- Ewe, ekugqibeleni sagqiba ekubeni sihlangane! Iminyaka emihlanu idlulile emva kokushiya isikolo!
- Ixesha lexesha elikhawulezayo, ewe?
Sahlala kwaye sathetha ngohambo oluzayo. Kwakungekho ngokuhlwa kweentlanganiso zezikolo zezikolo, kwakukho intlanganiso yabalingana nabo, ehlelwe ngabalingana nabo, ngaphandle kokuthatha inxaxheba kwesikolo. Yenza imenyu kwaye uluhlu lwemveliso ofuna ukuyithenga. Singabantu abaququzeleli balo msebenzi. Ngokukodwa ndingafuni ukubona ubuso bomntu wonke endandifunde naye. Ndingubani, ndibone iminyaka emihlanu, uxhulumaniso olunxibelelwano kunye nolunxibelelwano, kwaye abanye abantu banesizathu sokunxila kwakhona.
"Andiyiqondi ukuba kutheni ndidakiwe kakhulu!" - andizange ndime.
"Qonda, wena, Kat! Amakhwenkwe ethu asanda kusela! U-Irina wayiphula ibhotile ye-vodka ngobusuku bobusuku, isiselo esisinye, kunye namakhwenkwe atywala kakhulu! - ndixelele umgcini wezidakamizwa zesitalato.
Emva kokuba siqikelele yonke into, siye ekhaya. Kwakuse bumnyama xa sifika endlwini yakhe. Ndamzisa apha ukuze angayi kulahlwa ngeteksi. Endleleni eya endlwini yakhe, sasicatshulwa kukuba yonke into isilindile kuthi, kwaye sonke siyayidinga, kwaye saqiniseka ukuba akukho mntu oya kusibonga ngale nto, kodwa uya kugxeka kuphela amakhono ethu enhlangano.
- Ewe, makhe sibone kamva, kuya kuba njani, ngoku kungenanto yokuxoxa ngokuphendula kwabafana, ndamqinisekisa.
Ukumthiya, ndaya ekhaya. Endleleni eya ekhaya, ndayeka ngevenkile ukuthenga ugwayi kunye namanzi, kwaye ndadibana nomnye umfundi. Akatshintshanga omnye kwiminyaka emihlanu, ndambona ndandibona, kwaye ngokukodwa akafuni ukuthetha naye. Uvela kwisangqa engangandibanga njengaye. Ndamxelela ukuba ngomso kusihlwa uya kudibana nabafundi abaphumelele kwiklasi, kwaye wammema, waza wafumanisa ukuba akanalo imali, kuya kuhamba kunye nathi kwindalo, kwaye ezandleni zakhe kwakukho iingxowa ngeebhotile zebhasi esincinci kunye nezinto ezahlukeneyo yokutya.
"Yavela phi na imali?" - Ndiyabuza, ndibhekiselele kwiiphakheji ze-swill ezishibhileyo.
- Aa, yindoda endimnike imali, ndingayithenga ntoni na.
"Ngoko thabatha imali kuye, ukuze uhambe nathi." Emva koko, asihlanganisanga minyaka yonke - andiyekanga.
"Akayi kuninika imali, uKat.
"Kutheni na?" Lo mfana makabeke imali encinane kwintombazana yakhe ethandekayo.
"Akafani noko."
"Kutheni ufuna le nto?" Fumana enye eya kukunika imali! - ndayifundisa ubomi bakhe. Kwaye ke ifowuni yakhe ibonakala. Wayekhupha ifowuni ephantsi, eyayikude iveliswe, kwaye ndava ilizwi lomntu ongekhohlakeleyo: - Ewe, ungaphi u-shlyaeshsya? Masibambe ngokukhawuleza i-booze, kwaye ke silinde wena kunye namadoda esele sele!
