Ndiza kutshata nomntu othandekayo

Sadibana neqela lokuphumelela esikolweni. Ndiyintombazana entle ixesha elide, andizange ndifike kwii-discos kunye neeklabhu, andizange ndikwazi ukuvumba kotywala. Ewe, ngandlela-thile ayizange ithande ukuzonwabisa. Nangona kungekho namnye wandifake ekhaya, akazange avumele inkululeko. Ndandingenalo umdla kuwo. Ngako oko, ibhola lokugqiba idilesi lam liye lafana neyokuqala kwindalo ehlabathini, apho ndayilungiselela ngokucophelela: ingubo yokulungiselela, i-hairdo, ukwakheka - kubafundi abahle kakhulu, i-figureflex. Kwaye ulindele uluthando ... Wandibiza kumdaniso ophantsi, kwaye ndavuya ngokuya. URralan wayehluke kakhulu kubo bonke afunda nabo ekilasini: isikhumba esimnyama, amehlo omninzi omnyama, umbala wezemidlalo. Wazisa naye kwiholide umhlobo, isikolo esikolweni.
"Ngubani igama lomntu ongeyena mfokazi?" - wahamba ngokukhawuleza.
"U-Alena," ndathi, akunakuvakala.
"Siza kwazana, uRuslan," size sicinezele ngakumbi kunokudityaniswa komdaniso.
Saphendulela kwingqungquthela yomculo ogqithiseleyo, njengengqayi elwandle. Ndaphilisa iphunga lakhe kwaye ngokukhawuleza ndayikhumbula inkqubo malunga neepheromones endizibukele iintsuku ezimbalwa ezedlule: "Ngokwenene, ngaba kukho ikhemistri ngokwenene? Ndisazi ngokwenene, kodwa sele ndiyintlekisa ngaye! "Inkcazelo yamathenda yahlala iinyanga ezimbalwa. Ndafunda uthando, kuba ngumfundi okhutheleyo. Yonke into yayingumtsha, engaqhelekanga: amava, ukulindela kwentlanganiso, iingxaki zomntu othandekayo kunye ... imfuneko yokuxolela ...

Kwafuneka ndiyenze ngoku, rhoqo nangona andingaqondi izizathu zetyala lam. Intombazana engenalwazi, efundiswe ngokufanelekileyo kwimigaqo siseko yokunyamekela, inhlonipho, ukunyamezela. Enganeliseki? - Kwakunyanzelekile ukuthula. Ngaba waxabana? - Yona ityala. Kodwa ngenye indlela andingafuni. Uthandile nje ... Kwiinyanga ezintandathu kamva, sele ndiqalile ukuphazamisa kulolu thando. Ukuhlambalaza kwandithululela kum njengobhakethi. Ndandimangalela yonke into: andizange ndijonge le ndoda kwi-minibus ixesha elide kakhulu, ndaya ekhaya ukusuka esikhungweni ixesha elide, ndabhala inombolo yefowuni yomfundi eklasini, andizange ndithethe ngokukhawuleza ngokwaneleyo ekuhlukaneni: "Ndiyayithanda", ihleka kakubi ...
Emva kwexesha elithile, ndaqala ukuvakalelwa. Ekuqaleni ndazama ukuseka ubudlelwane, ukuqonda ubunzima bakhe, kodwa ngamanye amaxesha kwakusukela inzondo enjalo eyoyikisayo. Kwakunzima ukukholelwa ukuba ibali lefestile liye laba yi-bubble bubble, i-pacifier. Ngexesha elinjalo, ndandibonisa ngothando ngothando lwam, njengokungathi uzama ukuzibangela ngandlela-thile. Oku kwaqhubeka iminyaka emihlanu. Wonke umntu uye waqhelana nobudlelwane bethu "obuthandana", ehlekisayo aze athi "usapho lwaseTaliyane". Kwaye, ke, banomdla kumhla womtshato. Kwaye ndandithunywe kule mibuzo, kuba uRoulan wandinika kuqala isandla nentliziyo emva kokuba sidibane.

