodwa, ngokuchaseneyo, ngenxa yokuphakama kakhulu? Njengaye, ndingumongameli, kodwa ndingaziwa, kodwa ngoku ndiza kufumana umsebenzi ongazange uphuphe kwaye uya kuqonda ngoko! Hlaziya. Nantsi imeko efanayo. No megalomania. Uyiyo nje ibhokisi lengxoxo. Kukho uluhlu olunjalo. Kuye, umsebenzi ungento engabonakaliyo. Umfana akafuni ukusebenza. Ufuna nje ukufumana yonke into ngokukhawuleza. Ukuba ucinga wena njengomama wakhe kwaye ucinga ukuba uthando lwakho olungathandekiyo lufanelekile loo mihlatshelo, ngoko-iflegi isezandleni zakho. Kodwa, khumbula: lo dansa uya kuhlala enokuphazamiseka. Ukholelwa ukuba nayiphi na imisebenzi ayifaneleyo, lo mfana akafuni ukusebenza, kwaye akukho nto enokuyenza. Unako, kwakhona, ube nomonde ngeminyaka ezayo kwaye uzenzele yona, ubeke iinjongo eziphezulu kunye neenjongo zalo. Into ephambili kukufumana indlela eya kumntu onjalo. Emva kwayo yonke into, isondo sonke sexini asiyonto kwaye le nto ingadlala. Kodwa ungayithandi ngokulungileyo, ngenxa yokuba uwedwa. Yintoni endiyenzayo? Yintoni endiyenzayo?
Umntu omdala sele sele, kodwa akafuni ukusebenza. Omdala. Ukubonakala. Yaye amadevu akhe akhula kwaye amahlombe akhe agquma, kodwa ingqondo yakhe ayizange ikhule. Ngoko, bazali bazalwana, wena ngokwakho umele uxanduva, nangona akulungile ukuthetha oko. I-Egoism yenye yezona zizathu zokungasebenzi. Yaye u-egoism, njengoko uyazi, uvela ebuntwaneni. Abantu abacocekileyo sele bevumile oku. Abazali abathandekayo abavela kwi-diapers babeka umntwana emlonyeni konke okufunwa ngumntwana kuphela, kwaye ke uzibuze apho kwintsapho yabo ekhutheleyo ibonakala ivila. Umntu omdala akafuni ukuba asebenze. Apha iinjongo eziphakamileyo sele zigcinwe. Ufuna nje ukubamba i-parasite ye-scruff entanyeni kwaye uyibeke endaweni epholileyo kwaye usebenza-kumntu! Umbuzo wodwa kuphela: uza kuxhamla umsebenzi okanye udideke kuphela kubaphathi. Esinye isizathu sokuba "ukungabikho kwemisebenzi" yomntu omncinci kunokusindaxeka. Yilapho kwenzeka into eyenzekayo ebomini engekho kakuhle kwaye ihlabathi lonke lidwebile imbala. Kulo rhulumente, akuyiyo into yokusebenza-awufuni ukuhlala. Ngoko loo mntu akafuni nto. Akukho msebenzi, akukho nwabisa, akukho ukutya okuhlwaya. Ngaphambi kokutya, xa umphefumlo ubuhlungu, uyabona!
Ukuba unomzekelo onxunguphalo wendlela yokuphila yakho kwaye uye wagxotha kuyo ngeemvakalelo zothando, unokukucebisa ukuba ufunde ngokubanzi. Ngoko, into esinayo ngethuba: Umfana akafuni nto. Kwaye akafuni ukusebenza. Yonke inokukhubazeka, inobungozi kwaye ibuhlungu emhlabeni jikelele. Apha isicwangciso esiqilileyo silumkele. Mhlawumbi, ukunyaniseka kule ngxaki akufanelekanga kwaye umntu ebomini unentlungu enkulu. Kodwa ubomi buqhubeka kwaye kufuneka uphefumle ubomi kulo mntu. Uthando, ububele kunye nokuzola ngonyango olungcono. Uya kuhamba kwaye emva kwesikhashana uza kusebenza, kuba uyaqonda ukuba ufanelwe ubomi obucebileyo.
Le nto sithetha ngendoda yangempela, ngubani na, nangona idiliza iindwendwe ezifanelekileyo, iyakrazula, kodwa iyakwazi ukuthatha isandla emva kwexesha lexesha. Kodwa kuya kwenzeka nokuba inkwenkwe yakho iya kugxininiswa yonke. Ukunyuka kwiofisi yezindlu kunye ne-polyclinic, iimveliso ezingaphantsi kweesisindo kwisitore, kwaye ngokukhawuleza umntu onyawo uza kuza .... Kwaye ukuxinezeleka kwangemva kwexesha kuqala ngokuphazamiseka kwiibinzana, okubalulekileyo okubangela ukuba ihlabathi likhohlakele. Kakade, awukwazi ukusebenza kwihlabathi elinenkohlakalo!
Umsebenzi wakho wokuqala kukubona ukuba i-parasite, okwesibini - ukuba ungayithobeli kwiintsimbi zakhe kwaye ungayithengi kwindawo "yobungozi" bomphefumlo. Unomphefumlo. Ngaphandle kwamanzi oMalume Vasya. Kodwa umsebenzi onzima, ngelishwa, akubona bonke abahluphekileyo. Ewe, kwaye yesithathu ingxaki yakho kwisigqibo-kwaye kuyimfuneko kuwe ??? Umfana akafuni ukusebenza. Ewe, ingxaki. Ingakumbi ukuba uyamthanda. Cinga nje ngento oyithandayo ngokwenene? Kubonakala? Intetho ehle? Isitayela? Kodwa emva kokunyamekela konke kukunye kweempawu umntu anokuthandayo. Kwaye ngakumbi nangakumbi, ibhekisela kulezo zimpawu zomntu, ngaphandle koko asikwazi ukuhlala.