- Ewe, sele ndihamba. Kungekudala ndiza-kwaye ndixhanye. "Kulungile, Kat, ndivuyiswe kukubona, mhlawumbi ndingahamba nawe kwendalo." Ukuba nantoni na, ndiya kubhala kumnxeba, - ukuxuba, wandixelela waza wagijima.
M-ewe, andiyi kuvumela le nto kunoma ubani, ndacinga, ndaza ndazibandakanya kwiingcamango malunga nolwalamano phakathi kwamadoda nabasetyhini, malunga nokungalingani nokuhlaziswa. Emva koko, ukuqhuba intombazana emva kokusela ubhiya kuye kunye nabahlobo bakhe kukubonakalisa ukungamhloneli nokuthotywa kuye. Intanda yam yayingeke iwise phantsi oko. Kwaye ndaphinda ndaqaphela indlela inhlanhla endiyintanda yam. Nangona wayengabonakali kakuhle, wayeyindoda enhle kakhulu, nayo yonke imigaqo yokuziphatha. Wayephantse avuthele i-speck of dust from me. Isimo sakhe sengqondo sam sindixabise, kwaye ndamthanda ngenxa yeempawu zakhe zobuntu. Kwaye ke ndacinga ngako, kodwa kutheni ke ndingamthanda umntu, kungekhona ngenxa yeempawu zakhe zobuntu?! Ngoko andizange ndibone ukuba ndaphuma njani esitolo ndangena emotweni. Ndandila igwayi kwaye ndavula umsakazo, apho ilizwi elonwabileyo lithetha into emnandi kwaye ivuya, kodwa andizange ndive, kwakhona ndaza ndangena kwiingcamango zam. Ngomso thina kunye no-Almirka kwakufuneka siye esitolo ukuze sisidle kunye nokusela. Kwaye ngoko ngokuhlwa, ehlangene, ngohlobo. Xa ndibuyele ekhaya, ndakhawuleza ndalala, ndingalindelekanga.
Ndivule amehlo am, igumbi lam likhanyiswe kungekhona ngemizila yokuqala yelanga. Ngokukhawuleza babuthana, baya evenkile. Savumelana noAlmirka ukudibana kunye neentengiso zezakhiwo, eziza kudityaniswa, kwangoko kwangoko kunokwenzeka ukuba uye kwindalo. Ngethuba sithenga, abantu babezomelela ngokukhawuleza.
- Ziza kuthatha phi i-vodka? - Bambuzwa ngcamango uAlka.
- Ewe, sinabantu abayi-15, andisayi kusela, kwaye andiyi kuhlala ebusuku, ngoko sithatha iibhotile ezilishumi elinesithathu. Nangona kunjalo, akuyena wonke umntu oza kutshiza i-vodka apho.
- kunye nobhiya?
- Iibhotile zebhiya ezithandathu, ezilitha ezimbini nehafu. Kuyavela, ukupakisha. Mhlawumbi, ngoko siya kuthatha iibhotile ezilishumi ze-vodka?
- Yiza, akuyi kuba kude, ndicinga. Nangona kunjalo, wonke umntu uya kusela ade yonke into iphelile. Yaye njalo, kungakhathaliseki ukuba kunjalo, wonke umntu uya kuba mncinane. Ngoko, oko kwanele.
"Ulungile," ndamxhasa, kwaye sathi sithatha ngokubanzi. Ukuthatha ngokukhawuleza, konke okufunekayo saya kwi-checkout. Emva kokumisa, salayisha yonke into emotweni yam. Kwimoto yam, mna kunye no-Alka kuphela.
Endleleni, saxoxwa ngezobisi ezizayo.
"Ngokombono wam, akukho namnye oye waxhalabela konke oku ngaphandle kwethu kunye nawe," u-Alka wayenomsindo. - Ewe, yintoni ke sinesihloko esisentloko kulo lonke le nto?
"Ewe, sele u-Almira. Siye sihamba, wonke umntu uthenge yonke into, yonke into yenziwe, isasazwa. Nangona, ewe, ndiyavumelana nawe. Senze okuninzi kuzo zonke ezi zinto.