Ngaloo nto saqala ukuxabana , kuba umonde wam wawungekho. Ndacacisa kwiimangalo zakhe eziqhubekayo, kwaye ngokwemvelo akazange akuthande: "njani?" Ngaba abafazi bayazi ukuthetha? Umele ujabule, kuba ndikufundisa ubomi, udidekile! "- wandixelela ngandlela-thile, kwaye ndamqala ngambetha. URuslan wamangaliswa, kodwa wayethusa ngakumbi. Ngexesha elithile watshintsha utshintsho, wayeka ukugungqa ngonaphakade, wangqinga ngothando kunye nomsa; emva koko, wayandithanda, kodwa naye ngendlela yakhe. Yilapho ibinzana elithi "kuba ngumfazi wam" lizwakala, eliphindwaphindwa rhoqo, kodwa ngezinye ikhefu. Ndaphendule impendulo ... Emva kokuba uRussilan eshiye esinye isixeko ngeenyanga ezintathu: iqumrhu layalela ukuba kusekwe umsebenzi webebe labo elitsha. Kwintliziyo yam, ndonwabile ukuphefumula, kuba ngamaxesha amaninzi uye wangena nje. Ngosuku lokuqala lokuhamba kwakhe, ndaya kunye nabahlobo bam kwi-cafe. Sazibonela ngokukhawuleza: uRuslan wayekholelwa ukuba babengendawo kum. Siphumle, kodwa ekuphakameni komdlalo ndajika ibhotile ye-champagne kumntu ohleli etafileni elisondeleyo.

Wadonsa intloko yakhe ngokukrakra kwi-horror kumahlombe akhe , elinde umlambo welifa. Ruslan kule meko yayiza kundibiza ngokuchanekileyo, ngoko andizange ndikulindele into enhle kulo mfana. Ndinezinto ezintle "ezintle": ezandleni zasoloko kukho into ephukile, yawa, yaphahlazeka. URurlana uhlale ecaphukile. Kodwa umfana wamomotheka waza wathi ngokuthokoza:
"Ndandisoloko ndiphupha ngokuhlamba kwi-champagne!" Ndenze ingxolo, kwaye wacela inombolo yam yefowuni. Ngothuswa kwinto endiyenzayo, ndabhala phantsi iinombolo kwi-napkin. UVlad wangisekela ekhaya. Saqala ukudibana. Iinyanga ezintathu zanyuka ngokukhawuleza. Andizange ndivuyiswe ixesha elide! Ewe, kwaye andinanto yokuthelekiswa nayo: NdineRussilan kuphela ebomini bam bonke. UVlad wayehluke njani kuye! Nangona ndingazange ndibe nomsindo, akazange andithukuthele, wandibiza ngokuthi: "Umonakalo wam ozithandayo." URralan wabiza imihla ngemihla waza wanyula ukunyelisa ngefowuni. UVlad wayesazi ngaye, ngoko nangoko ndamxelela yonke into. Nangona kunjalo, ngaphambi kokufika kukaRuslan, wandenza isipho kwaye mna ... ndavuma! Ngaphambi kokufika kwi-flight Ruslan wandibiza. Ndaphendula. Ifowuni yayithuthumela. Waphinda wathi into ehlambalazayo, ngoko ke, efuna ukutshintsha oko kwakutshiwo, wabuza:

"Ngaba uya kucinga ngomtshato?" Ndathatha umoya ophezulu kumaphaphu am, ndaza ndavutha ngomoya owodwa, nditshisa:
"Kuya kuba nomtshato." Kodwa, hayi, kungekhona nawe ... Andizange ndive ngezo ziqalekiso ebomini bam! Ruslana, andikaze ndibone ...
Iminyaka emibini, njengoko nditshatile kuVlad, sikhulisa unyana, kwaye andizange ndizisole ngokukhetha kulo lonke ixesha. Kuhle ukuba intliziyo yam iphulaphule.