Kodwa ukuba kukho naziphi na izimangalo kuthi, andiyiziphendulela ngokwam, ndibe sele ndivutha ngumsindo, kuninzi ukwenza ntoni ukuba ndiza kuva, "kodwa kuya kuba ngcono ukuba ..."
- Ukuba sisahleli kunye nawe phezu kwee saladi, oku kuya kuba yihlazo elipheleleyo!
"Emva koko ndiya kuwubeka le bhasi kunye nesaladi kwaye ndibeke intambo ekhanda, ngokuqinisekileyo!" UAlmir waphendula ngomsindo.
- Yonke ezolile, mamela umculo ngakumbi! - Nciphise inomathotholo. Eminye indlela sasihamba ngokuthula. Unokuzixinzelela kangakanani ngenxa yale nto yonke. Ukufika kuloo ndawo, sonke sawa ngaphandle kweemoto, saqala ukuhlela yonke into. Abafana babeka iintente, bavutha umlilo, kwaye amantombazana ahlela itafile. Kubonakala ngathi ngelixa yonke into ihamba kakuhle. Kwakumnandi, bonke bahleka, bakhumbula into ethile malunga nesikolo, malunga nomfundisi weklasi, kwaye ityala lokuhleka likhawuleza kwaye likhawuleza. Akukho mntu ukhalazo okwamanje. U-Almirka wayebonakala ehlalise.
Xa iintente zibekwe, umbhobho wawulungiselelwe kwisibonda, kwaye itafile yafakwa, ivuleji yokuqala yevodka yavulwa, kuphela iVodka yavulwa, kwaye i-nausea coma ihlanganiswe emqaleni. Ema ngokukhawuleza, kwaye ndibambe ibhotile yamanzi amaminerali, ndagijimela emahlathini. Enyanisweni, ndade ndilibaziseke kwiiveki ezintathu, kwaye ndandicinga ukuba ndandimangalisa ngaphakathi. Xa ndabuya, ndafumanisa ukuba akukho mntu waqala ukusela, kwabonakala bebalindile. Kwakumnandi, andizange ndikulindele, ndacinga ukuba baya kuphuza ukusela, belibale yonke into ehlabathini.
"Ewe, abazange baqale ukusela, kwaye sele usilwa, Katya!" Waqala ukuhleka kum.
- Akunjalo, ungathi ka, bafana-bafanele bavumelane nam.
- Kuye, kungenxa yakho! - wanikela isitya seplastiki esisigidi esisodwa ngekhenkco elimnandi - philisa, ufike.
"Abafana, ndiqhuba, andinako, ngoko ke into enamandla kakhulu ndiya kuyiphuza yiphunga le-orange", ndathi.
- Siza kufumana ngaphezulu - yonke into iyavuya.
Emva kwesinye isiqithi, ndafumana umnxeba othandekayo wam, xa ndibuzwa ukuba kutheni ndiyithatha, ndamxelela ukuba ndaphuma phakathi kweentlanzi kunye nokucoca isisu, kwaye ndamxelela ngokukhulelwa. Ukungazange athethe nantoni na ikhonkrithi, kodwa wayecinga kuphela "Ewe." Kwaye uAlmirka wayekhathazekile kakhulu ngam.
"Kutheni ungazikwazi ukuba nenxalenye yeentsike, na?" Wandibuza, ngelixa ndandicinga ngokumxelela inyaniso okanye ngento engenamsebenzi.
- Ndinokulibaziseka kweeveki ezintathu-ngokungathi akukho nto yenzeke, ndathi.
"Wow, wow ..." wayenokuthi kuphela.
- Nangu ndifana. Ngomso ndiya ku-gynecologist ndifumane yonke into.
- Yiza, ungayitshiyi. Mhlawumbi uza kuthatha ikhefu?
- Kuphi na?
- Ewe, awukwazi, usuke udiniwe-uqhuba ngoku, - akazange ayeke.
- Kulungile, cwaka. Yiza. Kulungile.
Saqhubeka sihamba, sidla, siphuza size sizonwabisa. Andizange ndithandwe kwiindawo eziphangaleleyo, kungekhona into engaqhelekanga, endikuvuyoleyo ngayo. Kwimvelo yonke into esiyiphekeyo yayinomdla, nangona iifukane kuphela ezihlaselayo. Kwakusebumnyama, kwaye ndicinga ukubuyela ekhaya, ngenxa yokuba ininzi yotywala yayinxile kwaye, ngokufanelekileyo, yayingqineka yonke indawo, kwaye andingenomdla. Ndihamba kunye nam, uGalya wayeya kuhamba naye. Sasinobuhlobo naye ngexesha elinye, ngakumbi emva kokuphela kwebanga lesithoba, kodwa ke wayenomntu omdala, kwaye wayezikhukhumeza.
Ndayigqiba isaladi yam, uSenya waya kum. Sasibahlobo ukusuka kwiklasi yesibini, ukususela ekubeni wathunyelwa kwiklasi lethu kwelinye isikolo. Wayengumhlobo omhle kakhulu, kunye nomntu omkhulu. Unina wayesoloko ndibona njengomkhwenyana, kwaye oomama mhlawumbi bebede behlala besitshatile.
"Kat, ndinokuthetha nawe?" Waqala utyhafu.
- Ewe, - kuphela mna ndingayithetha ngomlomo opheleleyo.
"Kat, ndiyakuthanda kakhulu, kwaye ndandithanda kakhulu into phakathi kwethu ..." wambetha.
- Uthi "into" yayithetha ukuthatha isondo? - Ekugqibeleni ndagwinya ukutya, ndabuza kuye ebunzini.
"Hayi, eneneni ... ngokwenjenjalo yeewe, kodwa kungekhona ... ndithetha ubudlelwane ..." inkwenkwe ehlwempu yadideka.
"Senya, kukho ubudlelwane phakathi kwethu." Sinobudlelwane obude kunye nobuqili, "ndathetha ngokuzithemba, nditshintsha kwisidenge.
"Andizange ndithethe ukuba, ndifuna ezinye, uKat. Uthandile ixesha elide sele sele lipholile, kwaye ngokuqhelekileyo, njengokuba ukhangeleka ... - wawaphula.
"Mna, ndivuyiswa ngamazwi akho, kodwa ngoku andinakuthetha nto, kuba ndibe nengxaki encinci ebomini bam," ndandicinga ngengqondo yokukhulelwa kwam, kwaye kwafuneka kuthathelwe ngandlela-thile. Emva koko ndasuka ndahamba, ndishiya loo nkwenkwe.
Waqokelela yonke itafile, waphinda waphuza waza wadla, sinobucayi obudibeneyo kwi-barbecue, kwaye ekugqibeleni abantu babecinga ukubonga abaququzeleli, kodwa ke, ndandicinga ukuba ndingaze ndilindele la mazwi okubulela.
- Ndifuna ukubonga abaququzeleli bethu kuloo busuku obuhle kakhulu, okwenzeka okokuqala ngqa kwiminyaka emihlanu. Mantombazana, ndiyabonga kakhulu, - uGalya akazange ayeke, wayesenako ukuhamba nam ekhaya. U-Alimira wayemomotheka ngokuvuya, evuya kukuba umsebenzi wakhe wade wawazisa. Wayesele ekulungele, nangona wayandixelele lonke ixesha lokuba akayi kusela isitshixo. "Ukuba undiyeke," wayeya kuthi, kutheni ndifanele ndiyenze oku, kuba wonke umntu unenhloko yakhe emagxeni abo, kwaye wonke umntu wenza oko akubonayo kulungile.
Emva kokubulela okuninzi, ekugqibeleni ndenyuka emotweni yam, ndaqala. Nangona kunjalo, kwakumnandi kule ntla nganiso yezifundo, ndandifuna ukuhamba ngeze. UGalya wayehleli kufuphi nam, wathi into yonke, kodwa andizange ndiphulaphule, kodwa ekugqibeleni, ndandidla ngokuva ilizwi lakhe ngasemntloko yam. Kwaye ngaphambili kwakukho iingcamango zokukhulelwa kwam, nokuba indlela endiyibusayo ngayo, ukuba ndamcela ukuba avaliwe. Wazenza ngathi akacaphukisi, nangona esikolweni wayecaphukisiwe nangaphandle kokubheka, sasihamba ngokuthula. Ekugqibeleni ndamgxotha ekhaya, waza waya ekhaya. Ndandikhathele kakhulu kangangokuba imilenze yam yahlutha. Xa ndifika ekhaya, into yokuqala ndaya kwidiza yayiza kutshabalalisa ukuvumba komsi kunye nothuli lwehlathi. Emva kokuhlamba, andiyikhumbuli nokuba ndilele.
Ekuseni, njengesiqhelo, iwashi le-alamu landile nge sixhenxe ekuseni. Xa ndasuka, ndaqala ukuya kumgulane wezilwanyana, andizange ndibe nomdaniso wokubambezela intlanganiso kunye nalo gqirha. Ndathambisa ikhofi, ndaya e-balcony, ndaza ndayiguba igareyi. Ngexesha elide, ndazibuza ukuba i-nicotine yachaphazela njani umntwana wam, kwaye ngokufanayo ndaceba ukuyeka ukutshaya. Ngokukhawuleza ifowuni yavuma. Kwakuyintanda endithanda ngayo.
"Ngomso, ntanda." Ndichitha ubusuku bonke ndicinga ngolu hlobo, ndaza ndagqiba ekubeni kufuneka sihambe, "watsho ngokukhawuleza, kwaye ndaxhonywa, kakuhle, yintoni enye endingayithetha nayo ngaye. Okunye ukukhulelwa kwam kungaqinisekiswa, kwaye wayesele ehlambulule izandla, kungekho nto yokuthetha ngayo. Andizange ndandicatshukiswe, kungekhona yena, ndiza kufumana enye. Ngenxa yezi zinto, ingakumbi ukuba ungakhathazeki.
Isibhedlele samva iziyobisi, kwaye ndandesaba ukuphefumula, ekubeni ndisebuncinaneni ndandinomkhuba onjalo. Ndacinga ukuba kunye nomoya, iintsholongwane ezahlukeneyo kunye neebhaktheriya ziya kuphephela empumeni yam, kuba kukho abantu abaninzi abagulayo apho. Enyanisweni, kwakunyaniseka, kodwa ndandenokwesaba. Emva kokuba ndifike kwi-gynecologist, ndatshilo ngamagama endixelela ngayo, apho wathi kuye:
- Thatha iingubo zakho.
Le yayingumxholo wesithsaba wabo bonke ababelethi, mhlawumbi. Simele, musa, konke ukuphazamiseka okufanayo kunye nayo yonke into emva koko. Ndilala phantsi embhedeni, kwaye waqala ukuqhubela isisu sam ngento enandiyifakisa ipuriko yam. Andiyazi, nokuba inhlanhla, okanye, ngelanga, wayephikile yonke into endiyikrokrelayo. Mna, njengokuba ndakwazi ukumthanda lo mntwana, owayengekho, kodwa akukho nto, ndisemncinci kwaye ndiyindoda, ndiza kufumana umntu omileyo, kwaye siya kuba nabantwana naye. Ngale ngcamango, ndakhangela kwirejista yam. Kwakuyiminyaka elinesibini elinesibini, ndaza ndabiza inombolo yefowuni:
- Sawubona, uthini na ngobudlelwane obusi? - Ndabuza, ngokungathi akukho nto yenzeke.
"Mhlawumbi siya kuhamba namhlanje?" - umbuzo waphendulwa ngelizwi elivuya, ogama linguSenya.